
Javas feels slapped with Kinara's confession. His wife apparently harbored such deep disappointment. And, it was the result of Javas' fatal mistake that he did repeatedly.
Kinara revealed his heart gently, just like her carrier. Without emotion, let alone crying. Kinara made good use of the opportunity to bring out the uneg-uneg in his heart. And, it just makes Javas feel very guilty for Kinara.
Both are not husband and wife in general. There is no purpose in marriage, they just live, the rest let God govern it.
Javas let Kinara into the room, not chasing after her like that. Javas gave his wife time to herself.
Kinara was already on the bed when Javas went into her room. Javas went up to the bed. Seeing the sleeping Kinara hugging the bolster in a position behind her.
Javas stroked the hair covering Kinara's cheeks. His wife closed her eyes. No water came out of his eyes. That was the sign, Kinara did not cry at all. Javas Perdana's wife is as loud and strong as that.
"Na..", said Javas softly.
There is no lawfulness. Kinara was completely asleep.
Unlike usual, Kinara always woke up earlier than her husband. This dawn was astonished by Javas who had already woken up. In fact, her husband was ready to perform two rakaat worship.
"Wake up? want throng?",
Kinara smiled faintly while nodding her head. Without..., speaking one bit.
Javas breathed a long breath. Javas is aware that Kinara is behaving in an unusual manner. Unlike his mommy who nags if angry, another with his wife who is silent.
Still kissing Javas' hands, when they're done performing the service. However, it was still silent, without speaking a word.
"You're mad..?",
"No.", he said briefly. Kinara then walked out of her room after folding her face.
If Kinara usually had to be patient, now their world was turned upside down. Javas has to be patient. So, what is Kinara doing in the form of her dislike due to Javas' arbitrary attitude towards her? Might as well. Or it could be, this is indeed a form of anger at Javas who repeatedly made the same mistake.
"Na., I don't want to wear this watch" Javas said, returning the watch to Kinara.
Kinara was silent, she again walked towards the walk in closet to change her husband's watch.
Kinara came out again, carrying two watches.
"I don't want both..",
Kinara nodded.
"Na.., this is too formal, I have no meeting today.., choose a more casual aja..",
Her choice of hours was rejected by her husband. And, again Kinara had to choose the watch that Javas wanted.
"This does not fit Na." said Javas.
Javas wanted to hear his wife's voice. All he wanted was for Kinara to make a sound and ask him.
"Who would you like a watch?",
But, unfortunately Kinara still kept her soft voice.
Kinara was silent.
"No, I don't want this one, too, Na..",
"Not this one..",
This time, Kinara took a hard look at her husband because none of the watches she chose, were what Javas wanted. Stared sharply, makes Javas ciut guts.
"I want a watch that couples with you, a gift from Aunt Vina. I've been looking, but nothing" said Javas in the end.
Kinara reentered the walk in closet. And, this time Javas is sure Kinara will let out his voice. Wh why? Because Javas has hidden the watch.
But, not as expected. Kinara came back in because he wanted to keep Javas' watch. Kinara went to the sofa, and found the watch Javas was referring to and gave it to Javas.
"Thank you.", said Javas . He did not even think that Kinara had found him, but Javas had hidden him under the pillow.
"Where does he know.?" he said softly when Kinara had come out of his room.
The dining table is one of the places they use to talk. After you have finished enjoying your meal.
The usually radiant face looks flat. The parasites are ayu, look a little withered. A face that is always friendly, like angry. To make Mom Aira and Dad Rendra aware, if there is something between the son-in-law and his son.
"Kak Kina will be with Jaz..?", he asked.
Kinara smiled.
"So, can you?",
"By dong kak..",
"Loh.., I'm the one who brought you in" Javas said.
"We are leaving now just yuk kak.", Jaz said.
"Okay.., yuk..",
Kina thrust her hand at Javas.
"Don't really need to be delivered?" asked Javas.
Kinara.
He paid tribute to both his in-laws and his brother-in-law.
"Let's go mom..",
"Yes be careful.., do not want to be escorted by Javas aja..?",
"No mom.."
"Kinara pamit dad..",
"Be careful.."
"Kinara first yes mbak", he said cipika cipiki with Sharen.
"Be careful Na..",
It became more obvious that Kinara was cold to Javas. It should be like that, right? For what, if his presence was indeed never considered. Raga is with her, but her heart and even mind are still centered on the unfinished story.