Worshiping Mother, Forgetting Daddy

The stall owner's aunt stroked his back gently

“Kinan, if you explain, do not daydream ya”seru someone in front there.

Kinan who had been unfocused, finally realized when he was reprimanded by the teacher.

”well bu”sahut slowly, then he tried to focus with lessons.

But, gradually his mind returned to thinking about other things, the number of things that happened at this time made him always unceasingly riled up.

“Huhhh” Kinan mendengus, membuat Aisha melirik kearahnya

”why Kin?”aisha said in a whispering voice, making Kinan look at her at a glance

”engga nothing kok”sahut Kinan equally slowly.

Long time dragged on, until finally Kinan finally came home.

his feet he carried down the asphalt road, that,

walking towards his house.

Along the way, he could only be silent.

usually the little lips sang softly all the way home, but some days he felt lazy to do it.

Because basically, he was unhappy.

Kinan continued walking, until the netra began to see his house from afar.

Getting closer and closer, closer,

then he heard the sound of crying from inside the house.

Kinan ran towards his house, he took his steps inside, leaving his shoes to slash recklessly.

After that he could see his sister crying on his mother's lap.

the little girl approached

”Assalammualaikum”ucapnya slowly and bewitched the mother the same slowly.

She could see the mother trying to calm her sister who kept crying,

while saying the same word constantly,

Namely ‘Dad’

Kinan broke his face, however his sister would definitely miss him.

the little girl walked towards her room,

he broke his clothes, looking for something in the pile of clothes.

And finally he found it, and,

the money Dad gave me.

Kinan returned to the living room,

then he approached his sister

”Dek, this is from Dad to adek”ucap Kinan, while showing fifty thousand money, because previously he had used some of the gift of the Father for him.

The mother who heard that,

looking up at him, looking up,

then took the money from Kinan's hands.

Can I see the mother squeezing the money, please,

and how surprised Kinan was when the money was thrown by the mother out of the house.

“Mother!”kinan exclaimed loudly, then the girl ran outside and picked up the lump of money again.

And from inside the house, he could hear his mother pressing on him

”Mothers won't see you guys eating money from your Dad again!”said the mother, making Kinan stand up and walk hastily towards her.

“But this is from Dad!”kinan exclaimed loudly, with a face full of tears, she walked towards her room

”Mom don't want you to receive anything more from Ayah”sahut Mother again

”Mother weird! It's Dad and Mom's problem! Why am I the victim?!”kinan shouted again loudly from inside her room.

He wept, cried and cried as he pleased behind the wooden door,

and he could hear that Aldo was becoming more and more.

BLAM

the sound of the door slamming made Kinan stop his crying, with trembling hands he opened the door.

Kinan walked slowly towards the dimly lit living room, and he could see his sister sitting quietly on the floor.

“Mother k-where?”kinan asked stammered towards her sister who was just staring at the outside door.

A moment later Kinan immediately ran outside

”MOTHER! MAMA! MOM!”kinan shouted to the mother who went somewhere.

The little girl went back into the house, then approached her sister and pulled her out.

”we find ib”ucap Kinan, then close the door.

The two walked half-running around the complex, looking for the whereabouts of the mother who went nowhere.

”Mother! Mother where?! Kinan promise not to be naughty again!”kinan shouted repeatedly, in the hope that the mother would show up with the promise.

The grip on his sister was getting tight, though,

his whole body was terrified if his mother would leave him.

“Kak, where are you going?”asked the sister, while Kinan was silent, because he was thinking hard.

“K-we go to Bi Ami's house, we go there first”ucap Kinan then pull the arm of the sister, so that he can equalize his steps.

However, it has not reached Bi Ami's house, yet,

Kinan stopped his steps, seeing someone he knew sitting in the stall with his face down, resting on the table.

That's Mother.

He could see that his mother was crying.

shaky shoulders, clenched fists, and the stall owner's aunt stroked her back gently.

Kinan bowed, looked at his two feet with a face froth, he also forgot that this was the same heavy thing for the mother.

“We go home aja ya dek”ucap Kinan, then again lead Aldo home.

ignoring Aldo who continued to point at the mother who was in the stall.

Feeling tired, Kinan chose to go home. He was too tired for today, too many steps he took.

Too much to face just one today.

one day he didn't even know it would be like this.

I don't know what will happen in the future,

he only hopes for the best.

if it is difficult, he hopes God gives him the strength to keep going.