XELALFAREL

Confession Silently Loving

Xela was still not calm, her gaze was empty, her palms were still covering her ears, still curled up on the mattress from yesterday she was slumped. Landry's words were still ringing in his ears.

"I want to forget that painful event. Leaving my hometown where I was harassed until I forgot myself. Landry reminded me, is Brother Alfarel that type of man? does he just want to use my body just for his sake?" his heart shed his tears.

"Xel what happened, did Brother Alfarel do something that hurt you?" gesha stroked Xela's back.

"Can't Gesha, didn't I see Xela doing okay while being hugged by bang Al?" Veoni.

"I'm envious, just try I'm in the position of Xela must have been hugged the same brother Al." Gesha was shaking her lips. The two girls instead comforted Xela, but instead admired Alfarel and spoke to him.

"Yes, I thought so too. But I find it strange why it seems like Alfarel and Landry like Xela, they fight over Xela, hoo."

Xela heard the two of them talking about Al and Landry, her name was not spared. He finally decided to get out of the room and hit the door.

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Veoni and Gesha looked at each other, their minds asking, what happened to Xela.

"Ges looks like we're talking wrong."

"M." Gesha stared at the door that was blown away.

"There are no good friends. They don't understand how I feel, why? Maybe I'm too stupid to be stuck with feelings for Al. Why should I like it." Inner Xela along her steps towards the bottom floor.

"Xel." call someone who sounded familiar from downstairs, Xela straightened her gaze towards the sound. Alfarel, it turns out he's there. Xela's heart pounded again, tears came with it, Landry's words yesterday appeared again in her mind.

she wants to whine at the sweetness of your body Xel, once satisfied she will go with her real boyfriend. You will be staying.

The word seemed to kill Xela's feeling, she turned back her body was about to run again through the stairs, but her carelessness in stepping made her legs accidentally sprained and would fall

"Gosh my god." He was surprised to not be able to keep up with his body, inwardly thinking he might faint after this. Xela closed her eyes preparing to fall banging her body even her head. But it turned out that he felt his entire body in an embrace, it was unmistakable this must be Alfarel.

Xela opened her puffy eyes from crying from yesterday, the first look was Alfarel's face. He's in Alfarel's arms.

"Don't be careless, why avoid me anyway." Xela did not comment on Alfarel's words, but she immediately released herself to leave.

"The handsome face I miss. No. I mustn't be trapped by the good looks of Brother Al, I must be vigilant, I'm afraid Landry's words are true."

"Xela I want to talk to you, come along." Alfarel withdrew his hand, just then Xela was a little dizzy so forced to fall in Alfarel's arms again, she was helpless by his feelings.

"Come, we can't talk here." Alfarel withdrew Xela's hand, the girl who initially avoided him was now in the link of her hand.

"All right, I just follow, I don't want to get hurt by fear. I have to get her away from me, otherwise I'll stay away from her."

According to him Xela this time it turns out he wants to take advantage of this time to say his current wishes. Is he really going to stay away from Alfarel? she doesn't know that Alfarel has decided on Mira for her.

Alfarel took him to a park close to Alka's dormitory, but it was very quiet. There are other visitors but the distance is a bit far, if it is really quiet and only the two of them are there, Xela can be frightened because she is in the alert phase at this time.

"Xel, I'm sorry. About what he said yesterday." Alfarel hung his words. Alfarel held Xela's hand.

"Let go of my hand, I know brother Al is sorry for Landry telling the truth. If I had known in fact that Brother Al was just using me, I would never have been kissed by you. I'm sorry to have liked Brother Al secretly all this time." Xela was crying again.

Alfarel approached, wiping away Xela's tears with his fingers. He had heard Xela's confession, perhaps it was his turn to admit that he too loved Xela secretly, possessive of the girl until she is unaware the end of her possessive attitude makes them in a misunderstanding, Xela was also consumed by Landry's words yesterday.

Xela was touched by Alfarel's concern, but this was not the time to get carried away, she brushed off the hand.

"Don't give me the least attention, brother. I'm honestly scared of you. I don't want to be trapped by the good looks of Mr. Al and then I'm taken advantage of. I just realized right now, maybe what Landry said was true Al just made me a toy, Al used me, kissed me for an outlet, no feeling of love. Al just loves his girlfriend, and I'm just a toy, right?" Xela asked with a pitiful cry, it felt like her tears were coming out all like a heavy rain.

Alfarel was surprised to hear the words of the girl he loved. Who told you to be possessive like giving false hope, now Xela has a broken heart for her. The man immediately drew closer to Xela, then approached her to express how deep the feeling he had been craving, he closed with an indistinct anger, absolute restraints and rules against Xela.

"Don't hug me, if it's just an impingement and your body's needs. Don't use me." Xela was still crying about breaking away from that tight hug until she hit Al's back venting her anger at not being able to escape Al's embrace. Al did not want to let go of his embrace for a second, he was also devastated to hear Xela's words.

"You should know, know me not from anyone else. Do not be easily consumed by the words of others. Not necessarily what Landry said was true."

Xela still insisted on escaping from Al's arms.

"Landry's already cut off your relationship he's totally inappropriate for you." Alfarel smiled bitterly still hugging Xela.

"What?"

"Landry decided on me, he must be furious. I haven't even had a chance to talk to him." Inner Xela.

"Yes, I told him to." Alfarel.

"It's because of you."

"So he decided it easily. Don't see him again!"