
At night Calvin was pensive on the balcony of his room, since this afternoon he did not go out of the room at all. The man kept thinking about Zhi and his future. Everything is so complicated to live with, but this time Calvin must decide quickly so that he does not drag on in a very difficult choice, between parents, and Zhivanna. His daydream came to a halt as he was shocked by the knock of the door which was quite loud deafening.
Calvin snorted in annoyance, he could already guess who the door knocker was. No one dared to knock on the door of his room like a possessed person, banging on it very loudly no matter the sound effect it caused. Yes, the sound of a door blow is even able to vibrate the human sane brain.
"Lake in!" calvin shouted from the balcony, his gaze still staring at the dark sky without turning to look at Zhi's arrival.
"Calvin, look! My hand hurts from knocking on your bedroom door. Why the hell, from earlier I knocked, you have no answer? Your ears are healthy, right?" zhi asked as if accusing Calvin of deafness. The woman turned her lips so they looked cute.
"Have a son, you said I was deaf? What'd you like to come here?" Calvin asked as he touched Zhi's forehead with the back of his hand. "It's healed, pantesan!" muttered Calvin.
"What is pantesan?" Zhi looked up at Calvin who kept staring at the air without starlight, the moon did not even show its light tonight.
"I came here just to see you, Calvin. Is it forbidden? You don't miss me, Vin?" asked Zhi without further ado and with her plain-looking honesty.
That is what makes Calvin increasingly challenged not to shake when he heard the words of Zhi who always managed to make him fall asleep and touch his frozen heart.
"Calvin! Why, even dumbass, are you ignoring me? Well then, I'd better get out of here, I won't bother you anymore."
Somehow this time Zhi felt his heart was fragile and sensitive, he seemed to want to vaporize everything that was stuck in his mind.
"You don't want to lash that, Zhi." Calvin smiled thinly as he ridiculed. Zhi glanced at him with a sharp look. Lips cone.
"Actually, what did you mean by coming here, Zhi?" calvin asked, breathing long. "Besides missing me," he continued. Calvin said lightly following Zhi's plot so that he immediately explained the purpose of his arrival.
"I just want to make sure what the fate of those two cunning humans is, Vin."
"Thank you, my prince," courted Zhi with her anxious face and continued to roll her eyes at the man. Calvin answered with a nod.
"Is there anything else you want to talk about?" calvin asked without glancing at Zhi beside him.
"Calvin, until when the hell are you going to keep being this cold?"
"meaning?"
"When will you take a sweet attitude to me? When are we not going to argue anymore? And, when can we live a normal life like a lover out there? I'm .. I'm selfish, whatever if you think I'm aggressive or a shameless woman. But I do need certainty, Vin."
"Zhi, what are you talking about, huh? Why suddenly talk like that?" Calvin chuckled as he mocked, he did not take Zhi's words seriously and instead took her to laughter.
"Well, if you don't love me, and don't want me here, I'll be gone from your life, tonight."
"Zhi, don't threaten me with that joke of yours, it's not working." Again Calvin said without thinking about the feeling of the woman standing next to him. Though Zhi's face already showed a serious look and did not joke. However, Calvin only considered it a joke.
Zhi turned around, he began to be caught off guard with Calvin who had ignored him since, even as if he did not consider Zhi's presence. All the words that came out of his mouth were not appreciated by Calvin. Just this time, Zhi felt such intense turmoil, she could no longer bear the tightness in her chest.
"All right, I'm going. Thank you for everything you've given me so far, Vin. I never wanted to have a feeling like this. I don't blame you for not being able to love me. But I was wrong to have more hope for you. Again, thank you. I'm very lucky to be able to live with you, even if only for a little while. You managed to make me a queen, Vin. You're great."
Zhi smiled with her beautiful face. However, he did not shed any tears at all. His sadness he swallowed just like that, he did not want to look pity in front of Calvin. Zhi is a tough woman who is unlikely to be fragile. However, tonight is enough to prove that she is an ordinary woman, a woman who has a soft heart when it comes to feelings.