
Gian knew nothing about Regina's condition, making her feel even more guilty. Gian panics when Regina collapses when they meet again after a few days. At that time Gian took her to the hospital.
Regina was unconscious when she arrived at the hospital. The doctor performs the examination and action immediately. Ultrasound to find out the cause of the pregnancy, then doctors diagnosed Regina did not develop at 3 weeks and had a miscarriage. The doctor immediately gave the medicine to clean the remaining tissue in Regina's uterus.then advised her to hospitalize because Regina's condition was very weak and in shock.
Either way it was more surprising for Gian, knowing Regina was pregnant or had a miscarriage at the same time. Regina fell asleep for a long time after being moved to the hospital room. Gian only watched his wife fall asleep from the chair beside Regina's bed. He is happy to find Regina back, and confused after knowing the condition of his wife. If Gian had known Regina was pregnant, if only Gian had known early about Regina's whereabouts, this might not have happened.
Regina began to wake up and opened her eyes in the afternoon. He saw Gian at his side, sitting with his hands. His consciousness began to return intact, the pieces of the incident he experienced this morning began to remember. When severe abdominal pain strikes her, the clots shed with blood, Regina instantly knows that she is not menstruating, but is losing her fetus. He could also hear the doctors' explanations to Gian while taking medical action on him, amplifying his fears. A feeling of sadness and guilt seemed to hit him suddenly. How could Regina not know that she was pregnant? He should have known. A cry suddenly broke out, he could not control his sadness.
Gian who saw Regina woke up then cried very panicked. He tried to stop Regina's crying by stroking her head. Regina cannot control her feelings. Both hands covered her face, hiding the tears that kept falling and the sobs that were getting louder.
“Re, it's okay. Ga anything.” Gian repeated it many times to calm Regina.
But Regina obviously couldn't calm down. There's no way she's okay after losing her baby. There was no way he could forget it that easily. Moreover, she did not know about her pregnancy at all, and when she found out, her fetus was no longer there. All the sadness that was experienced in his life somehow it felt now was not worth this. Regina has always wanted a family and children. After all these events, he would never be okay.
Regina cried nonstop for more than 1 hour. But Gian kept her company, kept her calm. Gian knows this loss is very hard for Regina, more than anyone else in the world. Almost all women will experience a mental impact that is not playing games when they know she miscarried. If you have to admit something, Gian is actually not too hit with this loss. Although he admitted to being very surprised. But for Gian the most important thing is Regina's safety. He hadn't thought about the child all this time. He just wants to spend time with Regina.
“Regina, eat first. After that take the medicine.” Gian said as Regina calmed down. But Regina did not respond to Gian's words. He just stared blankly at what was in front of him. Gian patiently feeds Regina food, takes her medicine, and takes care of it all day until Regina falls asleep again.
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“Why do you bother taking care of me? Why not spend time with Vanya?” Regina asked suddenly as she finished breakfast.
Yesterday his feelings were still broken due to the loss of his fetus. He let Gian help and take care of it, at that time he was not able to control himself and drowned in sadness. Now he is fully aware and more accepting of yesterday's events even though he cannot forget his sadness. At this time the feeling is again uncomfortable if you remember having to face Gian again. It's all Gian's fault. If only she hadn't gone with Vanya, if Regina hadn't seen her cheating on him with Vanya, maybe now she would still have had a chance to keep her baby. Regina wanted to blame others for all the tragedy and misfortune she had experienced.
“Regina, you misunderstood. I want to explain what happened that night, everything is not rich that you think.”
“I know you must be rich. You must explain with your logic that you are not cheating, if you do not have any feelings for Vanya. But it's all a lie, Gi. You go with him, the streets when never even though you invite me to go rich. You're working with his company, keep telling me that rich things aren't special. Why is it so hard if you think Vanya is special for you?”
“I'm sorry because I went with Vanya and didn't tell you first. He asked me to eat because he wanted to talk about my grandfather's will, which should be someone other than the Airlangga family no one knows about it. I was wrong, because I agreed that he would make a gift for his mother that day. I don't think it'll be long and it means nothing. You still won't believe it after I explain the real incident like gini?”
“Keep I should be rich how let you trust me again?”
“Ga no.”
“Re, I know you're jealous of Vanya and I'm really sorry for leaving with her. But you can't be as unfair as you can be without hearing an explanation from me.”
“Ga fair? What do you think your own attitude is rich? You know from the beginning I didn't like him, I was jealous of him. But it's so easy for you to go with him?”
“Ya, how do you want it? I have to guess how you can forgive me and give me another chance?”
“I want us to hope, Gi. I don't believe in you. I want us to divorce.” Those words Regina had been preparing for days. After thinking about it over and over again.
Gian was surprised by Regina's statement.His words were like a hot ball thrown at him. Among all the bad thoughts he had imagined regarding his relationship with Regina. Divorce was the only thing he was avoiding, he didn't want to think about it. 9 days of not seeing Regina alone had driven him crazy. Gian will not be able to separate from Regina and divorce her.
“Regina!” Said Gian firmly “Not like this how to solve the problem. Just because you are emotional and jealous, you cannot think clearly and act impulsively rich gini. You run away and can not be contacted, you can not hear the explanation of others, and you easily talk divorce. You even make the problem more complicated!” Gian Emotion.
Regina did not respond, turning her face away from Gian, looking away at the view of her nursery window. He doesn't want to be hurt anymore. He did not want to believe in any man who had lied to him and with other women. Her bad past with Rafi made Regina no longer able to tolerate infidelity. Although it must be admitted that the separation with Gian is very heavy. Half his heart said his actions were wrong because he loved Gian so much. Doubts now also grew after hearing Gian's explanation. Gian may not be cheating. But it's hard to be sure. Regina clearly saw it for herself she was with Vanya.
“I don't want to talk about this anymore. My stomach hurts.” Regina said evade. He put his head on the pillow and closed his eyes. I hope all my troubles and sadness end on their own.
Gian is still emotional. There were a lot of things he wanted to say to Regina. All her protests and frustrations about Regina's absurd decision. But Gian was sane enough not to press Regina when things were like this. He let Regina sleep. Unable to stand all the chaos and mixed feelings, Gian came out of the room and sat in long chairs near the nurse station. He put his face in both hands. Confused looking for the direction of their relationship after this.
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