Why Do Rafka Hate Rumi?

10. Letter to you

I choose to love you in silence, because in silence I get no rejection.

I choose to love you in loneliness, because in loneliness no one has you but me.

I choose to admire you from afar, because distance will protect me from injury.

I choose to hug you in a dream, because in a dream you never end.

~Jalaludin Rumi

Rafka rubbed his eyes and went back to reading the small white paper he found on his motor speedometer. He checked the back of the paper but there was nothing.

"Who wrote this? Rumi Jalaludin? Wh who? Guys?" Asking himself, he paid no heed to the people beside him who were trying to pull out the parked motor. Rafka looks very confused. He then put the paper in his pocket. He was still unaware that anyone was paying attention to his every move at the moment. He put on his red helmet and turned on the engine of his red beat bike.

"He who wears a helmet always ties his helmet never made." His grunts softly while continuing to smile staring at his heart. Only this time the opportunity was there, but Rumi wasted this opportunity because her heart was not ready with the word 'No want' yet also tried it he already knew the answer. When God really granted his prayers later, Rumi promised not to waste the creature he loved the most.

Rafka began to pull the motor gas and when he felt someone saw him, he then glanced at the stocky girl who was sitting in the gazebo. "Argh the girl again." His grunts in the heart. "Don't he be Jalaludin Rumi?" Say it while driving. However, because I was so curious. He stops his bike and chases after the girl who saw him in a hurry to the parking lot, Rafka understands for sure the girl will stalk him again. Rafka ran with his helmet and finally he grabbed and gripped the girl's wrist to make the girl turn.

"Eh," Rumi looked at Rafka's sharp eyes and looked away.

"Why?" Rafka asked and then let go of her grip.

Rumi just shook her head.

Rafka gave me the white paper, "this is you, right?" Just ask this time no matter which person is older than him.

Rumi's heart was pounding uncontrollably until her body trembled nervously, Rumi clutched her long skirt to endure this nervousness. Not many students ignored them both.

"If you are asked to answer!!!" Rafka Shouts.

Rumi raised her head to look red eyes that held back tears, she was forced to say it now even though she was not ready. "Gue-Like you."

Rafka let out a long sigh, "Lo know that I already have a girlfriend? Please don't ruin my relationship."

"Who is that wrecked? That's where I told you. Do I feel the same way you got you in trouble?" Show it to the white paper.

"Yes!" Ticus.

"Gue didn't ask weird, he continued your life as usual. Survive even if I meet the one you hate. Until I graduate from here, it's easy, right?" Rumi is about to leave but Rafka pulls Rumi's bag.

"Remove that feeling to me, don't steal to look at me again, bother you know? You make my eyes look like."

Rumi was furious but tried not to get angry. "You think it's that easy? Beware of the mouth, sometimes the mouth can also betray yourself."

"If you're me, then what are you doing with people like me?" Ask Rafka.

"Yes, I'll do the same. Because I know there's no other choice but to force you to send feelings to someone you don't even have." Rumi said with my eyes and left Rafka at a loss for words.

Failed to meet with Krishna's girlfriend and coupled with the words of trash from Rumi's mouth that he uttered subtly but very pierced his heart to his central nerves. Rafka felt nauseous since returning home from school, somehow all her body became sick after insulting her upperclassman who liked her. He could have been destroyed once there was an event involving the upperclassman, feeling he wanted to change face so as not to be recognized by the Rumi earlier.

Rafka rubs a towel on her hair after shampooing while opening the chat app seeing maybe her boyfriend sent me a message—it turns out not. He threw his phone on the bed and headed to the computer to play online games. Today he had to beat someone who challenged him with the username 'Adbler' . You could say that username is really his sworn enemy who never once he won from him.

"Oh hi" she said.

"What else is it?" Ask her boyfriend who is across the phone.

"Just playing that game, you?"

"Ohiya I'm sorry for a minute, I'm busy. Pipal." Bella quickly hung up.

"Hallo, who, why change anyway?" Feeling annoyed he threw his phone again.

"Damn it!" Aspersion.

"Rafca... There's your friend." Her mother probably screamed from the kitchen.

"Yes ma'am."Raffa got up and went to the living room.

"Oh elo? Whynot? Tumbens." Seeing Andrea who was waiting in the living room while sitting and playing Rafka's phone was a little surprised.

"Gue wants to tell you something I saw earlier."

"Should that be right now?"

"Yes dong because tomorrow until the next three days I do not enter because it follows the wirakarya in the city."

"Oh so? What's?"

"You know the girl's name, don't you?"

"Udah!" Quickly answer.

"He was in the organization. Turns out he's a kid who used to sing fitting class radio. Btw I just found out. Keep fit home school earlier he—nangis njjirr..."

"Huh?"

"Yes he was crying until it was so bad anyway, I feel like I want to hug him, and as long as you know I can at least see a crybaby." Suddenly a small pillow was thrown into Andrea's face.

"What the hell lo this, inget you already have a loyal girlfriend dong. But if you may know, he cried alone? Where's?"

"Parking place, it was lonely there was only me waiting for the nan to come home, eh suddenly he came while covering his face. I just saw him on the bike."

"To be honest, I was talking to him."

"Chat?" Eventually, Rafka recounts the incident and Andrea reflexes angrily hearing the story.

"Lo crazy?! Don't talk about dong lo don't know how sensitive a girl's heart even though she is older than lo, bego! Argh knows I'm kesel lo." Andrea had her face crossed and her expression was indeed very upset.

"What do I need to do now?"