Why Don't You Hate Me..?

Episode 4

Khenin POVs

I ran out the door with bread in my hand after kissing the hand of om and mama Nisa. "Dear ones don't run around" cried mama Nisa who I can still hear.

"It can be quick not the lo..." Maki Eagle brother when I opened his car door, he again became a fierce man different from last night.

Last night was still vividly in my mind when I woke up in the middle of the night feeling thirsty and the drinking water in my room was running out. I intended to fetch some water in the kitchen, I walked out of my room slowly as my footsteps came to a halt when I heard a loud cry from the Eagle's room.

"Tidaaac...." The sound of the Eagle's brother's cry was clearly heard in my ear. "Tidaaak forgive me. I'm sorry I didn't mean it," he yelled again to my heart so that I couldn't feel my footsteps being moved closer to the door of Eagle's room that was slightly open, I held the handle of the Eagle's room door with a little fear I circulated my gaze into the room.

I saw Brother Eagle sleeping in his bedroom bed. "Eagle's brother, what's wrong?" I tried to resist fear because honestly my worry was greater than my fear.

There is no word from Brother Eagle. I dare my feet step into the room and approach the existence of Brother Eagle, either get the courage from where I until now I sit on the edge of the Eagle's bed. I looked at him as sweat had drenched him with a pale face like fear. "No I'm not accidentally sorry," The word again sounded from the Eagle's brother's mouth with his eyes closed.

Is Brother Eagle delirious but why is it so bad.

(Author : Not ngigau but ngelindur mbk😂

Khenin : Ssst noisy..ngingau ama digelindur....

Author : 🤔🤔If they are sisters keep their father's name who dong....??

Khenin : 😤😤Gue pites nih long-time si author😠😠.

Author : Angry him, run aah😅😅)

My hand raised holding the Eagle's big arm meant to wake him up. "What's wrong?" Ask again. Suddenly Brother Eagle woke up still with a loud shout but the words from the shout strengthened my guess.

"No Pardon me, I did not accidentally," cried Brother Eagle reflexively hugged me.

My tears flowed down my cheeks, my memory of the deaths of my parents creeping back. Yes I remember very well that Brother Eagle was the same young man who caused the accident to happen.

I wiped my tears, saw the fear of Eagle Brother in the delirium of his dreams made me realize that Eagle brother had also been in the haunt of guilt in the accident. For some reason I should hate the man who is currently holding me but this heart is against him, really I can't hate this man, the question continues to ponder in my mind what's wrong with me.

I shuffled trying to take off the Eagle's arms but the Eagle's arms got stronger, I knew Eagle's brother had woken up by now. "Stay still, don't move I need you," She seemed to somehow feel comfortable in her current position holding me tightly.

I felt the heartbeat of the Eagle's brother unpretentious with the beat of my heart. For a long time the Eagle brother hugged me until I who could not resist my drowsiness fell asleep in his arms.

The morning prayer woke me up from my sleep. I woke up and found myself back asleep in my bed.

Hah, did Brother Eagle carry me yes.

"Lo budek what, even daydreaming," snapped Brother Eagle idle my daydream.

"Yes, I'm sorry" I immediately sat next to him who was ready to drive. Brother Eagle drove up his car, I looked at him while chewing on the bread I brought because I had not had time to eat breakfast.

"Ngapain lo look at me, don't have a crush on me because I'll like the boy like loe," he said without looking at me and still focused on driving the car.

How did he know I was looking at him.... Bathink.

(Author : Know from author lah use nanya😅

Hawk & Khenin : Diaaaaam.....Noisy...😤😤

Author: Alamak angry they👆😅😅)

"Yes I know brother, but brother Eagle do not hate me too much because hate is different thin love even ntar brother Eagle himself who fell in love with me....he's...."I'm just laughing, not to lose.

"Silence lo..." Angry still focused on driving.

When he arrived at school as usual Brother Eagle dropped me off and without a stale base he just passed by his car.

Last night my eyes closed, the pieces of memories of the accident again appeared in dreamland and seemed to be clearly visible as real.

I was in 3rd grade at SMU and was on vacation with my schoolmates at a peak in YY city, I was riding my motorcycle at high speed. While in the hills, I intended to overtake a car but I did not expect from the front there was a truck. Out of shock I slammed the steering wheel in front of the car, as if wanting to avoid hitting me the car also slammed the steering wheel until it hit a big tree.

I bounced off my motorcycle into the abyss and I was swaying at the root of a tree on the edge of the abyss.

I saw a little girl of about 12 years old fat out the back door of the car with a body covered in blood.

"Papa, Mama Dira is afraid......" The sound of the little girl crying opened the front car door where papa and his mother were dead. "Papa, mama.wake up don't stay in Dira," Shouted the girl wiggling the bodies of her parents. "Pira fear..hiks...hiks....." The girl's cry grew louder.

I am truly sorry and guilty that I was the cause of the accident, poor little girl. I sinned against him and his parents.

I was still tangling at the root of the tree watching it all, I cried out for help so that someone would help us.

Toloong..... My yelling.

At the moment, no vehicles are passing through. The driver of the truck may also have been hurt because the truck also hit a tree. I don't know what his fate is.

"Toloong......" Shouted again.

The girl heard my screams, then in a limp step she tried to approach me. "So, don't hang on" he said to surprise me if he was going to help me while I was the cause of the accident. I saw the girl looking for a thick and long tree root and then stick it out to me after she tied it to a tree.

"Hold brother...." Shouted the girl, I also pulled the roots of the tree little by little I tried to climb even though not infrequently I almost slipped and almost fell.

"Hold Dira's hand, brother...." His words stuck out his hand when I was about to get on top.

I held her hand and the roots of the tree until I finally survived. The girl was crying on the ground withholding the wounds on her body and the grief she was experiencing. I hugged him." Forgive sister..forgive sister....." Saying to him. I felt her body getting heavier and leaning more and more in my arms until I realized the little girl had fainted.

"Dira.dira...." Call me because I know her name is Dira from her screams earlier. I cried for the girl to die too, I saw her body full of blood, her back shirt torn so I could see a birthmark on her back. "Dira..wake up...." I shake his body to wake up.

"Tolooong...please....." My screams over time began to blur and instantly became pitch black. I fainted then and there with the little girl's body.

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Seriate..........