
Ice Breaking, a temporary break for seminar participants. Dzen, who is sitting opposite Lisa, offers Lisa, whether to go to the toilet first or not.
"You want to get out?" dzen asked as he tilted his seat to give Lisa some way.
"No, thank you." Lisa replied.
"Ehm, okay."
"Ehm, Dzen." call Lisa.
"Yes?"
"You are still in Semarang, or have you moved out of the city?" ask Lisa.
"Alhamdulillah, after graduation, I went to work in RSUD, where we used to work" said Dzen who was reminded again by the good times with his ex-girlfriend.
"Oh." replied Lisa briefly.
"Kalo you? Did you live in Solo, or what?" ask Dzen.
"Me, live in Solo" said Lisa.
"Ehm, move on?" tanya Dzen who already knows, that Lisa's husband is Semarang.
"Ehm, that's it." Lisa answered like she was hiding something.
"Yes, what time are you from Semarang? It's dawn?" lisa's trying to distract me.
"Engga. I went to Solo from yesterday. All the same Professor's appointment, to take care of my journal received" said Dzen.
"You're going to continue with PPDS?" ask Lisa.
"Alhamdulillah, so. It's only been a year now" said Dzen grinning a horse.
"Oh, yeah. Nice dong. You're great Dzen" said Lisa trying to smile broadly. Lisa's return is imagined, if she used to stay with Dzen, maybe their dream to set up their own clinic will be realized. Because both will continue PPDS, with their respective specialists.
"You guys, you work here, or how's Sa?" ask Dzen.
"Me, this hospital assignment" Lisa said.
"Well, it's great that you are too" said Dzen praising Lisa. And Lisa just smiled. The smile that made Dzen miss his past, which made him opiate. The smile that used to feel sweet, now it feels sliced iris.
"Yes, your husband is still a businessman in Semarang or has moved to Solo as well?" ask Dzen.
"He's not going to Solo. The only ones who moved to Solo were me, Jelita and my mama" said Lisa holding back her eyes that were starting to feel hot.
"Whatchu mean? Your daddy?" ask Dzen curiously. Ice breaking time is over. And the seminar continued, Dzen and Lisa focused on the seminar material. And their conversation was interrupted.
Until the time Dzuhur arrived, Dzen prepared to stand will head to Mushola to perform Dzuhur prayer service.
"Dzen." call Lisa while holding Dzen's wrist.
"Yes?" asked Dzen, who slowly removed Lisa's hand from her hand.
"Eh, sorry. Where are you going?" ask Lisa who just realized she was breaking, because she accidentally held Dzen's hand.
"You pray." replied Dzen.
"I'm coming" Lisa said. Dzen frowned, because Monalisa was her former lover was not a Muslim.
"Ehm, Okey." replied Dzen without asking much.
After the prayer, Dzen saw Lisa still sitting in the same place as before.
"You're not praying?" dzen asked while wearing his shoes.
"Ehm, linger. I'm not a Muslim yet" Lisa said.
"Oh, I thought you wanted to come along earlier, because you're already sadistic" said Dzen. Lisa shakes.
"I want a story" Lisa said.
"Ehm, Okay. Lunch time." said Dzen. Lisa nodded.
At the table where they ate, Paniti prepared a lunch buffet, so that Dzen and Lisa could eat quietly together at the round table.
"Dzen."
"Yes?"
"Not yet" replied Dzen flatly by scolding his food.
"Ehm. I'm Widow Dzen." said Lisa, as Dzen choked on her food.
"Uhuk uhuk."
"Jeez, Dzen. Sorry sorry. It's, like, drinking it." Lisa said giving Dzen a mineral water drink.
Dzen gestured with his hand, as Lisa was about to pat him on the shoulder. By taking a drink, so that the cough subsides.
Lisa finds out about the gesture, undoing her intention to pat Dzen on the back.
"Are you ok?" ask Lisa to worry.
"Yes, I Am Ok."_ answered Dzen while wiping his mouth with a feeding tissue.
After normalizing himself, Dzen again asked.
"Why widow? Husband dead?" ask Dzen astonished. Lisapun.
"I'm divorced" Lisa said.
"Why?" ask Dzen.
Lisa looked down and shed her tears. Dzen who always could not bear to see a woman crying, he tried hard by staying in his stance not to give his shoulder to other women. Dzen wanted the Pearl of the Heart so guarded, that he also tried to keep it as well.
"The problem is complex. Since the beginning of the marriage, we have not loved each other" Lisa said.
"She, back to her ex-boyfriend, when she found out, I was still keeping your number, and still keeping your picture and ours" Lisa said, leaving Dzen wide-eyed.
"You still got my picture?" ask Dzen in disbelief.
Lisa nodded.
"I told you, I never called you again. We haven't had contact in a long time. But he doesn't believe Dzen, he's raging. My cell phone was slammed. My card was removed and discarded, all the photos and diary books about our love journey, all known to him and then burned by him. One week hose. He told her that her ex was pregnant, and that she should marry him. I don't want my in-laws to approve, even if I'm in polygamy."
"I didn't want to be in Dzen's polygamy, I ended up being divorced unilaterally. Jelita's custody is still in my hands, but later if Jelita is past the age of a toddler, her custody is transferred to her papa" Lisa told her about her gray story.
"Then, your father?" ask Dzen.
"My father's been dead, Dzen, ever since I found out I was divorced. My father had a heart attack, and I finally went back to my mother's original town. It was in Solo" Lisa said.
"Innalillahi wainnailaihi Raji. I'm so sorry, Sa." said Dzen in response.
"Thank you Dzen" Lisa said.
"From then, until now, my feelings have never been for you Dzen. This feeling is still the same, even though I know, if you've been in a relationship with a girl" Lisa said. Dzen.
"You mean?" tanya Dzen is worried that Lisa already knows she loves Pearls.
"I know you're in a relationship with a lung specialist named Doctor Herman" Lisa said.
Dzen feels relieved, that Lisa knows Dzen is in a relationship with Lala.
"Oh, Lala? You know Mr Herman?" dzen asked, lazily discussing Lala.
"Pak Herman is a pulmonary specialist I often visit, because I have to always consult for Jelita's recovery. Jelita has a Lung disorder since infancy" Lisa said.
"I'm not the same Lala" said Dzen.
"Why?" ask Lisa for wonder.
"She's beautiful, well, doctor's son. Why isn't it continuing?" ask Lisa for wonder.
"Just like you, he left me, because of the other men" said Dzen throwing his gaze in the direction.
Lisa immediately gasped with that word. He realized that his relationship was cut off, because he decided. Dzen is a nice guy who never hurt his girl. He's always been nice to anyone, and that's Lisa's biggest regret.
Lunch time was over, Dzen and Lisa returned to their original seats with different hearts.