
Kina's shock was left behind by Grandma quickly like this. Still crying next to the grandmother who had been stiffened. Precisely, what looks strong is Aunt Tya, her biological child. Aunty who takes care of the hospital administration, for the return of Grandma's body. Kina could not be spoken to, she kept silent.
Sharen became the first family member to receive news of Kina's grandmother's death. Already gave news to his Mom Daddy via phone. From grandfather's house, Sharen went straight to the hospital to see his sister-in-law.
"Patience, my grandmother was calm..",
Kina nodded her head. And, Kina's cries finally broke in Sharen's arms.
"Grandmother has no mother.., Kina's grandmother has no one.", Kina has no one...",
"There's a big brother here.., big brother yes..",
"Kina is sad, but her heart hurts a lot.", he said.
Sharen did not need to emphasize why his sister-in-law spoke like that. Without it, Sharen understood. In fact, Javas had not even visited, until his grandmother died.
So what about Javas? does he know this sad news? Clearly, Kina did not once give any news to her husband. It was better for Kina to tell the right people to care about her.
They were waiting for Grandma's body to be purified at the hospital. Sharen continues to provide support to his sister-in-law. Grabbing her, wiping her, hugging her until she holds a bottle of mineral water to drink Kina. Sharen had never felt what Kina felt. All he knows is, it must be heavy.
At last, his family came. Including om Revan, Aunt Fafa and Javas are no exception who came with his parents.
"Honey.", he hugged Kina.
There was no rejection, but there was also no welcome. Kina is silent in Javas' arms.
"It's quite clear", he said stroking his wife's head. Again Kinara did not respond to her husband.
Grandmother's body was purified and ready to be brought home to be buried and buried.
"Take the car, yes..",
Kinara.
"Let Kina be the sister" said Sharen. This is the first time Sharen has spoken to his younger brother. That too, because of the force.
"Let's share Javas sis..",
"No need.., there is Kina eating the liver. What kind of daughter-in-law you are Vas, grandma from yesterday is sick but you are not looking. Bi*against you.", said Sharen rudely.
"Mbak.", said Kina who immediately took Sharen to stay away from Javas.
They headed to Kina's house. Arriving at home, neighbors have filled Grandma's house to accompany and deliver grandmother to her final resting place. This time the funeral procession was aided and prepared by a person from the Prime group. Either orders from Javas or Dad Rendra. Whoever it is, it's not important.
Before leaving for the funeral, relatives and neighbors are given the opportunity to chant prayers for grandmother.
Again Kina opted for one car with Sharen. Javas can't ban it either. He thought his wife needed calm.
Kina's cry broke again when grandmother's body was put into a burrow. This was the second time he had to let his loved ones go. Kina was flanked by her sister-in-law as well as her aunt who tried to calm Kina who looked very hit.
Kinara's eyes were puffy, the white skin of his face reddened, when he saw the body of the grandmother was already covered by the ground. Moreover, when looking at the mound of land next to Grandma's navel. Kinara cried until as much as she could see that her mother and grandmother were now together. Their homes are side by side.
"Yuk home..",
Kinara.
"Na..go home yuk.., you haven't eaten yet right? brother bribe later. We're going home now..",
Kinara hasn't moved. He was still holding onto the tombstone belonging to his mother and grandmother.
"Honey.., go home yuk. It's noon. You'll get sick..",
Kinara looked to the side. He looked at Javas cynically.
"Sorry mas.", he said later.
It was actually not time for Kina to vent her emotions. However, Kina was also unable to hold him back. Finally he chose to express, even in a way that still sounds subtle.
"I apologize to people living is easy, but not the same as people who have died" he said.
Kinara left, leaving behind Javas and his brother-in-law.
"O*doesn't it? think of it Vas.", said Sharen who immediately ngacir, to catch up with Kinara.
Javas regretted not having seen Kinara's grandmother. But, it's too late. It was no longer any use for him to regret it. Everything has happened.
The Perdana family, still in Kina's house. Even old oma, took the time to come, even though in a state of buried bodies.
"Prophey, my grandmother is not sick anymore.."
"Thank You...",
"Kak Kina.., now there is nothing that can make Jaz rice crackers yes.", said Jaz who attended along with Oma.
"Yes.grandmother no Jaz.", no...",
The two brothers hugged. And, once again Kina cried.
