
His embrace was calming. So warm and domineering.
"Yu went home lizard." I teased him while smiling ignorantly. Bagas pursed his lips while softly slashing my ears.
"See if you don't keep me!" threaten her. I laughed as I pulled his hand home. While waiting for Bagas to pick up the bike, Arkana came up to me.
"Since long ago I have never seen Mr. Bagas so cheerful Non Zara. He looks different after knowing Non."
I looked towards Arkana who was standing next to me.
"Every human being goes through a certain phase in his life Ar, no human being is stuck in place unless he does not move dynamically to live his life."
"But this is amazing Non, it is unimaginable for me who knew him since childhood." said Arkana full of emphasis.
I frowned at Arkana's words.
"Since childhood? you ...."
Arkana replied, Bagas has appeared before me on a different bike from yesterday. He has a lot of motorsports, this is the Yamaha R1 M.
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...
"Good darling.",
Bagas opened his helmet while holding out a helmet for me to wear along with a leather jacket that he might have deliberately prepared for me.
"Sir, we're not too far from Miss Zara's house. We're keeping a close eye on the security around Mr and Miss." Arkana tells Bagas that they have contracted for several days in the homes of the surrounding residents.
Bagas nodded and extended his hand and showed Arkana a thumbs up.
Bagas turned on the motor and took me sliding across the crowded highway. Hugging this athletic guy from behind made me feel like a backpack to him. Bagas is so fit to be in my arms. Comfortably put his chin over his shoulder.
The afternoon breeze touched so breezy, Bagas stopped his motorbike at the edge of a playground.
"Sit on Ra's swing, you want to?" ask Bagas while pulling my hand that just put the helmet on his bike.
Without having to wait for my answer, Bagas sat me on one of the swings, while he himself sat on the other. His eyes looked far away.
"It has been twenty years that I did not dare to approach the playground, especially to sit on this swing" he said. I looked at him fixedly. Bagas.
"The playground reminds me of the moment I was dumped by the first woman in my life, which was Mom" the grumpy man's voice rang out. I got up from my swing and approached Bagas, the position he was sitting on the swing and I stood making me hug his head. Bagas drowned his face in my chest. Shoulders shaken.
"I waited for him late into the night, alone hiding in a skating tunnel. Heavy rain Ra. There's one guy helping me. I thought he was a good guy, but it turned out ...." Bagas hugged me tighter and tighter. He's holding tight.
"I ... I .. a. I haven't been able to express this Ra, it hurts!" whispers lirih.
"Don't force it baby, you've been willing to fight your trauma to the playground alone has been amazing progress dear." whispered me.
Bagas raised his face, the netra was so tired. Looks so haggard. I put my palms on both sides of his face. He's closed. I kissed her eyelids softly. Smacked her forehead and hugged her back tightly.
"Grab my hand, dear, I will always accompany you, until you ask me to stay away." I gently kissed the tip of his head.
"Don't leave me without my permission, baby." whispered. His hands are still wrapped around my waist. The twilight breeze hit my face. Feeling shady and comfortable, now I feel like I have each other. We have both revealed the bitter side of our lives.
Now I understand why he is so grumpy, cold and heartless. He only covered his festering wounds and had not healed after twenty years had passed.
Between the two of us there was no one who said love. But somehow our feelings deepened and seemed to give way to each other to touch the deepest secrets in each other's lives.
"We go home." I whispered in his ear. Bagas slowly broke his embrace.He stood up and hugged me once more.
"Hugging you makes me realize Ra, that my heart is still throbbing in there. Thank you Ra." now it's her turn to kiss me on the forehead.
We returned to Yamah'a R 1 M parked on the side of the road. We headed back towards the lizard house that made us this close now.
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Before Bagas went into the bathroom, I had cleaned up and believed there was not a single animal he feared. Same in the room. I kicked them out of there. I don't know if they'll come back.
Bagas devouring jengkol stew on the dining table. Put one by one into his mouth.
"The taste of this food." always with sparkling eyes. I just smiled to see it. The magic feeling of seeing this very rich man was actually fascinated with village food. It was inconceivable before that my relationship with Bagas reached this stage.
