Worshiping Mother, Forgetting Daddy

A word that is considered funny by children who have not been sinned

Kinan looked at his mother from the door,

can he see the face of his aging mother talking to Aunt Naya in the living room.

“Kak, Mother what?”

Kinan turned around, looking at the sister who was sitting on the edge of the bed.

“Ne-“

Not finished he said, Kinan was surprised when the door he was holding was pushed because it was opened from the outside.

He retreated, then his net face to face with the mother

”you why Kin?”asked his mother, then he ducked to align himself with Kinan.

Mother extended her hand towards Aldo, making the little one walk over to her mother. With both hands, Kinan and Aldo were tightly embraced by the mother.

Kinan could feel the soft elusan of his mother's finger breaking his hair.

Kinan was silent, letting the mother spread her love for a while.

“Tomorrow mom find a contract, later we contract first ya”ucap Mother slowly, and answered Kinan with a nod even though he did not really understand the purpose of the Mother.

His mother took off her embrace, then in her eyes Kinan and Aldo alternately, with the netra staring at the nanar, Mother again felt pain and tightness in her heart, she felt sorry for her two children who suffered because of her.

Mother smiled slightly, but Kinan could see that smile looked bitter

”ibu why?”kinan asked quietly, while Aldo just stayed by her side

”nothing, I'm just tired again aja”ucap Mother slowly, very slowly, as if her breath blocked her throat.

Kinan who felt uncomfortable had to ask again and chose silence

”yasalah, you just sleep now, tomorrow you go to school Kin”ucap Mother, then accompanied by her two children to bed.

Kinan threw himself down,

Deflecting the body of the mother,

then he tries his restless self to sleep.

Minutes by minutes, man,

kinan's kisses heard a stifled hiccup, from behind he felt like something was shaking, but he was reluctant to turn around, and still forced himself to pick up the dreamland.

On the other hand, though,

the mother tried to hold her back, though,

while spilling his weakness on the world, still mother tried to be strong for both worlds.

.

“I just bought this same Bunda”

Kinan silently watched his two friends talking in front of him.

The girl glanced at the pink pencil case with a feminine animated picture in her friend's hand.

“Ihh you call, mamah you Mother well?it's funny”sahut who was with my friend Kinan.

Kinan was silent,

there is a sense where he feels jealous of what his friend got.

The girl moved her pencil again, continuing her paused writing for a moment.

His silence covered his mind, though,

Call Mommy, want a pencil box.

Those two things kept spinning in his head,

in the end, his heart said later at home he decided.

Dissolved for the umpteenth time,

Kinan ended his knowledge-demanding activities, in a hasty step, he continued to accelerate his pace, because he could not bear to say what he had decided to his mother.

Krekk

The sound of the open iron fence broke silently, until Kinan continued to pass into his room.

When he opened the door,

his feelings that previously sparkled expectantly, now replaced by pain.

There was a feeling he did not understand, but his chest was tight because of it, he said,

that's when he saw the mother packing their clothes again.

Right, again.

Mother looked at him confused

”why Kin? Anything you want to say?”

mother said, as if she knew what she had with her daughter.

Kinan shook his head slowly, while his thin smile appeared on the mother's netra.

The little girl stepped closer, making the mother who had been busy packing their clothes again welcome her.

“What's the mother's son? There must be something in want, right?”joking mother, her smile that made Kinan could not bear to smile.

“Not really hehe”keh Kinan, making the mother look at him more and more full of jokes.

”the real one???kalo ga says, mom tickled nih”ucap Mom, her fingers move tickling little belly Kinan.

the whole room was boisterous with laughter

”hahaha yes-yes, Kinan wants to say nih”ucap Kinan, making mother look at him with curiosity about what this little princess asks.

“Kinan can call Mom with the word Mother only ga?”said Kinan, his innocent face accompanied the sight of the mother.

silence for a moment, then Mom's smile welcomes Kinan

“Bby dong, so doang gabby sih”ucap Mom, then pinch Kinan's nose slowly

“Already, you shower there, already smell sweat”ucap Mom while covering her nose

”ihhhh mother, uh Mother!”kinan then ran to the bathroom.

leaving the mother chuckling.

And from that day on,

Mother changed to Mother, Mother,

a word that is considered funny by children who have not been sinful.

.

“None of you missed?”ask Mommy to Kinan who is still checking the contents of his bag

”already all bun”ucap Kinan, while constantly making sure the goods are still complete.

Mother walked towards him, then looked at the entire bag carefully

”your textbooks are already right?”asked Mommy, then Kinan spread his gaze to the side of his bag and nodded his assent.

Mother who felt complete was immediately lifted Kinan bag, then brought it to the terrace

”we ride what bun?”asked Kinan, Aldo who was standing next to him just silently watched.

“Wait for taksi”ucap Mommy, while the net glances towards the road.

Kinan glanced towards the door of aunt Naya's room,

the ones who had just been inside the room did not care about their whereabouts.

“That came”ucap Mommy, then his fingers reached for the bags full of those clothes,

Ignoring the heavy feeling that was nurturing in his finger leaves.

Kinan drove his sister to a taxi, but a moment later he stopped his steps,

feeling that someone was watching, Kinan turned around, then he could see Aunt Naya standing in the doorway,

with a cold gaze, Aunt Naya instantly closed the door of the house.

The sound of rustling of the locked door makes Mother also speechless staring at the house of Aunt Naya,

can Kinan see the lips of his Mother bent disappointed, but then a smile made when Mother looked at him

”engga nothing, let's go in”ucap Mommy to Kinan who nodded in understanding.

Now, they continue their journey, to the house where there are now only three of them, all three of whom are both struggling against the world and its entirety.