
It's been two months in the Aussie, but Sharen and Nathan still seem to be there. They enjoy their lives in the kangaroo country.
"Don't really want to be in anterin.?" asked Nathan.
"No need, deket. He said he wanted to zoom, right..?Sha doesn't want to bother..",
"Yes.., you're ati-ati ya..",
Sharen leaves to meet Icha, Vano's fiancee. Sharen wants to take the goods from Mommy Aira who was entrusted to Icha. This time, without an escort from Nathan because her husband has a job.
Nathan is focused on his work. Today, she attended the Prime Group meeting, albeit only through zooming.
Nathan followed the zoom seriously, noting down important points during the meeting. Indeed, there are internal problems with management. But, it is not serious just need an update.
Followed Zoom for two hours, and it was finally done. Nathan was alone in the apartment. There was no sign of his wife's return.
"Your wife, what's the matter, Nath..?",
The words of Mama Farah back then suddenly appeared in his mind. Since the verdict is difficult to have children, Nathan has never asked more details and clear about the reproductive problems experienced by Sharen. It's not that he doesn't care, it's just that Nathan wants to keep his wife feeling. Doesn't want Sharen to be depressed or blame herself. But, right said mama Farah. As a husband, Nathan should be more sensitive to his wife. Health problems experienced by Sharen must be overcome immediately.
Nathan, instead of never asking Sharen. However, Sharen only answered with a cry and it made Nathan not want to push him any further.
Nathan is secretly looking for their test results. Nathan searched for him, but could not find him. Tried looking in the desk drawer, and he finally got it. Full results of their tests.
Nathan took the initiative to bring those results to the hospital. Nathan wanted to know the problems his wife was having. Nathan just wants to know. And, whatever the circumstances of his wife Nathan will still accept it.
With a slight haste, Nathan leaves his apartment before Sharen returns. Nathan heads to the hospital to see a doctor who can explain and read about the results of their reproductive tests.
Nathan submitted the results to the doctor he met. With anxious hopes, Nathan waited for an explanation from the doctor.
"There is nothing wrong with the results of this test, everything is normal...",
Nathan astonishment. Are doctors in Indo and Aussie different when diagnosing a patient? If that's true, it's good news for both of them.
"Dock bill? but, my wife was told it was difficult to have children..",
"I'm sure there's nothing wrong....",
Nathan's feelings are starting to get bad.
"So my test results.., how's doc..?",
"Well, let me see...",
The doctor read it, and his face immediately changed.
"So, it's not your troubled wife.
But, you yourself sir...",
Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight. The words almost fainted.
"Where does the doc mean..?",
"From your test results, I can conclude you have asthenozoospermia.", he said...",
"What is doc..?",
"****** it is difficult to move into female reproduction, making it difficult to fertilize an egg...",
"So, am I really the one with the problem, doc..?",
"I never macem-m doc.", though...",
"Factors are many sir,
injury, infection, heredity can also...",
"I really can't have a child Doc..?",
"It could be.., but it would be hard to have naturally.., unless we handle it first...",
"How..?",
"Hormone therapy, surgery, supplements.., a healthy lifestyle, regular exercise.., need further observation..",
"Other than that..?",
"Your wife can get pregnant, but not naturally..
Please discuss with your wife first...",
"Good doc..
thanks for the explanation...",
Nathan felt stupid, all this time had been lied to by Sharen. Why didn't his wife tell him the truth? What is Sharen's goal?
The first thing Nathan did was calm himself down. Nathan was angry, but as much as possible keep a sane mind.
Third, when he arrived at the Apartment he wanted to hear an explanation from Sharen, his wife.
Nathan was greeted by a hug. A warm embrace that always keeps his soul at ease. But, right now that hug came from the person who had been lying to him for the past two months.
"Where is yank..? I didn't say if I wanted to go..",
Nathan took off Sharen's hug. This makes Sharen feel that something makes Nathan behave like that.
"Sit..
we need to talk...",
Sharen sits. During her time as Nathan's wife, she first saw her husband with a look of wrath.
"What yank..? I got it wrong..?",
Believe me, Sharen asked in a trembling tone. He was terrified by Nathan's sharp eyes.
"Actually, it's hard to have kids because what is Sha..?",
"Yes.because I have a hard time having children...",
"Yes.., where's the problem? your uterus is in trouble, or do you have a disease, or what?",
"My eggs are small yank..",
"Because of that..?",
"Yes...",
Nathan, who had been holding him back, finally had no power. He threw their test results hard on the table.
"JUST.....!!!!!!!!!!",
It was only this first time that Sharen heard Nathan speak loudly to him. And, that made her shed her tears. Sharen crying. She's afraid.
"You lied to me, Sha.....",
"No yank..,.,., uh...,
huhuuuuuuu.", u....",
"Actually I'm the one with the problem?I'm the one that's hard to have kids with..? I'm Sha..? not you.?", though..?",
Sharen did not answer, he cried.
"Why are you doing this Sha..? wh why? you're lying, I'm like a fool who doesn't know anything. You mean what..?",
"I.", I.....",
"I failed to be Sha's husband, I failed...",
"Yank.", Yank...",
"Jawab...why!!!!!??",
"I just don't want you to blame yourself, I can't see you being sad, no matter what your circumstances, it won't make me change Nath.., I love you....",
"It's not about love or not Sha..
Why weren't you honest from the beginning..? Huh...? what do you think I'm going to do? Suicide, or ask to separate from you..?
I'm disappointed Sha.., I thought you were open, but could you mengerahasia-in things this big..why do you sacrifice yourself..? ",A,
"Yank.., sorry.I didn't mean to.", I didn't..",
"I'm really disappointed in you...",
Nathan hits the table in front of him, and praaaakkkkkkkkk....
"Yank.", this makes Sharen panic. The glass broke, hitting the back of Nathan's hand.
He's approaching Nathan.
"No need to take me Sha....!!!",
"Yank.., your hands are bleeding.", he said...",
"It's nothing compared to the lies you make....",
Nathan chooses to leave the apartment, with the wound on his hand still untreated.
"Nath.mau where Nath is...
I'm sorry.", Sharen wept over Nathan's departure.