
Xela opened her eyes, her body felt lighter and fresher, her eyes also felt less sore than before.
"Mhhh so peaceful!" he murmured with a squirm, when his gaze was circulated then realized his place now. He was in the middle of the room filled with fog, the wall could not be seen but his hand that felt the spray so soft by his side made him grateful today to feel rather calm. Then he walked confidently through the white fog, strange again after passing through the thick fog he was transitioned to another scene. A scene of his past where Ghea framed him. Xela covered her ears to see herself as she looked very sad, then turned again to the next scene where Alfarel helped her, then she who had been thrown some money by Alfarel, at that moment he was so heartbroken that he could not hold back his cries. Turning again on the next scene shows the journey of his life on the side of Alfarel until he was stunned himself.
"Have I been this far? why used to be just a relationship with the employer even ended up being a pair of lovers. It's beyond a doubt."
In the vision of many who made Xela vacillated by different events certainly hurt her heart where Alfarel scolded her when he accidentally opened Alfarel closet and saw Alfarel's photo with Alika, Alika, very similar to him.
The scene continues until it shows their time trapped in the castle, under Marco's rule, when he lost Alfarel and his life became chaotic.
"really? After I wake up if Brother Al isn't here then I won't be looking for you and Brother Al won't be looking for me."
The sentence made Xela cry again, although she saw herself still in Alfarel's lap and flashbacks brought her there.
"I said the right words, maybe now I'm dreaming. Kal Al, if I wake up not to find you by my side, I'm nothing else that matters to you. From the beginning I was nobody, maybe I was too chasing your love. I should have realized that I was just a high school student who studied far and the relationship with you is you as the employer. Why have I taken such a step so far?" Xela is frustrated because she thinks this story is out of her control.
"I can't depend on him anymore. I have to adapt myself to my principles, live independently and prove to Sister Fiana that I can have my own life, succeed with my own hard work."
Xela remembers her promise to the older sister who once underestimated her, if only Fiana knew her current life depended on a man, she was exhausted by the sharp words of her older sister.
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"It feels so heavy." Xela stoned in her heart while rubbing her sore eyes.
His hand that moved to wipe his eyes was suddenly stopped by someone who toppled his hand to the other side and his body was pulled into a warm embrace.
'DEGS'
"I just remember before I slept on his lap." Xela slowly opened her eyes despite the weight, as a faint look revealed the handsome face she always called her name sleeping beside her by hugging her. Xela smiled then returned the hug tighter and possessive, burying her face in Al's chest. No matter what else Al was awakened by his actions or not, it was important that he felt happy that Alfarel was by his side.
It's bullshit! didn't he mean in his dream to end his story? It is so difficult and complicated that his feelings bring him back to the fact that he loves Alfarel.
"Thank you for not leaving me." he muttered at once there was a reply and a reaction.
"Hm!" Al responds while rubbing Xela's hair, they are still in a cuddling position.
Xela though feeling happy but she was not feeling well, her head was so sore, her eyes were heavy, and it felt like she wanted to be given a hug like this so as not to get too cold. Alfarel's short response made him look up to confirm whether the man was still closing his eyes. As soon as he lifted his head, Alfarel cupped his cheeks and gave a brief peck on his forehead, cheeks, and lips. There Alfarel just realized Xela's body temperature is hot.
"Fever! this must have been because of yesterday." Al guessed in his mind, he was about to rise up to compress Xela but his body was locked first by the girl.
"What did you do yesterday?"
"Waiting for brother Al who did not come, brother Al where?"
The same question made Alfarel silent.
"Sir Al went where, why not take me?"
"Just go to finish the business. Don't talk about it."
"I guess when I wake up, Al's brother is not here and I won't be looking for Al's brother anymore." Xela started to say.
"Why if I'm not here?"
"I'm going to go."
"Impossible, go where there are many who take care of you." Al looked at her sad girl's face, then grabbed Xela's chin for her girl to stare at him.
"I could have gone through another path. Why am I guarded all day by people I don't know, very uncomfortable. I'd better go on with my life or go as far as I can to be invisible."
So deep a word, Alfarel looked at the look on Xela's face, this girl said seriously unlike yesterday anymore. It's true he said a few days ago that he was not crazy, just that the pressure was too strong to make his attitude out of control.
Alfarel understood Xela's words, he chose silence and then hugged her again. It was also a mistake why he left Xela with his new people in Xela's eyes, of course Xela was not used to them. His possessive attitude makes Xela only has herself as the closest person, there is no one closest to Xela other than herself.
Before long, his men came with trays filled with food, and a basin filled with water to compress Xela.
"Master!" a woman politely offered it. After Alfarel ordered them to put him on the nightstand and leave, he himself moved to take care of Xela. Luckily Xela did not protest anymore when Alfarel moved her head onto the pillow, from yesterday actually Xela used Alfarel's arm as her pillow.
With painstaking and careful Alfarel put a compress cloth on Xela's head, it turns out that the girl fell asleep, then what about the porridge while hot, did Alfarel have to wake her up again to eat porridge?
Thinking about it, an idea popped into Alfarel's brain, the handsome man gave a big smile.
"Perhaps in my way he can eat porridge even though he's sleeping."
Then Alfarel took the porridge, and he put it in his own mouth, crazy after that he kissed Xela's lips. This is how Alfarel is.
As a result, he saw Xela gulp the porridge he poured through his kiss and again smiling happily.
"After this you will be healed." Alfarel muttered while giving a kiss of love on his girl's forehead.