Why Do Rafka Hate Rumi?

20. Pain and pain

Rumi gulped his saliva with great difficulty, lucky today he was wearing flatshoes. Rumi tries to find Irfan's contact so the guy picks him up now. Rumi had already run from that place as far away as possible. Not even one week they are dating, but it feels like only Rumi has feelings. Rumi took off her lens contact because it felt sore and just threw it away. Rumi hid behind a back building that rarely anyone would pass through. Irfan quickly picked up his phone.

"What's wrong? So many..."

"Irpannn!!! Pick me up now at the wedding hall, which was then. I beg you!"

"Lo cry? Oh, my God, okay."

Rumi hung up the phone. He went to the side of the road waiting for Irfan to come quickly and be saved. His heart really hurt. This is the result of being a pussy, even your feelings for him are considered playful. Rumi kept looking back, maybe Rafka was after her. But, no. There was no sight of the panicked wajag Rafka as Rumi ran out of the place.

From a distance, Rumi could see Irfan's red Ferrari, Rumi immediately waved his hand. Once inside the car, Rumi breathed a sigh of relief. He held his painful chest.  So hurt. His whole body was burned with jealousy.

"What the hell is that? Same story as me." His order.

"To the cafe. How am I going to sing with my kebaya? Okay no?"

"Don't switch the conversation."

Rumi kept silent and stared at the scene behind the car window. He then sees Rafka who is looking for him, but Rumi does not care even though Rafka looks very frustrated. Rumi dislikes being lied to, betrayed, and Rafka has broken her promise. Not meant to be childish but, such a thing was indeed really heart-breaking to crumble.

Finally, Rumi told me everything. From he likes someone, then someone becomes his girlfriend now. "Irfan, I don't want to go home. Let's go to the cafe, shall we?"

"No want! You have to go home rest, I'll meet. Kasian adek lo alone."

"My parents are with me." Evidently.

"It's okay to go home. Later I want to play PSnya expanse yes... Hehe."

"As far as lo. Anyway don't take it home. Why don't you buy PS just keep putting du cafe?"

"Woke my habit to the cafe bego! Lo forgot?"

"Oh, I forgot."

When Irfan put his car into the front yard of Rumi's house. Once inside Rumi immediately took off all her clothes violently in her room. Meanwhile, Irfan fiddled with PS. After Rumi changed her pajamas, she went to the living room to see Irfan. At this time, the game may be a tranquilizer.

Rafka searches for Rumi's whereabouts. He could not call because there was no WI-FI connection for his chat app. Without thinking, he followed Rumi to the girl's house, and it turned out to be true. The girl has gone home. Rafka could see there was a car parked in front of this house. This car is a guy's car that drove Rumi a few days ago. Rafka went straight into the courtyard of the House. He eavesdropped for a while, but there was no sound, just the sound of the game. Rafka peeked a little, apparently they were hugging. Fair to both of them. Rafka feels slashed by his knife a vicious psychopath. He then knocked on the door, and their eyeballs met. Rafka could see Rumi's red and swollen eyes.

Rumi, who had pajamas and pink eyes, came out and asked Rafka to talk. "Udah, you go home. It's malem." His advice.

"And what am I asking for?"

"Rafka you don't realize what's wrong with you? You reneged on Raf's promise, you said you wouldn't hug Bella."

"That's all reflexes."

"After five minutes it's a reflex? We're both IPA— kids studying biology. Is that a reflex? Isn't that conscious? Realize not, you hurt me. I feel like I'm the only one who loves you and likes you."

"It turns out, you're not an adult!  Goddamn it!" Rafka immediately left Rumi's house.

A million knives pierced Rumi's heart at this moment because of those harsh words. Rumi immediately drowned sitting on the front floor of his house. He really felt broken at this moment. Irfan who knew that, did not interfere in the affairs of the two of them. Irfan just helps Rumi and helps her stand up. This girl was crying constantly.

Irfan hugged her tightly as soon as he got inside. Rumi was crying very hard. Irfan stroked Rumi's hair slowly to calm down. "Udah, don't cry anymore dong."

"It hurts a lot because it's too dear. Though I told him to make love just as I should, but it turns out I'm the unnatural." He said, then released himself from Irfan's embrace. "Later, close my house. I want to sleep." Rumi returned to her room to continue the restlessness of her heart.

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After what happened, Rafka acted as if there was no problem. He thought everything would be fine as before. However, tonight he really could not sleep because he was thinking too much about the words he said to Rumi. That girl must be really in pain right now, let alone Rafka's big bruise. Rafka was frustrated half to death. He really can't think straight for now. Rafka also constantly calls Rumi, but it looks like Rumi's phone is in airplane mode to dodge her.

"Gosh, what the hell was on my mind? Is it really that bad?" Rafka held her head that was about to break due to excessive frustration.

He saw a clock on the wall of his room. At 23:47. The clock is already midnight. But, he really could not sleep if he did not apologize to Rumi. Without thinking long, he then snatched the phone and hoodie in white, nights like this better to wear a hoodie so that he was not cold and fit very well because it was white. He walked on his tiptoes to the front of his house. Then, he slowly opened the front gate. Then he led his motorcycle to his alley. Just this time he felt a blurry thumping sensation from home.

When he reached Rumi's house, Rafka went around looking for Rumi's window. And he could see if the lights were still on. Then, he shook the window.

'tok tok tok'

"Yes... Bukain, it's me." His whisper either sounded or not. Not long after Rumi opened it. Yes, it really is Rumi. He was not asleep, and still crying. But, after knowing who knocked on his window was Rafka. Rumi only opened it for a moment, then they stared at each other. Rafka is really hurt to see Rumi being completely screwed up. "Don't go home!" Say it one last time, then close the window again. Even though Rafka had him, Rumi still did not want to open it. "Don't bother me! You go home!" That sentence made Rafka return home in vain.

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