Wiry

02. Berliana's Decision

"Thou know" answered ana flat

"You still can sleep?" ask gendis again with her judes face

Gendis is famous jutek and arrogant because of his personality like the weather sometimes the mood is good then he will be good to everyone but if the mood is messy again everyone will be exposed to juteknya, for a person whose face is beautiful it seems that nature is very appropriate for him

"Eumm..gak...ja just drowsiness aja so it feels" replied ana relaxed.

"........." gendis who stared at ana doubtfully and sharply.

"Hah this child always just can't tell you the truth, is his insomnia balloon improving? Or is it getting worse, right? Auah, well anyway that's his problem, if he wants to tell a story also surely he will tell his own story. Ana is like that" muttered fat in the heart.

"Yeahhhhhh....... (Sighing deeply), I have to go to bed early, what time is 9? Or after coming home from work? But sleep is also a difficult thing to live for the cave. Haaahh (again sighing deeply) when I became like this, sucks" murmured ana inwardly.

For a long time ana had insomnia, because nightmares that often occur to her make it difficult for her to sleep and wake up in the middle of the night.

It is not surprising that ana sometimes wakes up with shock, sweat pouring or wake up crying. No one knows the real state of ana like this, only ana knows about this long night.

It all started with class 2 SMK

Morning at SMK Islam Perti school one of the schools in West Jakarta

Ana, who slept all day in class, even missed her lesson because of her sleepiness.

"Let's... There's Mr. Aziz coming" call someone who sits with ana while shaking your body once

"Eumm" with a heavy heart Ana tried to get up and open her eyes

"Let's.... Sleep" call a big man called Mr. Aziz earlier with his smile and eyes that see ana who he had thought was an exemplary student because his achievements and services at school are now breaking the rules school sleeps in class

"Let's... Sick if sick from the UKS or want to leave the room Osis sleep there better can be selonjoran again, want not?" ask the teacher by the raga to ana

"With sir, ana did not sleep just fall down aja "we answer with a small laugh because of the shame, how not? The sports teacher he respected and trusted in him now showed his guilt to the man.

"Oh lie down instead of sleeping?" ask back to the teacher

"This sir is not feeling well, his body is hot so he slept all day, told to the UKS he did not want to be said to be afraid alone. But he had taken hot medicine earlier, after all sick even school he was so sir, maxain himself" said the woman who was next to ana earlier with an angry look because the child in front of her was really a stone head and continued to force himself

"Ana sick try to hold the eel" Mr. Aziz who approached ana and tried to check the condition ana

"Yes you are hot body, your face is also already shoots na, go home aja gih there later father let you know your homeroom teacher, go home gih there!!" said Mr. Aziz was worried about ana who at that time also his face was very pale and limp

"Anis you take ana home later even fainted on the road again if you go home alone" said Aziz again who was increasingly worried

"Tuh na di Permitin go home tuh, here anterin cave you dah until naek angkot, will not you?" ask anis the woman who had been worrying about ana his rock-headed friend

"Witha sir, sleeping stretches will also be healed. Really, really, I'm kayak gini my body is very hot brentar bengga" replied ana trying to avoid going home. Because he knows in his house now there is his sister and bang anggi who is sick too, he said, if he comes home now it will only add to the burden of mom and dad who are taking care of both of them who are sick.

"Do you want to take your father's motorbike home?" said Mr. aziz once again reassuring ana

"I don't want to pack my body like this is basically an angel, so it's not a big deal sir" replied ana with a little laugh and smile so that Aziz sir did not have to worry and force him again

"It is precisely if left alone it will be a big problem ana" replied Mr. aziz who was struggling with ana who did not want to listen to him

"Yes gapapa really dah sir, after all have already taken this medicine, if tomorrow also still fever will I stay permission not to enter school, so I really gapapa pak aziz" said ana assured aziz

"Yasudah if it wants ana, sleep only dah gapapa, let anis who take care of ana. yes nis yes" the lyrics pak aziz see anis with a smile

"Who sir he temen me, without being told also I keep the pack calm aja" said anis loudly as if reassuring that without any told anis will certainly take care of ana well

"Oohhh yes, you go yes" again pak aziz glanced at ana like a father's gaze to his son and left the class that read 8B

"Eum yes sir" replied ana and anis

anis occasionally glanced at Ana who instantly broke down after pak aziz came out of the classroom, she said, anis thought why this child did not obey and went home if it was her, she would immediately rush home and sleep at home comfortably.

"definitely this child again there is a problem at home and he does not want to go home" said Anis while glancing at ana who has certainly heard his words

"............" ana ignored the woman's words.

Anis has been an ana's friend since Junior High. Anis has been his best friend for over 2 years. I don't know why they lasted until 2nd grade SMK. And anis is included in the EDAN4 Grub that is made ana.

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After school

Ana, who had just arrived home, immediately rushed to tidy up the house and wash the dishes because after that she would take care of her sick sister and brother. Because ana knew that her father was busy looking for money and her mother was actually sick.

Mama Ana has wet Diabetes, where if she is injured just a little it will become bigger and worse, because of that mama ana should not be soybean or injured. at home, he had to wear sandals.

Ana knows that well, where she can stay at home. Especially with the reason that he was also sick, ana did not like it that way.

Because ana forced herself to work and instead of resting, her body every night will feel pain, her body aches and feels tired, her whole body will shiver with cold. ana knows about it but ana does not want it to be an obstacle for her because she believes that she is strong.

Papa Ana who saw ana sleeping restlessly check the condition of ana's body which turned out to be fever.then papa ana immediately woke ana and gave her medicine. Anna slept well.

Ana often hides her pain in everyone and even her family, because since childhood she has been accustomed to enduring her own pain

As a child, sometimes he fell and injured in the knee and arm was quite severe but because his parents were very firm with him he was more afraid of being angry because he was careless when playing than to withstand the pain because of the bleeding so he let it until finally his father who first knew that his daughter was injured but not treated or complained to his parents.

How can an 8-year-old child be so badly injured but not cry, instead smile and let or hide his injuries like that. because of that, papa ana continued to pay attention to her son when he came home from work.

A few days passed from ana's illness. Anna and her brother are now recovering from their illness. But her sister never recovered from her pain, even her sister became worse because her sister ana Dedi began to speak things that are not clear and see things that do not exist and do not happen

His beloved sister was sleeping with a pale face and like she could not sleep peacefully or soundly.

She gently stroked the head of her sister, who was then 11 years old

" dedi..... Cepet healed yes.... Let me maen again, so I can snack again, the strong yes de, do not believe again ya gini. Empok could not stand the clay" ana who tried to hold back her cries for a long time now all spilled at that moment, seeing her sister like that like slicing her heart into pieces

"Later if the dedi healed padok take a walk yes...mangkannya dedi should be cured hyks.... hiks....." in that empty space, Ana cried sobbing. According to Ana why not she is the one who should be given the disease not her sister. His younger sister is afraid that her sister is not strong enough to resist fatigue from her illness at that time.

"Abkkkh...... Empok, padok fire there fire quickly go ayoooo gojii" his sister dedi who suddenly woke up in a hurry to pull ana who was shocked her sister woke up suddenly

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