"Sister Kina is crying..? yes already..,
cup cup cup.", the.....",
"Sister Kina doesn't have a grandmother now Jaz.", she said...",
"Punya.., there is still Oma.., there is still grandfather too. That's Kina's grandpa's grandma too, right? don't be sad, it will be beautiful.", you know..",
"Sister Kina is sad...",
"Don't be sad, Jaz temenin. Okay. uh..? Jaz wants a vacation to Grandpa's house, so every day Jaz can come play with Kina.", she said..",
"Still handsome..",
"Sama-sama's beautiful. Eat yuk.., Jaz same Oma had already bought kak Kina to eat..",
Kinara looks warm to Jaz, but not with his attitude to Javas who looks very cold.
Javas looks guilty to his wife. Not only saddened by the departure of the grandmother who had been very good to him. But, Javas was also afraid of Kina's very indifferent attitude towards him. His wife dodged many times whenever he approached her.
"Na.mas laper.", he told Kina when her house was deserted from mourners. His family has also gone to his sister's house, and will come back later tonight when tahlil together.
Kinara was silent, but responded. She immediately put down a plate of food for her husband, without saying a word. Kinara is also seen making her husband a warm drink as a complement. Finished fulfilling his obligations, Kinara came out to meet the person who had just come to visit his home.
Javas is not unaware of Kina's changing attitude.
"Mas apologizes" he said, hugging his wife.
"What's wrong?",
"Mas know you're angry, because I'm not really looking at Grandma..",
"It's not perfect but don't want to take the time..",
"Don't that be a darling..",
"Udah deh, mas. granny just buried. Let's discuss our relationship after 7 daily granny..",
"What relationship? we're husband and wife, right? the husband and wife will not change forever", either..",
"Na came out first to greet the people who came to study.., her Koko dress was Na readyin.", he said.
Javas is staying tonight. Either because of her self-awareness, or her form of formality. Clearly, Kina's ears were disturbed by the sound of Javas's phone constantly ringing.
But Javas still knows himself. He instantly deactivated his phone when Kinara glanced at him sharply. They both slept in a room, in bed, but with a bolted bulkhead that Kina accidentally put on.
It's been 2 nights Javas's been overnight. And, this is the third day he was at Kinara's house. Kinara's own attitude was still cold. She was still reluctant to talk seriously with her husband about the problems they were facing now.
His own family, every day came to follow the tahlil study for Alm. Grandmom. But, Mommy had previously asked permission for Kinara to only attend the study until the third day, because she had to accompany Daddy who happened to have to work out of town. As a gantiny, Mommy asks Sharen and Jaz as family representatives.
"Na.tonight I asked permission to return. Come here again tomorrow..",
"What's wrong? because of her again..?",
"Tomorrow mas promise to come here again baby.for tonight only, mas want to look at him. He is weak...",
"Mas afraid she's okay?",
Javas nodded.
"Hati mas where the hell is it? where was grandma when she got sick..? whereabouts? mas no time to look at grandma.padahat grandma really want to meet mas, but mas did not come...",
"Na.please understand the position of the mas..",
"Which position is mas? position if this is his ex? or the position if this Na mas wife is not considered anymore..?"
"Don't that, dear...
I'm asking for your permission, huh..?",
"Kalo Na ngizinin, mas keep going right..?",
"Darling...",
"Stop on.stop..I am tired of it..",
"Darling.wait a minute, be patient....."
"Na just all this time just a wife pretending to be a darnya right? mas angep wife if Na is in front of the mas. But, foreigners when we are far from Na.., Na already tired mas.., mending we just separated..",
"Astagfirullah darling, inget. You're a wife, you don't have a separate word..",
"Na's tired of mas.capek...",
"Mas I promise, tomorrow morning I'm back here again, baby. Mine is no longer possible...",
"When you get out of this house, Kina thinks that mas prefers him, than Na..",
"Sorry dear, but mas has to go", he said by peeping Kina's forehead. Javas then came out in a hurry, accompanied by the sound of his cellphone that just kept ringing.
I wanted to scream, but I couldn't seem to. Only tears flowed down her cheeks. Javas prefers other women over him. And, Kinara had to be willing to let go of her husband.
"This is the last mas.., this is the last. Kina couldn't stand it anymore", she cried.