Wrong Matchmaker Connect

Past Times

That night Shanum told his om that this week he could not go home to his om house, because he was scheduled to keep the dormitory.

"Pa, Shanum hasn't come home yet?" mia asked Mr. Yuda who was facing the leptop, doing some work from Zio.

"Oiya, papa just forgot. Shanum had chipped papa, this week he could not go home, because he had a boarding picket schedule" said Mr. Yuda.

"Don't you believe that?" ask Mia.

"Hm... Why?" asked Mr. Yuda to stop his activities in front of the leptop and look at his wife.

"Pa..pekan yesterday Shanum left in a state of anger, he is not okay right? Papa forgot, Shanum just recovered from his mental disorder pa, he should even still have to control to a psychiatrist again right?" said Mia ma'am who was very worried about the state of her nephew.

Pak Yuda also woke up. Yes, his nephew has suffered from psychiatric disorders since his mother died, and he must always control the psychiatrist, and continue to seek treatment.

"Tomorrow we'll make sure again, it's late at night" said Mr. Yuda trying to calm down.

Mom says, then Mia goes to her room and rests.

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In a room of the foundation boarder in a private dormitory, a girl was pensive in her humble room.

"Mama.." back tears flowed from the eyes of the clean white girl of Sundanese Javanese descent while rubbing a small picture frame measuring 4R, which she often took everywhere as solace. A photo of an adult woman with a career woman-style hijab, and a tunic and culottes suit seem to add grace to the woman she calls mom.

"Why should I live rich? Why did mom go? Shanum is not strong, Shanum is tired" Shanum said as he pleased.

The girl also opened her wallet, which contained a photo of a man in a blue white uniform, measuring 3x4, very clear if it was a photo of the diploma, which used to be collected to the Administrative Office to be managed the diploma, report and others.

"Dzen...Yes, I'm jealous to hear you're close to Tiara's parents, which means your relationship is very close. And i'm... This feeling never changes for you, Dzen. This taste is still there for you. However, it will never happen, and I will not let it happen. Because I don't want you to be disappointed with me. I don't pantes for you Dzen, I don't pantes.." Shanum said again with awe in his cry.

He recalled eleven years ago, when he was seventeen. He is the son of a TKW in the land of Neighbors. His father was a rich man's son, but later went bankrupt, forcing Shanum's mother to become TKW there, while his father worked odd jobs at home while caring for Shanum with his maternal grandparents.

That night, Shanum who had just finished studying was called his father.

"Num, here first." call the papa.

"What's pa?" ask Shanum.

"Deplace your clothes, and come with me. Papa wants to take you for a walk" said his father.

Shanum as a teenager who rarely went out of the house, just happy to get a call from his papa. He followed and changed his clothes and followed his father.

Until arriving at an apartment papa Shanum invites Shanum in.

"What are we doing here, pa?" shanum asked in surprise, because this time Shanum invited his papa to a magnificent apartment.

"Let's sit there first." take the papa.

"Come to you too. Come with me." said the man.

"Come Num." take the papa.

Shanumpun complied by holding his papa's hand tightly.

Arriving on the fifth floor, Shanum approached the man.

"Cute, pretty. Okey. You can stay now" said the man with a sly smile.

Shanum, who had been less comfortable being approached continuously by the om om, felt strange with their conversation.

"Pa, what does that mean?" shanum asked for an explanation.

Papa Shanum just kept silent. Then turning around will leave his daughter.

"Pa.." again Shanum called his papa while still holding his papa's hand, which was then slowly released by his papa.

"Tomorrow morning, papa pick me up" said his father as he walked away.

"Pa, papa." Shanum tried to run to grab the hand of his father who had been released by his father since then, but failed, because his hand was already held tightly by the big body om om.

"Relax my dear, you are safe with me" said the man with a perverted smile.

"Who are you, what do you want? Don't touch me!" shanum asked in anger, his hand he took off violently from the man's grip.

"Don't revolt, or I'll act rude" said the man, holding Shanum's wrist, which he then pulled into a room.

Shanum thrashed and shouted for help, but there was no one to help. Until the incident of dark night that Shanum did not want it happened. The night he lost his chastity, because of his papa. He cried as much as in the room, naked, only terutuo by the thick blanket in the mattress. He said to Shanum, Shanum is the guarantee for all his papa loans. That night, Shanum was very angry with his father, whom he respected, he was proud of, because during his mother went to TKW, he was taken care of by his father with his grandmother and grandfather. Who would have thought, however, that his father would have sold his own daughter to cover all of his debts.

The next day, Shanum returns home to his father, heartbroken, and full of hatred with the man who picked him up, for months, Shanum becomes a moody girl.

Shanum wiped his tears violently.

"God is not fair! Why was I born into this world just to live a life full of pain like this? Why am I present in this world ma, if finally mama lives in Shanum himself with this heavy burden? Shanum is not strong ma." said Shanum began to whistle and blaspheme his Lord.

Since her mother knew that Shanum had been sold by her own father, Shanum's mother was very shaken and very angry with her husband in the car, at that time they planned to pick up Shanum who lived in the house of Judah, but unfortunately, when they were angry, Papa Shanum was beaten by his mother Shanum until papa Shanum could not control his car, until finally they had an accident hit by a truck. Papa Shanum died on the spot, while Mama Shanum, still in a coma for several hours until finally he also exhaled his last breath.

Again he was reminded by the words om and tantenya some time ago who talked about matchmaking, and he was also remembered by his office friend who was about to get married, and he himself who was not married, so many guardians of students and friends who offer dozens of men to be introduced to him, while he is not at all interested in marriage, because for him, he is a dirty woman, he is a dirty woman, who does not deserve to marry.

Throughout the night, Shanum did not sleep, he continued to cry lamenting for his life. Until morning, Shanum was tired.

"I want to come with you, I'm not strong, I'm tired" Shanum said.

"Foolish time with Marriage, Hajj. God doesn't love me. Mending me to die.!" said Shanum who then took the spray mosquito repellent in his room, then he took the mosquito repellent, until he was unconscious.