WIFE PAID GRUMPY GUY

Chapter 42

Arkana has been taken to hospital. Bagas was thus worried about the condition of his loyal bodyguard's head. Arkana is always at the forefront when he is threatened.

"Honey, accompany me to visit Arkana ya." pinta Bagas to me who is breastfeeding Bara. He put his chin on my shoulder. Both of his hands hugged me from behind.

"When baby?" I asked while looking at him. Bagas kissed my lips gently as I turned my head.

"After Bara finished breastfeeding we both left." said Bagas. He did not let go of his embrace. He even asked me to lean against the chest of his field while nursing our son. Warm and so soothing this position.

"Ra, my whole life, never felt so comfortable with anyone. Very trusting and do not want to be far away for long. For me there is no place to share but you. I don't know why, I can't understand this. Maybe this has been God's scenario for me."

Bagas put his cheek on my cheek, while his hand gently stroked the head of Bara which was overgrown with black and thick hair.

"Our son is very handsome, Ra, hopefully he can take care of Deva later when he is both adults." whispered Bagas while tucking softly Bara's forehead.

"God, dear God, they will be brothers who strengthen and protect each other. To be able to make them like that, we both have to educate them with great care. Lovingly." I said.

"You know baby, for me this is my most beautiful dream, trusted, loved and loved so much by someone who does not easily fall for anyone. I never imagined this." I said softly. Bagas was silent. Then he said.

"Have I loved you Ra? is love like I feel it? is it that warm as this soul Ra, I really don't dare to interpret my feelings so clearly."

I looked at him.

"Love is just a word, it will not be meaningful without proof, whereas you, giving proof without having to define what you do. You just do and keep giving your best for me and the kids. Let me just interpret for you."

Bagas put his face back on my cheek.

"I firmly believe and firmly believe that you are the world that I have wanted all this time Ra, in your arms I feel melted in calm and comfort. Tomorrow after all Arkana's affairs are sorted out, after the Black Shadow team successfully subdues Zankoku's leader in Indonesia, I will tell all the stories of my past that even psychiatrists are unable to make me reveal." soft pee on my cheek. Its warm embrace creates a sense of security, comfort and calm. If I may ask the Supreme All, I want him to accompany me until we grow old together, inseparable forever.

"Dear, I'll be your listener who won't tell anyone. Even to our son once dear." I stroked his cheek gently.

"Bara's asleep baby, wait a minute, yeah, I put her in her room first."

I was always by my husband's side, especially after giving birth. Bagas always asked me to accompany him in his work activities. Bagas wants the mother of his child is a woman who understands and is able to help his work and even able to take important decisions.

All those important beliefs and positions made the Bagas family become even more envious and spiteful towards me. We are aware of that, except for Giandra who looks away from the family of Bagas' father because he does not seem to want to be involved in crime anymore.

Especially when the mother continued Bagas knowing Bagas set his heirs only Me, Deva and Bara. They're getting antipathy towards me. Bagas asserted that what he got was the result of hard work himself personally. Without family connection. Bagas deliberately leaked who his heirs with the aim that his family realize my position as the only wife and the person he trusted the most. Bagas also made me one of the shareholders in his company.

When one day I tried to ask him why he made me so important as if he was a shadow of himself. Bagas only said that I was his shadow. He trusted me more than anyone on this earth.

Bagas long ago fortified himself from their interference. Even before he was as established as he is now. Once Bagas once said that he did not like the Mother and her children who were so driving Bagas' father in everything. Even during his teenage years his father was closer to his wife's children than Bagas. In my eyes, Bagas was always wrong.

Bagas grew up in an environment of lack of love, compassion and sincerity. The condition adds to the deep wounds inflicted by past trauma by the criminals who kidnapped him, deep and grim.

Bagas turned into a tempramental human being and never again believed in others.

After leaving a message to Baby Sitter Bara and baby sitter Deva, I immediately prepared to accompany my husband. It didn't take long, we headed straight for the hospital.

In the corridor of the hospital we passed by someone we knew very well. Giandra. Bagas clenched his teeth until his jaw hardened.

"What is the purpose of you coming here? sent the attached grandmother to hurt Arkana?" ask for emotion. I grabbed his sturdy fingers and slipped my fingers between his fingers. My grasp makes Bagas relax and no longer tense.

"You are rich, powerful, have a beautiful wife that many adam wanted, even you are able to fight against the crime of the mafia, as I heard, he said, but all of that can't make you unravel the past misunderstandings that make you hate me more and more over time. Ask your heart Gas if I deserve to be hated this deep. I didn't just suddenly appear in your life, there's our history of Gas." Giandra looked at Bagas. But Bagas turned his face and chose to pull me in his footsteps.

"And you Zara, there will come a time when her trust in the great you is uprooted and you will be the one she hates the most, that I have ever felt." cried Giandra.

Seriate

Happy Eid al-Fitr, sorry to be born and bathe.