
" Huh.to me it's the same. Wife or not. You guys are the same."
"O Allah, you speak like that to your wife."
"You and your phone are both BOSOK."
"Astaghfirullah, what is my fault. If I'm tired of sleeping the night I sleep, people will buy let me w.a you, am I wrong."
"Wrong. Fucking Bosok. Lumoh (lazy) see the delivery people of your order is a lot. Even sleep wake up tell fast sluggish like you. You don't need to sell them. Your way is like a snail. Who becomes people. "
Oh God, I am crying. I'm a slacker. Since morning I have not stopped taking care of the household cooking, washing, sweeping and preparing food. Kok said lazy. Though he woke up immediately wash his face into the stall.
Allah SWT knows what I do and what you do. God knows what you hide from me and what I do not hide from my heart.
O Allah, if this sabbar is not a reward, I will certainly run amok on him. For the sabbar is the limit of death and in the sabbar there is the reward implied by all our deeds.
Let me you BOSOK, Cangkeman, lumoh idler Ndak papa. I'm still heartened. Although directly it is painful and makes pain in the heart. Allah is All-knowing and angels are witnesses. If all that isn't true, it'll all come back to you.
Oh God, if I could still look up at the same sky like this I would be happy. Save this clear sky for me to enjoy again Yaa Robb.
Though in every completion of my prayer, I always plead with HIS. I ask for tenderness for you my husband, I ask that you speak softly, be kind, do not like to call people by the nickname you make.
In fact, Allah has not yet opened the door of guidance for you. Though I have long since entrusted this prayer to you. But not yet answered.
Every time you leave me, I will cry and run to fetch water and I will tell my Robb. "God please give guidance to my husband !"
But what happens is not so easy that God grants it. And still have to be more patient with this secret about yourself. I have raised my heart, You are still testing me with the same level of testing and even more evil words spoken.
Your words are more cruel than they were yesterday when you had not promised. God still wants to see the limits of this patience. I continue to pray, may Allah make my patience as an eraser of my past sins.
Forgive the sins I committed in the past. Or perhaps God will choose a better path with this test. I don't want to think about anything, obviously there is still patience that I have to deepen from all the bad words that come out of his mouth.
I don't know what secret lies behind this test of patience. Only God knows.
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