
For almost a month Bagas did not return to our home. He disappeared like he was swallowed by the earth, but disappeared just for me, as he kept contacting Arkana and some of his subordinates in the office. I'm the only one she doesn't contact. The quality of our relationship has dropped dramatically. I was drowning in my work. Occasionally staying at my parents' house, albeit with a strict escort. Arkana gave me a female bodyguard for up to three people if she happened to be unable to escort me.
I went into my room without knowing there was Bagas. He came after more than a month of disappearance. The overwhelming anger left me unable to say anything. He was silent, especially me. The disgust of beating my love. Remembering how he ignored me when my life and honor were threatened.
We slept in one room but didn't say hello to each other. Sometimes he comes home after I'm asleep and leaves when I'm not awake. There is not a single hint of affection that we have ever had. I wanted to say hello, but the ice stone face was too cold and there was no expression.
We go back to the early life of marriage. Shut up and don't care about each other.
I feel like Bagas approaching me these few months might just want to end his virginity. After all that curiosity was answered, he started looking for an excuse to freeze again.
"Miss, there's a call from Nyoya, he's talking on the house phone."
I stared at Miss. Bianca. He understands my confusion.
"His biological mother Mr. Bagas called Non." Miss. Bianca hung up the phone with her palm. I stretched out my hand hesitantly to receive the call. The consequences of caring for her biological mother Bagas were fatal to my relationship with Bagas.
"How will you be accepted or closed?" ask Miss. Bianca can't wait to see my doubts.
"Here Miss, I'll take it."
When I say hello, across there is a soft greeting from his mother Bagas.
"You're Bagas' wife?"
"Yes Ma'am, I'm Zara Septia."
"How has Bagas been doing lately, Zara? he used to be delirious and yelling in the middle of the night, is it still like that?"
I started to feel comfortable talking to Bagas' mother.
"No longer ma'am, thank God he's okay."
Samar sounded he sighed.
"Ra, can't I see you? there's something important I want to say." asked my mother-in-law.
"But Zara was always followed by Ma'am's bodyguards, only when Zara was not accompanied by bodyguards near Zara, they were just standing guard around the house."
Mom was silent for a moment, then she came back saying something that made me think she was a good mother.
"Don't ever leave Bagas ya Nak, just Mother who left a wound in her heart, eum about the 2M money request that I had said in the chat, forget about Ra. Take care of your husband not only for the sake of your love, but also for the sake of Mother, who knows you will not have time to meet you later."
"I mean Mother? why can't you see me again, Mom? Mommy sick?"
I immediately guessed that way, because from the beginning talking to me, he sounded not okay, he said,
"Ge Ra, I'm not sick, just that we'll never know when we're over?"
Our conversation ended a few days later. I felt that something was wrong between Bagas and his mother, whether that was what.My husband had so many layers to open, his life was wrapped up very neatly, like layers of onion overlapping. Up to now, I'm still outside that layer. It might take so many tears to open layer after layer of it.
Suddenly my head was so dizzy, I put the phone back in its place. For a few days I felt my stomach was nauseous and my head was dizzy.It appears suspicious that I am currently two-bodied. It feels exactly the same as when containing Panji first. Not wanting to let myself be curious for a long time.I immediately took the test pack I bought from the pharmacy last afternoon.
Trembling I opened the test pack I put upside down in front of me. I was cross-legged on our big bed. Tears seeped when I found line two in the test pack I was holding, I was pregnant. Being pregnant at a time when our relationship was not okay.
Chalcis ....
the door opened just as I had kept the test pack in my pajama pocket.
Bagas came in and slammed the room door as hard as he could. I don't know what makes him so angry now
"Don't physically abuse me, baby, please, you can be angry and yell at me, but don't use physical violence." Bagas stopped his steps and his clenched hand slowly began to weaken.
"You're so stupid Zara, why don't you ask for an escort from the hotel to the airport. You're not just a man's wife, you can't go anywhere without security."
I can only shake my head.
"You fools, just walking away with nothing but notes, no matter how great your wife's guilt, it's too much you leave me alone in the land where your enemies are."
"So that's why you're willing to accept the Mafia boss, the Jeidan twat? are you willing to sleep with him to avenge your hurt towards me?"
Bagas' accusation made this heart hurt.
"Master Rainhard, your imagination is too wild."
"It's not imagination, it's fact."
He thrust his phone at me, my photos with the Mafia Boss were taken from the side and the angel was very calculated, so that when I was pulled and plunged into the man's arms it was seen that I held the man's chest and kissed him. A few more photos look like I'm hugging that friendly Mafia boss.
"You're guilty, baby, if you don't leave me alone! I can't possibly be held captive and almost raped by that ruthless and arrogant Mafia Boss."
Bagas looked me in the eye very sharply, the net lightning was like a flying knife splitting my tribe.
"Almost raped? but what I saw in this photo is that you really like Zara Septia. Bagas' wife Rainhard had an affair with a mob boss. What's my lack of Zara, what? my personality is like this, I can't be gentle and subtle, but is it worth you ...."
"I've never cheated on you, honey, and I'll make sure I never do!"
"You're a liar Zara, you ...."
"You know more than you know baby, how to take a photo to look as if you're doing something, this is just one trick in photography, it's not what you think it is!"
Bagas melengos, I'm sure he'll soften. Remembering Mother-in-law's words made me strip away all my ego.
"Darling, you why .." I caught Bagas who suddenly whipped. The body feels hot too. I told him to sit on the couch. Bagas sweats and his body temperature is hot.
When accidentally my hand held his left shoulder, he grimaced. I frowned.
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