XELALFAREL

Doubt and Fear

*What did Xela say yesterday was about her true feelings, she was jealous? Is that true, he was jealous when he peeked at me with Mira at that time*.

the sentence was ringing in the ears of Alfarel who was looking at the urban area of the glass of an apartment upstairs, precisely on the 4th floor. This is the time when college is over.

"This is his coffee, Good Day coffee fits the mood this afternoon, hehe." A beautiful woman who was none other than Mira approached Alfarel with two glasses of hot coffee ready to be enjoyed in the afternoon. Once again Mira is a female figure who knows Alfarel very well, starting from her hobby that became her habit every afternoon to enjoy a glass of hot coffee, he said, previously Mira brought two cups of coffee because he himself also drank coffee in order to compensate for the hobby Alfarel and want to always be near him. Who does not want to always be close to a handsome man like Alfarel blue netra, plus the ideal tall body and cool body abis dream of women. Alfarel greeted the glass with a meaningful smile, they both rewinded their steps back to reach the brown sofa not far behind them, just a meter away.

"Thank you Mira, you never change. You've always been like the old Mira. I thought that during these two years you told me of my life, you would change."

"No Al. I always remember you and I never forget you, that's why I came back." Mira. They also enjoy the afternoon with a glass of Good Day coffee while looking at the beauty of the city from the height of the apartment. Good Day coffee should be drunk in the morning to warm the inner body, but what can be done if drinking coffee during the day is a hobby.

On the long, light-brown sofa, it seemed as though Mira and Alfarel were both enjoying time together in the apartment after returning home from campus. Alfarel lay handsome on Mira's lap who was ready to stroke her hair like a lover's interaction in general.

"Mir what have you been doing for the past two years you're in another city, and as long as it's not beside me?" Alfarel began to open the speaker, he was very curious what had been done by the woman beside him who was still his lover.

"Alfarel baby, I'm out there really focused on my college." Mira felt that something had changed from Alfarel, Alfarel seemed to be possessive rather than the old Alfarel.

"When were you there for two years, you had other lovers besides me?" Mira's face, which was originally full of cheer, was immediately grim with the sudden question from Alfarel, it seemed like Mira was hiding something. "Kok you it's Al, you know for yourself that I'm back because I missed you for two years." 

"Yes, I had doubts. Maybe you came back to me because someone left you." Said Alfarel, the man casually with an innocent face, without knowing if his words just pierced Mira's heart.

"Kok you've turned gini the hell Al, you don't trust me. You changed from the old Al, where was the old Al, why is the Al now full of suspicion?" Hardik Mira suddenly stood in front of Alfarel with glassy eyes. Alfarel gave a quick glance at Mira, sadness on Mira's face, but his heart remained calm against her lover.

"I just thought. Sorry if my words are less pleasing." Alfarel apologized for what he said. Alfarel began to pick up the bag preparing to leave. " Where are you going?"

"Wait Al. I see you've changed. You were always there for me but why now you don't seem to care about me anymore. I want you to stay here a long time Al otherwise I'll go again." Threaten Mira when Alfarel pulls the doorknob out. Alfarel's steps came to a halt, Alfarel's blue-neutral eyes looked at Mira who was filled with grief. Al felt pity, of course he did not want Mira to leave again, but restless enveloped his mind, he had saved in Xela's speech a few days ago when Xela said after recovering will leave her home. There is a sense of unwillingness to let go of the woman just like that when Xela thought it was not Who - Who, Xela is just a woman who he helped from the difficulties of his life. It is unexpected that the presence of Xela changed him greatly, the presence of a man

Xela makes Alfarel eliminate her sadness about the departure of Alika which can be said to be tragic. Because Xela's presence changes her from her unkind pattern of life, initially when her mind is muddled by the memory of Alika, Alfarel always ended his heart's sadness and turmoil by drinking liquor so that the effects of his drunkenness could quickly lead him to dreamland. But a great miracle after Xela's presence, Alfarel's mind was wide open about the social world and the world of health, Alfarel realized the life lived before was very wrong, liquor could have led him to bad influence, while he still remembered the advice of the mother so that he became an exemplary firstborn and his life should bring good influence.

" Al You heard me?" Mira asked early in the morning when Alfarel was long silent, Alfarel's kite of thought was scattered by Mira's words. "I'm sorry Mir, I can't stay here for long. Now the situation is different we are now college children who have many tasks, unlike High School we used to have a lot of free time." Papar Alfarel who had been steady with his next move wanted to return to his home.

"I can do it here your job is okay."

" I'm sorry Mir. Maybe next time I come here for a long time, now I want to go home and really want to spend my time at home doing all the tasks that some of them have at home and not finished." Mira was a little disappointed by Alfarel's words, inevitably he let go of Alfarel's return even though he did not want it.

I'm sure Al, the reason you came home wasn't because of your many duties. I know you are a smart student and can face college assignments easily. Must be because of that woman, your new assistant. I won't let you get too close to Al. You're mine.

mira's mind with depression that covers her face.

Alfarel drove his car across the highway with thoughts of Xela in his mind, Alfarel did not understand his current feelings, it could be said that he was being played with by his feelings. He loves Mira, but still hesitates about her sudden appearance since missing the news for two years. Alfarel also felt like Xela had always been by his side and in his protection ever since he found out that the girl who could be said to be a little innocent was trapped. Alfarel looked at her like he was looking at Alika, he did not want to lose Xela like he lost Alika which was caused by one thing, which was only because of an irresponsible man, Alfarel did not want Xela to fall, therefore the handsome man would not let Xela stop being his assistant.

*How are the women at home, I don't know why I'm worried, afraid she's gone. No. I'm not gonna let it.

connect* ...