Wife Choice Mom
S2 Chapter 44
S2 Chapter 44
Since Ana's departure, Alaric has spent more time in the room and writing. Write down the feelings he felt with a lot of regret. That way he feels calm when he has expressed his heart. Alaric was more silent and all he felt was him cursing in a piece of writing.
After work, Alaric would go straight into the room, and instantly pick up a book that was already filled with his feelings in there. He began to pick up his pen and write his heart.
...'Solitude is only a matter of time'...
...Your smile was like a cloud that let off rain, your voice was like an intoxicating wine. I have never once forgotten the way you speak, remembering every word that has ever been said from a very beloved figure. I never forget anything about what she gave me, and I never want to let go of it even though it's as hard as it is. But, now I understand that I have to....
...I just hope that twilight brings chaos to accompany regret. He broke his heart from the stupidity I created. When I could only look at the clear, beautiful sky, my heart was smiling, but my eyes were watering. Either these are the tears of longing or the tears of a true coward....
...The breeze greeted me as I sat on the chair on the balcony of my house. It was a nice afternoon, so quiet. This atmosphere is perfect for pouring out ideas that just appear in the head. The blue-covered book that I use is very simple because there is only one big yellow star in the middle and if it is in a dark place the star will shine brightly....
...Long enough I wrote until the night began to thick and the wind blew strong. I stood looking at the sky and closed my eyes. The sky tonight is just like me being quiet, quiet, and calm. Turning I looked down at the balcony, looking at the home environment that was no less quiet with the night sky....
...I slowly moved the pen back in the hand, remembering it which now gradually disappeared. There is no equivalent expression to describe a line of regret....
..."I learned from the moon...
...Who always faithfully illuminates the night sky...
...With light...
...Even if the clouds say hello...
...Even though the stars look bleak...
...Like I love you from behind the darkness...
...Guarding you from behind the shadows...
...Hidden without ever knowing...
...I'll keep you...
...In my wingspan...
...I mean the meaning of love in meditation...
...Love for me is sincerity...
...Shew when your love is no longer mine...
...And let go of you, when you're no longer happy with me."...
...I let out a long sigh, every shadow of your smile makes me sob with sadness. Right now, right now. Only the pen in the hand understands how my heart is noisy without ever being able to make a sound. The hum of the wind moving the leaves of the trees, making me lazy to realize from the daydreams about you that made me restrained....
Ana's departure makes for the deepest sorrow not only for Alaric and Aulia but for their extended family. However, they already consider Ana part of the family.
Salsa who stayed counting the days for her wedding felt bad. She intends to postpone her marriage until things really improve. But all of that was opposed by Alaric. She wants her brother's marriage to continue.
The wedding day was a happy day for the family, but not for Alaric. But Alaric looks ordinary and helps with all the wedding preparations. The family who saw it was a little surprised because of the changes Alaric lately.
Yes so ... Ever since he started writing down all his feelings, Alaric changed. He no longer looks sad. But he became more closed and quiet. It makes Riana very sad to see her son who slumped.
“Bun, do I postpone my wedding only?” He can't stay still. Although Alaric was against his intentions, but he still felt bad.
“Don't make your brother sadder, Brother! Kasian Fauzi has prepared everything. Now you lightly say you want to delay? Now or later, it will not go back to how it was. Believe me, as time goes by, you are sure brother Al can forget everything.” What Riana said made Salsa calm down a bit. He immediately hugged the body of his adoptive mother full of warmth.
Not only did Alaric experience a change in his life, Aulia was the same. From that day on he became quiet. His girlfriend also felt neglected. But that didn't make Krishna give up on staying by her lover's side.
Many times Aulia wanted to separate and be alone first, but repeatedly Krishna also opposed her lover's request. Whatever happens, Krishna will always be on Aulia's side, even if it is not considered. Her family and siblings always make Aulia excited and forget everything that has happened. Despite trying, but the guilty tone still appears and makes him worse.
In accordance with the words of Aulia. He's making calculations on the chicks who've made all this runnyam. By relying on his college friends he made the girl finally resign from the campus. 'Maybe that's the only reply worth a gossip like lo.' thought Aulia.
Not only Aulia and Alaric feel guilty, but Ana's college friends as well. They had looked down on Ana even doing bad things to her. It wasn't just Alaric who was looking for Ana's whereabouts. All his friends are the same. Relying on social media they find out where Ana is, but the effort they do is nil. They just hope that Ana will be okay.
...'I'm here to punish myself. With all that has happened, with your departure, here I am tormented. I-i'm sorry! I'm not a good friend to you. Let this sense of regret be bound in you in return for your pain. I hope you're there happy. No matter where you are, I always pray. Knowing you is part of me. I hope you read this, even if I don't know when. I'm still waiting for you to come back and make a new story with me. Our old stories are neatly arranged in my memory and my heart....
...I'm sorry Ana, I'm sorry about your stupid best friend. I'm waiting for you to come back!'...
Aulia repeatedly sent emails to her best friend. Aulia hoped that one day Ana would read it.
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