Wiry

05. A Good Start

When ana came home empty, ana did not know where they all went, until finally ana first berberes house. On the evening before mama's night, dedi and bang deden came home from the hospital. The sleeping dedi sleeps in a cradle by bang deden after being in the inpus for 7 hours. And tomorrow for a week the dedi should be in the pus for 7 hours until he is healthy and his mind is back.

Ana, who heard this, felt very relieved and grateful. Ana believes her sister can recover and return to normal as before.

And again he had another nightmare, this time he dreamed of being chased by a vicious train that continued to follow ana wherever ana ran. Until finally ana woke up with a state of shock and sweat. Because of that right ana decided to wake up for a while but who would have thought when she decided to wake up for a while instead made her unable to continue her sleep again until the sun began to shine again.

"Haaahhhh should I go to bed early, maybe 8 o'clock? Or 7 o'clock?" ana was trying to set her sleeping hours. When children today prefer to stay up late or play until late at night, ana is even busy thinking about her bedtime early.

Everyone thinks ana, sleep like kebo because she slept early and woke up late but in fact she slept no more than 3 hours or 4 hours. for children his age at least the limit for sleep is 8 hours in 24 hours instead. Because it was under his eyes so blackened and his head so often feel dizzy. That's the beginning of ana experiencing insomnia.

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" aa...... Please help mama dah, like your feet are affected deh nusuban deh (susuban: the word to say a small object that pierces the feet or hands), try and see it continue to come out" pinta mama ana while giving a sewing needle to remove the object

"Engga ah ma, ana is afraid later if ana puncture your feet even though small can also be big. Intar if the wound is so big how?, ana do not want ah ana horrified. Her shadow was scared. Mama will have diabetes it's just a symptom ma, mama will have to take care of the body mama so not hurt a bit, ana do not want ah hingga" reject ana whose face is not controlled between sad and angry

"Ana mama is not good if there is a street like a skewer" said mama ana with a clear face

"With no mama ana want, mama ask for the same other sono" replied ana while leaving her mother and entering her room

"Ahh si ana yes, her mother asked for help as well" said mama ana who was no longer able to say the word

In Ana's room thinking about everything. And keep muttering in his heart,

Aahhh mama, not that ana does not want to obey the mama's orders but ana does not want to hurt mama and especially if the wound is enlarged because of ana. Seeing before when your hand somehow became injured and very severe to make ana afraid of dying, maybe you do not know that ana really cares and worries about mama. But every ana goes wherever ana always thinks of mom at school, at home, while playing, or when ana again there are activities at school.

Sometimes ana is afraid that when ana comes home late mama will be angry, or if ana play without cleaning the house first mama will be angry or when ana is not there at home mama will be lonely. But when ana is at home, mama will only fight with ana. Arguing with ana until finally mom just locked herself in the room so did ana. Ana always prayed that mom would be happy and do whatever she wanted. Ana also wants to take mama to a good place but if mama is sick like this how can ana take mama for a walk?

Haaahh mama father of our family is not too stiff even to say the word love or affection to each other. Sometimes I want to say it but I feel so embarrassed to say let alone see your expression later. If the day of Eid al-Fitr is not there, maybe you can never say sorry and love and affection are the same as all of you.

Kreeisk.... (Pushed door sounds)

"Father bring anything else from the outside yaampun dah ana ya same father, how the house would be neat if all the goods that are thrown away by others just as the father is collected continuously at home. Ana who finished the house until tired already like bathing the house. Though this is your own home but the father even made his house into a garbage can" said Ana who saw her father carrying a sack of clothes thrown away by others even though the clothes at home ana is very very piled up until ana has many wardrobes.

Mr. Ana often pick up everything he sees interesting and can still be used. Including the clothes he carries now sometimes even his father carries a closet, table, bench or other objects. Because of that his house is getting narrower and messy. How hard you clean it or change it in a matter of days, the house will fall apart again. Sometimes ana wants to feel very bodo about where she lives but ana can not ignore it let alone she is the only daughter in the family. Even if the house is not neat ana that will be blamed by his parents and also the neighbors who pass by and see the house.

"This can still be made, try to see first" replied Mr. Ana while showing the sack containing the clothes

"This is also not thrown away with him, but the father is loved by him he said he had not kepake with him. This is also still on good anyway" cetus again father ana who does not want to be blamed

"A dark one" said Anna who immediately went out and left her father who was looking at the clothes he was carrying

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"Aahhhh if the cave is not revealed in this world, maybe the cave will not be this tired. Haaahhhhhh this tired heart" said Anna who was sitting under a tree while looking at the clear and cloudy sky at that time

"Haaaaahhhh oh my God what you plan for my life, what kind of destiny awaits me. I'll give you my life please take care and be happy with my life and the people you sent me" murmured ana once more while taking a deep breath and breathing deeply

"Oyy ana" call someone from a distance

"Eum.." look at her.

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