At night they play gaple, only me and mom don't come. It was unexpected that Bagas won, even though he had just learned from the internet in between meetings with clients and now he joyfully painted a doodle moret on the faces of my two sisters.
Mom and I just watched.
"Let's go baby, play." invite Bagas happy. I nodded because I didn't like it even though I could. Suddenly it was father's turn to be crossed he hesitated and Dad laughed amusedly.
"Coret just Gas, the name is also a game." daddies. Bagas kept shaking. Finally Aryo casually crossed Dad's face. They all laugh.
Lying alone in a familiar space because all my teenage years were spent here. My hand grabbed a photo album and opened it. Photo with friends from High School to college. Also a photo with Rio my best friend. I was reminded of Rio, I don't know where he is at the moment. Last saw him at the hospital when he was sick.
"Honey .. want to eat crust eggs, as Ratih bawain yesterday, let's take a short walk yu." he asked spoiled.
Bagas went into the room and when I saw me lying on my stomach while looking at the album he stabbed me from behind, at that time I was unconsciously still staring at the photo of my familiarity with Rio.
That sturdy hand took the photo album from my hand. His face immediately met red to see photos of me and Rio togetherness while on campus or while being a Gojek driver. Just togetherness as friends.
"You miss the guy in this picture?" tanya Bagas with high intonation.
I shook my head slowly. Bagas clenched his jaw.
"I told you, right? don't get close to any man other than me, dad and Aryo. Who her? what's your relationship to so many photos of you two?"
Bagas threw the album with a stifled rage. Until the sound of the photo album collided with the closet sounded very loud.
Brak ....
"He's my dear friend, you don't need to be jealous." I said, pushing him away from my crush.
"There are no friends in man and woman relationships! jealous? I'm not jealous! why am I jealous, you ...."
Bagas stopped when I kissed his cheek.
"Don't be mad, baby, he's just my best friend. Are you sure you're not jealous? hem?" I looked at him right in that beautiful net. His eyes sparkled, he pulled my face and tried to kiss me. But I pushed her face while laughing.
"You think your mouth is amazing, baby, God, you've brushed your teeth yet? uh."
Bagas blew towards his palm.
"Udah brush your teeth, but why does it still smell yes." he asked naively.
"How many tablespoons of jengkol?" I was holding back laughing.
"Everything at the table, the added truss that is in the pan is also se ...."
"Well, hello Bagas Rainhard, is that doyan or hungry?" Bagas laughed mischievously he tried to open his mouth and give me that unspeakable scent. I covered my face with a pillow.
Bagas opened my pillow cover, but I ran out of the room. He laughed chuckling. Before he chases me, ask Aryo to buy some gum. Because I'm not sure this guy wants to chew betel leaves with salt.
Bagas' laughter stopped, he ran out of the room and hugged me. I laughed amusedly, must be the lizard messing around again to the room.
"Darling to get rid of the pecker."
"Beauty, this again will make you milk so that your bad breath and breath are neutral quickly." I said.
Bagas let go for a moment of his embrace. But she hugged me back from behind as I made her milk.
He put his chin on my shoulder. While opening his mouth. I laugh. He purposely gave me the magic scent of eating so many cloves. He laughed happily and did not let go of his tight embrace. I held my breath.
"Honey there's a cockroach near my feet!" I cry out to lie. Bagas let go of me and ran up to the chair on the kitchen table, I who was now laughing amusedly.
"Nih drink my handsome milk, my handsome, my prince jengkolku." my god. Bagas frowned as he got down from the top of the chair and walked over to me.
"You're bad, baby, I'm surprised, right?" rutuknya. He took the milk glass from my hand. Drink it until one glass.
Along with that Aryo came carrying gum.
Bagas chewed gum obediently. When Aryo left he came closer to me.
"Darling, a kiss?"
"Ah no ah," I refused with a laugh.
I ran to our room, Bagas followed.
"While in this house you hold down first the desire to have a dedek, baby?"
Bagas frowned.
"Why baby? we haven't had your first night for almost a year" he said.
"I'm afraid you stop in the middle of the street when the lizard sings on the wall of the room, or the bed creaks and is heard all over the house, or ...." Bagas stopped my words by kissing me affectionate.
Seriate
Did they make it the first night in that little house, the lizard house?
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