You Evil

You Evil
Contrition



Taphany



For two years now I've been haunted by nightmares for ruining Yuna's life.


I just don't know if he'll be okay there.


So I let Sean choose Yuna even though I still love her.


My heart is squeezed with guilt for hurting someone I shouldn't have hurt.


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That morning I went to Sean's office just to visit him.


Because Sean has been living with Yuna since he became a workaholic, drunk - intoxicated until his stomach relapsed.


It's very unkempt, it looks like an unshaved mustache but it's been a long time, now I want to see if he's still the same.


But I met a figure I kept trying to find after him to say a word full of meaning


That's what I wanted to say to her.


I gave my feet a step even though it felt stiff like this foot was pecking but what reaction force quickly avoided me by leaving.


My hope is too far away, I know for a person who has already destroyed his feelings and his life there is no way he would welcome me with a smile.


" Sean you're not saying that Yuna has returned to Indonesia "approaching Sean


" Slowly - slowly Fani, it is not easy for him try to understand "soothe me by patting me on the shoulder slowly.


" You're right, he must be so shocked and hate to see me "


" Patience Fani, not only with you but with me like that I'm fighting again "


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Viras


Marriage is not the final word of a happy ending story, there are still trials that hit us.


Tonight I came home excited from Sasra's house because my mother-in-law arrived home.


" Mom why suddenly came, should have reported, I'll pick you up earlier "


" No need, open the door "I immediately open the door and carry my mother-in-law's luggage.


" How? There's been a development "looking at my stomach.


" Not yet ma'am " replied slowly


" Already follow the program and drink the tonic I sent you "


" It's mom "


My mom just ignored me going into the kitchen putting the food she was down from the village into the fridge.


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The next day when we ate together, I mean mom.


" How are you guys, not yet able to give me a grandchild" exclaimed my mother-in-law who again - again discussing that I just kept silent a thousand languages.


"Mother, we have tried if the creator has not given him how to "excite my wise husband.


" or don't don't don't you barren Vira "mom's voice is as loud as lightning fits in my heart, it hurts so much that my tears can't be held anymore.


" Enough ma'am, let's go home ma'am I'll take you to the office "they both left me alone that's when I cried so much - so.


My mother-in-law's words are still blazing - they're in my brain.


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At 21pm:15 Deo just got home from work. He immediately cleaned myself in the bedroom.


Not long after she got into the bed and hugged me sideways.


I got up straight from my sleep following Deo.


" Brother Deo, if brother Deo wants to protest about what you say frankly do not be silent like this "


" Why are you?  I didn't protest yes because there was nothing to be concerned about "looking at me deeply


" Have you been honest. You're also disappointed with me for not being able to give you a child "with emotions.


" Vira....  About the child is not our power that we can do just trying to "hold both arms of Vira so that the right direction perfectly facing Deo


" There's one attempt we haven't done yet "I'm starting to cry


" Look for another wife, I'm not the perfect wife for you "I said that with a quiver because I was so unwilling but I couldn't.


" Vira....  Enough Vira.  I'm really tired of your selfish nature "with a loud voice startling me then she sleeps and covers her whole body with a blanket.


I was still sitting crying I was also confused by my words but it is true that way has not been tried.


I thought he was asleep but he had not yet gotten out of his sleep sitting near me and held me in his arms.


"You know first when you were my neighbor going to that cause I actually knew "


I was shocked until I wanted to take off her hug but she tightened it so I couldn't take it off.


" If you know why you didn't tell me "


" Because I know, you're just lying around me turning away for a little while and then coming back "tap my hair gently.


The flashback


" Vir my way to the top "


" Bay loe knows I'm dating Deo "


" Tau but you will fight continuously with him, we go first who knows we are suitable and you can open your heart to me "


" Why should I Bay "


" Because I like the same loe Vir "he looked at Vira deeply.


" Okay, I'm also curious about how I feel "


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" r ... I just saw that loe girl wants to go to the top of the same art boy Bayu "excited one of Deo's friends


" Not loe wrong look "


" I swear, maybe they're in the parking lot. Look at the ajah there "


Go Bayu and Vira seen ileh Deo.


Deo quickly followed him by a taxi.


The trip was very long, Deo had to pay a taxi.


" The view is so good "


" Yes, oh yes we will spend the night here. The stars here plus the view is really cool "


They both walked until the afternoon.


" What you like about Deo "Bayu is getting curious


" I don't know either, but being with him feels good and being myself "


" I'm not being myself now "


" Yes "my answer is simple.


The road stops


" Bayu, it seems like having fun this time is overkill. I have to go home he has been waiting for me not only to love him, to love him but to need each other, I'm sorry "


Vira ran away leaving Bayu at the top alone. I was so happy to hear the words Vira said.


He's looking for a ride I want to help him but I'll catch up with him later.


Better not to.


He's getting a ride on my turn right now which is important I know Vira's just a little bored of me but she loves me.


Flashback off


" You should have banned me, this let me go with another guy "gut his pouting face.


He didn't know I was following him to the top.


" Let it, that this wild woman be a little free "pinches her cheeks gently


" Aren't you worried about your boyfriend doing what he wants "


" Wanted you say "tortured Vira's body until she laughed out loud


" Dear, all I need is for you even if we haven't been given any children I'll stay with you so don't ever say that yes "look at you


" Yes, I'm sorry, darling "


I stroked her hair and kissed her forehead.


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