Why Do Rafka Hate Rumi?
31. Defends
Rafka thought about what he was going to say. "I'm not going to get out of the house, and I'm not going to choose either. Because everyone has their parts, Dad. The first part of the family, I chose my Father, Mother, and Sister as a family. The second part of friends, I choose everyone as my friend, even a bastard I will make a friend. The third part was the lover, I chose Rumi because it was my right to choose who would accompany me until I rested quietly in the grave. Everyone has their parts and never manage my whole life Dad, Rafka is a big boy, please don't over-regulate or interfere in Rafka's personal life, Dad. Rafka's future remains first, but if Rafka's partner I tell him to leave? How about Rafka, Dad. He just recovered a while ago and now Dad hurts his heart as he is about to face the test. He needs me, Dad. But, he was too obedient and with the phrase father yesterday, he left me now. I know he loves me very much. Dad. Not everything you can change." His breath was wheezing because there were too many words he had uttered.
Father nodded. "Alright, Dad won't interfere. But watch your future well? Okay well? Tomorrow bring the girl here, I need to talk to her, I'm not gonna hurt her,"
Rafka nodded. "Rafka can't promise me, because she's been avoiding Rafka all the way."
"Bring it up when she comes back to you." Obviously Father.
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Rafka could see Rumi looking at Krishna with a frightened face. He memorized the face, usually he looked at Andrea with a happy face because behind Andrea there was him but, now his face was frightened. Rafka laughed in her heart. It will take a long time and patience to get the girl back. He could already guess that Rumi was hiding behind the door, finally he turned around and looked at Rumi with a smile. The girl was surprised to find that she wanted to see her face.
He visited the house of the girl he was chasing. Why should there be chasing after if just unite that easily? Because we have to know someone's struggle will last until when. However, there could be an Irfan in this house. He was forced to enter, even though Rumi told him to go home. "Go home to you,"
But Rafka stayed in place. "Your house is still wide for where I sit."
Irfan who was playing the game laughed. Rafka goes straight into the living room, but Rumi drags her out. "Rumi we need to talk. We need to talk!"
Rumi asked. "What else is there to talk about? Loving you? Rafka, I don't love you anymore because you're ugly!" Rumi went straight into her house.
Rafka was stunned to hear the phrase 'you're ugly' he immediately pulled Rumi's hand until turned to face him, Rafka immediately grabbed him. "I'm ugly now, but you're still pounding when I hug, which means you still love me." Rumi tries to take off his embrace, but Rafka is too hard to let go.
Rumi gave up because she was tired. "OK you can hug your upperclassman, but don't do anything that will make me angry!!!"
As if to understand Rafka teasing him. "So you want more than this?"
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Rumi is actually happy when he knows Rafka is visiting his house, even though there is Irfan who is in need of energy by playing games. Rumi was also very happy when Rafka hugged her. But, in addition to that happiness his heart felt pierced by the knife of a psychopath.
"Sorry Rafka, but please stay away from me. I have to obey what your father says." Rumi let go of the hug easily as Rafka let her.
Rafka smile. "Dad has no problem with us Rum, he wants to talk to you."
"No, I'm scared. My heart has hurt so much because of his words the last time, I don't believe it anymore. Please leave, don't approach me again, you should be 5 meters away from me. Otherwise I'll get further and further away over kilometers. Never look at me, greet me, smile at me, care about me. Quit because since yesterday you were just a little brother of my class."
"I don't want to."
Rafka. "Come on, we can be together again. I told my father that I can't survive the future without you."
"Whatever you've worked for your father, I still don't want to, in exploring the future of course you have to survive alone in a difficult time."
"OK if that's what you want, I won't force you again." Rafka leaves Rumi's house.
"Raf, don't go dong. Force me again. Be a good coercorator for now. Raf, stop, don't leave my house." Rumi was only inward, he saw Rafka's departure and cried right then and there. "Why am I so stupid? Huhuhu forgive me."
Irfan came out and immediately brought the girl into the house. "Eh, you why anjir. What is the same relationship you have?"
Rumi finally told Irfan the problem. The Irfan response. "Keep why do you really not want to go to his house?"
Rumi shakes. "Actually, I'm still afraid of his father. If my heart is really ready. I want to."
Irfan shaking. "When will your heart be ready? It's a chance for you, Rum."
"Lo's right, I want to."
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The next day the exam was over, now just waiting for the results to come out. Rumi was relieved and happy because her brain was already functioning properly. He immediately searched for Rafka's whereabouts, because now he was resting. Rumi was supposed to come home, but he would meet Rafka first. However, when he searched in his class he did not meet him. He searched all over the school, and finally he thought of one thing. Parking places. He was looking for Rafka's bike but nothing, the guy didn't go to school. Rumi immediately checked his WhatsApp and saw Rafka's story that he had not opened from yesterday. The man's last story was a picture of himself alone staring up at the night sky, so his face was nowhere to be seen.
"What do you mean?" Rumi is confused, not usually he makes this strange and difficult to understand story. Rumi then zoomed in on the photo and it turned out that there was writing that was a little different color from the dark photo. I love you, but I hate you. Rumi'
Mempunyai mata yang tajam memang sangat berguna. Lalu, ia akhirnya duduk di dekat parkiran, sambil melamun frustasi. Namun, tiba-tiba ia terkejut karena ponselnya bergetar. Ia menelpon Rafka.
"Hoo, this is no mistake! It's a mistake!" He looked at his phone with shame.
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