Wonder Women's

Like a Scarecrow

Travel back and forth Surabaya Ngawi every one Sunday even a week up to 2 times to 3 times, does not make me and my children saturated in travel or time and energy

All are lived with sincerity without coercion and bismillah in our endeavors. The spirit of leaving in the morning when the jengkik is seriosa with the night chat.

A pitch-night in the second third of the night and adding to the deep coolness of the cold penetrates the pores of this skin. Brrr.....

Not to mention that until the first terminal the bus has passed must wait until the arrival of the second bus. Ndak of course the clock is sometimes the bus comes flat and sometimes up to an hour.

Patience is here. Months of fasting while counting the girls who came home who came down from the trans Jakarta Bus nan.

Not long after the bus arrived. The trip takes up to 5 to 6 hours if it gets stuck in Sidoarjo after changing with grab. Hustle and bustle motorbikes office workers, filling the free time vacuum.

We have completed this journey until a few months before the registration test opens. Hope you escape, brother. Bismillah...

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In the period of two months rarely met with his Father Si Safi. Lack of interaction makes communication less frequent. As a result without my knowledge angkringan also closed.

Huft. The reason Ndak no one takes care and momong the little guy. Heh even though the Rasya is already 5 years old and in angkringan there is a driver. Kok ya still Ki also reasoned.

Usut have a mouthprint I had a question mark what is the activity of Mr. Safi if we are not at home. I traced his phone and the way he was.

It turned out to be my guess. Still with the two virgin children roaming back and forth while looking for chickens to breed.

I was clearly annoyed, I asked so that I could not be patient for the umpteenth time. Hope to lean his heart and open himself.

"Dad, it turns out you're gini huh. It's still the same with them. Remember you're a family don't just hang our lives. You're a fool with our stomachs and housewives."

"Wouldn't you have money every day ?"

"What money ? Yeah endak. Where's the money from ?"

"Lha keep this selling what time ? it's 14:30. This Ramadan fast people need to eat and find that side dish before the Maghrib after Ashar. If you sell Maghrib there are people who are full of siyap tarawih and sleep. Keep our sustenance when we get it, yeah ? We should look for opportunities not leave opportunities."

"la this wong.still..gini gini..still chicken nyari. There's a friend in front."

"Yes, I choose where I am or Yuba. If I choose Yuba, I will retreat. I'm tired of thinking of all for the umpteenth of nearly 17 years of living like this. You still can't be a good husband. Your life is weird."

"What do you mean ? " Back he scrunched his forehead and got angry until sewoten. I can't stop thinking as he cursed me. Says dirty until the whole zoo comes out all. Maybe the zookeeper slept, so did not know that his animals were invited to travel by his father Safi.

My head is dry, making my ears hot. Wonderful, people fast like a scienceless. The innards are angry if the anger reaches the pitam dah up to everywhere he brought.

I'm not hinting at him saying anything I don't want to know what he's talking about. It was obviously painful and very painful. I have memorized his habits.

If angry like that wong name has no knowledge. Just be patient he can not, the mouth talking politely just he can not afford, avoid saying harshly with the potions he said where he can. Absolutely outrageous. Living with a priest who has no knowledge, religion is thin and does not want to learn religion.

Learn iqro' aja do not want. The door to enter from where. Praying all the time after prayer has not been stirred into the feelings of his heart. There he was getting stupid and more isbal. Forgetting the land.

Getting away from the word perfect. I don't know more. like a scarecrow. He has no control over his heart. I have no household ethics. By himself.

What he thinks comes out of what he thinks. Quite the contrary. So mutter to yourself. If you knew how I felt, standing with you as strongly as Popeye was everyone's prayer.

Seventeen years harbored and held until Si Safi stepped into adulthood. It feels like your ego still controls you.