You Evil

First Love or Last Love

Sean

It's been a long time since I left home because papa didn't accept I broke up with Fani.

That was my worst time too I lost her, I felt guilty and also missed this feeling eroded my happiness.

I had almost 4 overdoses and 3 times I ended up in the ICU, great not between God not accepting me or I had to suffer longer.

My nature is gradually changing which used to be cool spending time having fun with others.

When I am with a lot of people, I feel very lonely.

Therefore I also spend time on work, work again and work again.

Papa is getting older and more and more at home to spend some time off.

While Resa is also busy in college the more monotonous the nature of me is also getting colder with others.

Every morning there are words that I always say like hope.

" I hope you're okay there "

And when I'm depressed there are words that make me strong.

" I miss you "

Stupid things may be but since when does love look sane.

I'm so happy to meet him fate won't be far away that's what's on my mind.

But the reality is bitter yes, again if I am too late to have you, can not I get a second chance.

But now you have a new family, especially if you already have children.

" Why are you dumb like that "heavy and weak voice.

" Pope... Already aware of "my wishful thinking soared until I did not realize that what I was waiting for finally realized.

" What a lot of work in the office you look very thin " exclaimed papa who began to rise up sitting leaning on the bed rest.

" Papa better rest "

"There's better than rest, better you get married fast your dad the older you don't know when it's going to last "

" I'm sure papa is still long life waiting until I get married, there is no candidate "

" You're also a big sell-off against Tefani who canti it "

"Here pa, this continues what is discussed has passed it all, I will go out first " get out of the room because I'm sure it's going to get worse, papa scolded me and became a quarrel because we're both stubborn.

The fruit will not fall far from the tree.

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Sasras

This afternoon I'm going to Alvaro's aunt's house feeling very nervous.

But here Vira is encouraging me and she still doesn't want to go home to meet Alvaro, her ego is bigger.

" You ready? My handsome son "Alvaro is at the door. He stroked the Prince's hair gently.

" It's good to have a harmonious family "vira exclaimed behind me.

" You too have a happy little family, come home quickly. Deo's been like a madman in an indignant office it's unclear "Alvaro gave a response.

" I don't care about him, I'm sick of hearing his name "vira exclaimed.

" Once, Vir we're leaving first. Lock the house do not just open the door okay "reply with a nod by Vira.

It didn't take long for us to arrive.

I'm so nervous.

Guhh....

Huhh.....

Dguuhh...

My heart is beating so fast, I think Alvaro heard it.

He took my hand and one more hand took my Prince for help because it looked difficult.

" Don't be afraid of me, believe me "he cried with a smile it was a pleasure to make me calmer.

" Alvaro." Alvaro's aunt welcomed happily but when it was right in front of us she saw me and the Prince in turn.

The smile that was engraved so wide in an instant disappeared changed with a disappointed look.

" Alvaro. "a soft and melodious voice came from behind certainly not from his uncle but from a beautiful girl and looked very graceful.

I just saw him feeling inferior and there were questions in my mind

" Who's the girl? Cousin? "

" Yes, who are you? " i immediately looked at Alvaro as to why he asked according to my mind instead of him knowing him.

" Alvaro's... This is Vanesa.your first love "

Jamb... It was as if a spear had pierced me.

" Alvaro's first love. God what more trials this is, I can suffer but not with the Prince. Allow me to be selfish just this once "inner.

Seen a deep gaze from Alvaro and no true denial it is Alvaro's first love.

" During time not to meet "the smile of the girl adds to her gracefulness.

" He looks very graceful and well "inner but I'm damning my praise if it'll hurt me.

" Why did you come here "long enough she was silent and now she finally made a sound.

" I wanted to. "he hung up his words and looked at me and the Prince as if I knew what that look was.

I'm smart enough to know this situation I took the Prince from Alvaro's sling.

" Prince is fussy, I will take him to the park first "when the prince is very henchman in his papa sling.

Only the Prince was unaffected by the atmosphere of this atmosphere.

" I'll be there after "excited Alvaro who I don't know what he's thinking.

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Alvaro

" Why did he come back... ? After all this time...? Why... ? " that's what kept on filling my mind after I saw the figure of a beautiful girl I hadn't seen in a long time.

But those eyes, yes those eyes I was so sorry for those eyes.

" It seems you need to talk alone, aunt and uncle will leave you to be more comfortable. But don't fight like a kid "uncle and uncle left me and Vanesa.

We both sat on the sofa facing each other against the table.

Vanesas

" How are you "he's staring at me

Alvaro

" Well, you're alone "

Vanesas

" good. I'm here to see you "

Alvaro

" Why did you meet me "

Vanesas

" I miss you "I was wide-eyed with a phrase that felt so absolute

Alvaro

" Stop messing around with Vanesa... "

Vanesas

" I'm not messing with Alvaro. I came back here because of you, all because I miss you so much "

Alvaro

" You're so funny, suddenly come say that. You're in need of an impingement "I'm so sick of him why should he come... Why would...

Vanesas

" Alvaro's... Didn't you accept me? " he started shedding tears.

" Why is he crying, here I am left for many years "inward

Alvaro

" It's enough Vanesa, we're just little wakti friends and now we don't know each other more than we just can't get close "gagging to throw away the view.

Vanesas

" I know you must be disappointed to have left you, but I have my reasons. I also really want to be close to you I'm happy with you "

Alvaro

" Ehh... Blissfully... If you're happy you won't run away and go so far and so long that it's only now that you show yourself. You're a very cunning woman "going to leave Vanesa.

Vanesas

" Alvaro's.... Alvaro's... Please listen to my explanation first "I don't want to know I'm waiting so sick, you know I suffered so much to lose my brother but where are you.

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