Why Don't You Hate Me..?

Episode 5's

After the accident happened, for a few days I just woke up and was in the hospital, my mind was constantly haunted by guilt to become depressed. For a whole year my parents took me to a psychiatrist. To this day when the shadow of the accident appeared I always took tranquilizers from the mental doctor. I don't know if I've included people who are just depressed or already include people who experience severe mental disorders such as the author.

(Author : Uhuk.....🙄 Buset has written Crazy author.....😤 Author is not crazy know even though the author has a certificate of graduation from a mental hospital..ups keceplosan🤭.

Khenin : pantesans....🤣

Eagle : Somplak.....🤣)

After my condition improved, I tried to find Dira's whereabouts even though my parents forbade me because every time I remembered Dira depression, the guilt along with the fear appeared again. I don't know how else to atone for my guilt. If I was old enough, I would rather be in prison to reduce my guilt. I always remember Dira until now I still did not know the girl was alive or not.

I don't know what this feeling is, when I first saw the boy named Khenin, it was like I remembered Dira again. I was like seeing Dira inside her especially last night I woke up and hugged her, it was like hugging Dira at the time of the accident. Hugging her made my heart feel calm and comfortable without needing to take the sedative again until I asked her to stay in my arms until she didn't feel like she was asleep.

I looked at him, if he were Dira I would have taken a break and knelt down to apologize to him and I would have looked after him like my younger brother, but unfortunately he was not Dira. I actually do not hate him and honestly I also often made pounding because of seeing his face so adorable.

Since the first meeting, I've always been unkind to her because I suspected her that she had something to do with the woman I suspected of being papa's lover.

The night that he fell asleep in my arms, I carried the body of the boy into his room. At first glance I looked at the girl's face again when she finished covering her body.

Actually your face is beautiful and innocent but unfortunately I still can't prove that you are innocent and have nothing to do with the woman named Siren. Bathink.

"Woi....lo what's the bengong here?" Satya's voice suddenly broke my daydream in the campus cafeteria. I didn't answer just the wry smile I put on her. Satya pulled the chair in front of me then landed her body sitting on that chair. Without further ado he picked up a glass filled with orange juice in front of me. The orange juice slid through his throat without my permission.

I smiled at him. "Seger Sat's...." My toot.

"So soon Lang," he answered contentedly feeling his thirst disappear.

"But I was going to throw out the juice" I said to make Satya confused.

"Why, dear Lang," he replied innocently.

"So I saw a fly go swimming in it," I said to make him look away at the moment trying to spit out the orange juice that had entered his stomach.

"Lunky you yes..."The tip that I only responded with a small ruckus while watching him step quickly to the toilet.

"Sat's fly came out," Tanyaku sneered when Satya just came from the toilet.

Seen Satya's annoyed face. "Tega lo Lang," Again I just chuckled at him.

"Hi Lang, hi Sat.."

The woman's voice again, my heart without turning to the direction of the woman who came near us. I could already guess that it was the voice of Nency, my college friend who loved to pay attention to me.

"Hey, Nen. The sexier you are," Celoteh Satya who has started her playboy soul appears.

"You can be Sat, but you're not my type so don't have your seduction," Nency replied Satya made Satya chuckle. Nency then glanced at me.

"Lang, ntar yuk night walk," he said then sat down beside hugging my arm. I feel uncomfortable with his treatment. It's not that I'm an abnormal man, but honestly these types of women make me sick and I don't like them at all.

"Gue can't" I answered briefly. Then he came closer to me.

"When dong Lang, how many times have you rejected me. I want to be closer to you, too,"

"I'm busy, sorry" said I took off her arms and then I attached the bag to my arm. "Gue first.." My words stepped away from Nency who looked upset with Satya.

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Khenin POVs

During the break, I stepped into the school cafeteria because my stomach was hungry. I spread my gaze to the crowded cafeteria to look for an empty bench but suddenly a voice greeted me. "Mrs.." Shouted Dino while waving at me. I just smiled at him. "Sit here nin," he patted the bench next to him.

"No papa, I'm sitting here" I asked because I saw a lot of sharp glances towards me, especially from girls. I just found out from Lina, a friend of mine, she said Dino is a popular guy at this school, many idolize her.

Dino frowning. "Why is it," asked confused by my words.

"Ah it's okay..." I smiled and sat down next to Dino.

"Fried rice is Din" I said.

"Drink..?"

"Es tea,"

"Yes, I've done it first, yes,"

"Thank you" I said.

"Sama-sama," he answered standing up from his seat and then went to order food. While waiting for Dino to order food I took my phone out of my pocket looking at the screen who knew anyone was calling me. "Mama Siren," I said when I saw a notification of an incoming message on the phone screen.

Mama Siren is the younger sister of my late mother who had just discovered my existence, about 30 years old. At the funeral of my late father's grandparents and grandparents, aunt Siren came to me.

She was crying looking at me. "Your face is indeed very beautiful just like my sister Diana," she said covering my face gently. The first time I met him was confused because I did not know and understand what his words meant.

"Sorry auntie, how come you know my mama's name?" I asked. His eyes still let out a clear liquid soaking his smooth cheeks.

"I'm the sister of your dear mother" she hugged me, her tears breaking and making me tear up. "Sorry baby, so long ago I could find you," Aunt Siren stretched her arms back to look at me.

"So aunt is the sister of my mother," Mama Siren nodded then smiled wiping her tears with the back of her hand.

"Call me dear mama, for from now on consider me as your mother's substitute"Mama Siren's request.

"Siren's..." Nisa's mother's words made us look at her simultaneously. Mama Nisa walked up to us with Henry.

"Mr Nisa, Mr. Henry...." Shocked mom Siren stared at the two. "Why are you here" asked Mama Siren who recognized the two as good friends of my late mother and father.

"We're here to pick up Khenin to stay with us" Henry said.

"No mas, let me take Khenin to stay with me" said Mama Siren.

"Siren, we'd like to talk to you for a minute" Mama Nisa looked at Mama Siren then looked at me. "It's a shame we talked to aunt Siren first yes," Mama Nisa's soft words to me and I nodded.

Seen from a distance they spoke seriously until finally somehow what reason made mama Siren who although with a heavy heart agreed to the request of mama Nisa and om Henry.

THE BYUUUR....... A shower of water roused me from the daydream.

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