
My deep sleep was interrupted in the morning that "Non woke up, there is a friend non came here who is now waiting in the living room "
Shaking my hand that still hugged the pillow roll "who the hell bik this early in the morning" I rubbed my eyes ringer collecting lives that have not been collected for a moment dumbly considering that I have an appointment.
" Ahhhh bibik, bibik said my friend" Stupid question but to make sure the aunt just nodded signifies yes.
"Cowok or girl ?" my feelings are getting worse, the sense of disbelief but that's the answer yes it must be Sean "boy non, he said yesterday had made the same agreement non to pick up non Yuna"
I immediately got out of bed and prepared to take a shower "oh yeah prepare a drink and talk wait a minute" I whispered to aunt
" over time, ask what do you do so that he is not bored waiting for me to be ready yes bik, I call the same aunt " stared at aunt with hope
"ready non" passionately is the most bibik I can rely on.
Crazy just this time I took a bath this morning is very cold taste but how else to cook I do not shower.
Bibik prepares a drink and accompanies Sean to chat Sean to buy time so that Sean does not feel bored when I am getting ready
A few moments after I finished I went to the living room to approach him in the style of climber clothes of course "sorry yes wait a long time I forgot about our appointment so I was still sleeping " I answered honestly and included a brief smile.
"How come I deliberately picked you up faster, can't wait because you're climbing" he returned my smile earlier with a big smile.
" It's ready"
"Udah dong, make me go yes" I carried my bag and my belongings
" Yes non-cautious non "bibik drove me up the fence of my house.
We went in Sean's car actually I was afraid to ride in the car especially on the front but I tried as much as possible to fight the fear that had long but did not know where to come from.
Because if I sit behind me I feel bad with Sean yes cook I sit behind him in front of the driver yes like he was my driver was the fall.
"Oh Sean here we want to climb where "my girlfriend is while neutralizing my discomfort.
"It's only 2 hours away from here"
"Go away from that, oh yeah it's just the two of us or there's still your friends" in the car he was driving.
" As my friends later I will recognize, this will refer to the place of the agreement with them just together with the departure, you mind not?" glanced at me while driving
"It's not fun if the rame-rame is "
"But it looks like your jacket is still less thick" he stopped his car on the side of the road fortunately the road was quiet this time it was still dawn.
"Here I bought the scarf 2 was so one for me and one for you I like the color gray so I bought it both gray just different shades of doom" stretched it out and slowly I accepted
"Shouldn't be necessary but thanks for giving it will be useful later" I saw a beautiful scarf and also a simple pattern similar to the figure of Sean.
He immediately continued the journey after a while his car stopped in a place I do not know what place and approached the car near us "already, let's go" it turns out Sean's friends have made a deal with him.
" It's ready, come on" I haven't had time to get down Sean back to the car and go straight away every trip I chat about things that are again a hot topic in general to what mountain has never been on his foot. it turns out that he climbed the mountain until abroad wauuu.
"Udah nyampek" fortunately I can be in the car, I'm just a little dizzy ya look like a drunk vehicle because in a conversation with Sean.
We got out of the car "waiiisss who's a girl, have not loe recognize to us both nih girl, what fear nih girl has a crush with me Sean" exclaimed Andi best friend with a smile like Andi's salary while glancing at each other with Sean's friend one more.
"This is Andi, and this one is Gino" Sean pointed one by one to their names and was greeted with a gentle smile from them to me.
" Hi am Yuna happy to get acquainted" Replying their smiles made the best impression possible, uhhhh lo Yun's imagery that was on my mind.
"Udah yok starts to climb before dark"
"Okay "So we started climbing, to be honest with me, climbing was exhausting, but when I saw the three of them climbing and chatting so swept away in their fun I seemed to be a nuisance in the familiarity that had not been seen near me for a long time looking at the three of them.
"Come on Yuna, still capable"
" Still dong" occasionally Sean always said that until time quickly passed and the day that was light slowly shrinking the color into orange rendup, quite beautiful and dark night will welcome waiting for us at the top .
" Sayok make a tent "cry Sean I can only help as much as I can because my experience in kema berkema has never been.
"Oh yeah I'm under the food, so rest ajah first eat" after the meal we continue until finished
"Let's make a bonfire" exclaimed Sean in all agreement which means I'm very enthusiastic
It was such a fun experience with him that I finally had this experience.
If I see until here the beautiful memories that look in front of me until the darkness of the night covers the forest until the forest gets more tense and terrible makes me seem to be entangled with negative thoughts while my head is heavy and sick once it was as if there was a flash of dark, frightened and sad events that appeared but I don't know what it was because the flash was not so obviously very torturing to me.
Why should something like this happen when happiness covers me, please not now. I clenched the end of my shirt tightly, my breath seemed to be heavy withstanding my pain and occasionally a fake smile so they wouldn't know I was in pain because I didn't want to interrupt this happy moment but this pain broke my defense.
Without me realizing I had shouted out loud the hand that had been gripping my shirt was now clutching my head pulling my hair expecting my pain to decrease but this pain was very painful
" Ahhhh.hurt " that's what I'm screaming at trying to vent my pain because it hurts so much I'm crying so I don't care about the ones around me that I know I can't handle this pain.