Woman In Pendant

Bereft

The next day, Calvin opened his eyes while still lying on his bed. The thick blanket was still wrapped around his burly body. Several times his eyes blinked, trying to resuscitate his mind. He was so confused as he looked around, trying to remember recent events that were like dreams, but felt very real. I don't know what's wrong with him now, which is obviously just a daze in his head.

Reluctant to waste his time to linger on the bed, he immediately climbed up and rushed through his bathing ritual and prepared to work as usual.

Calvin had been neat in a black suit, his hair neatly combed. He stood in front of the mirror, looking at the reflection. Murat was sad and also the confusion was clearly visible on his face. Calvin imagined the face of a person, remembering all the events he had done before.

“Is all this just a dream? Once in another dimension, met a beautiful woman named Zhivanna. I even married him there. It's really hard to believe,” Calvin murmured.

It is not easy for Calvin to remember everything, as if what has happened is just pseudo. No one else could explain, just a question without a response that haunted his mind.

Calvin turned his memory back from the first time he met Zhi, he was so sure that the figure did exist. Moreover, already some people who did meet zhi directly, Calvin ppun can lanngsung ask his domestic assistant, parents, even his best friend to make sure that the figure of zhivannna really exists.

Loneliness and solitude envelop Calvin's heart as he passes through Zhi's usual room. Calvin steps inside, confirming Zhi's whereabouts. But there was no one inside. Blank. "Zhi, where are you going?" he nodded while leaning in the closet.

Her chest felt tight as she opened the closet and there were still many Zhi clothes there. Calvin hugged her tightly for a while, smelling Zhi's scent on the sheet, a scent that was as shy as he longed for. A few moments later Calvin gasped and rubbed his face that had begun to get wet with tears. The sense of loss was so profound. He's really desperate now.

"Zhi!" screams loudly. Calvin's voice echoed throughout the room, hoping for a voice from the woman he expected.

Calvin then went down the stairs and headed for the kitchen. The house is still neat. There was not a single person downstairs, including his house assistant. He was alone in his house, as before when he had not met Zhi. Now his life feels empty.

Calvin sipped a glass of water at the dinner table. She sat pensively, again her thoughts leading to her marriage to Zhi which seemed so real. However, it all feels strange when he can no longer remember the last time in the land of Zhi. Actually, he himself was still doubtful of the other dimensions of nature, between still not believing and all indeed felt a dream.

 “I'm so sure you love me too, Zhi, but ... where are you now? Why did you leave me?” Calvin continued to speak for himself. He no longer knew how to normalize his mind so as not to focus on Zhi continue. “Zhi, if it's true you're real, come back! Don't make me keep thinking that this is just a dream. That feeling really bothered me and I still feel it to this day. I love you, Zhivanna. What if I can't see you again? How's my life, Zhi?"