Who Am I (Linzy Story )
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Vernon was still reading Linzy's diary he found in the school's UKS gurney.
What's the difference between me and him?
Why is everything so felt
Even though I can't find the answer......
He is like a diamond to you
And I'm just a meaningless grain of dust......
You protect her like an angel protecting humanity...
And I'm.....
You abandoned me like a master who abandoned his pet...
My heart hurts too much with your treatment....
The sharp dagger that hit my heart.....
But what is my day ?
Who can only smile with sadness while looking at you.....
Because there's still a little bit of my love for you....
O angel who never thought of me......
Vernon felt bitter when he read it, I hope the girl is okay, he muttered.
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Aletta goes to UKS school to see Vernon's doctor.
" O doctor, good afternoon "
" Lunch "
" I'm Aletta from class XI IPS1 "
" I'm Vernon, what's the need ?"
" Is the doctor busy ? "
" no. Why why?"
" Eum, this is my doctor's party, so I invite the doctor specifically "
Vernon just nodded at hearing it.
" I'm sorry Aletta, I'm not busy for now don't know later. When's the show ?"
" Hours 19:00 "
" I'm sorry I can't, I have a night watch schedule at the hospital. Thanks for the invitation "
" A - ah yes the doctor does not matter I understand "
" I'm sorry to disappoint you "
" ah... Not doctors. Then excuse me "excuse Aletta.
" all right. Please "
Aletta came out feeling disappointed and stomped her feet.
" How did you succeed ?" ask Cilla.
" Whatever success, he refused my invitation "Aletta's whistle.
" A - what ???? How is it that no man has refused your invitation Letta" said Lala.
" right.... This is the first time it is difficult to believe "said Cilla.
Aletta felt frustrated that she was breaking her hair.
" Aahh.... He's the one I'm after. Why did he reject me ? What's my cage ?" aletta shouted in frustration.
Her two best friends just pat Aletta on the shoulder trying to calm her down.
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Linzy Residence
I blinked my eyes a few times trying to adjust the light coming into my retina. So glare.
" What time am I still in my room ? "
I saw the clock on my phone showing at 18:00.
Oh my God, what happened, why did it come late in the afternoon ?
Chequek.....
Brother Martin entered my room.
" It seems to have been realized "
" Sister has come home? , Aware ?"
" You don't know ? You were unconscious. Mommy told sister. That's why my sister went home "
" For that long ? "
Brother Martin nodded.
" Let's go out and eat. Brother will carry you Zy "
Brother Martin is holding me koala-style towards the dining table. I really feel like this is my favorite time with my sister. There's Dad and Mom.
" Zy, you ate first, son, it's been a few hours you fainted after school. I haven't eaten yet, have I ?"
" Yes, Mom "
" Are you strong ? If not here brother bribe "
" ah.... I've been feeling better. So Zy ate herself "
Brother Martin nodded and ate quietly.
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Morning greeted me beautifully. I'm getting ready to go to school.
" Dear , you're sure you're strong. If not, just rest at home"
" I'm okay mom "
My mommy smiled warmly while looking at me.
" Today you're being driven by a driver, right?" said Mommy.
Martin interrupted.
" No, let Zy go with Martin" said Brother Martin.
" Seriously brother?"
He just nodded and smiled.
" Tumben once young master Martin wants to deliver the princess mommy "
Brother Martin rolled his lazy eyeball and snorted in annoyance. I'm just smiling.
“ Am I wrong with my own sister ?"
“ Not really. Tapikan usually you are busy so rich daddy you "whole mommy.
“ Mom , I also want to try there for my sister "
“ Mom trusts you Martin. Take care of your sister "sahut mommy.
“ We leave first "my name and brother Martin. We kissed mommy and daddy's hands, but when I was about to kiss daddy's hands, daddy looked at me. I was suddenly nervous about the gaze that daddy gave me.
“ D - dad I'm leaving first "
“ Hmm... "
The aura of daddy scares me and it makes mommy sigh violently.
“ Zy , quickly leave no need to pay attention to your daddy " said mommy.
Me and brother Martin are leaving.
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I've reached school. Indeed, at this time it is not crowded because it is still morning, there are only a few students/students only.
I put my bag on my bench and I tried to go out walking looking - look at the school district.
The air was cold this morning so I used my sweater before the class bell rang.
I saw a bench not far from where I was standing, coincidentally it was in the park.
I set my foot on the bench and I saw the flowers and other plants there.
I sat on the park bench I put my feet down like a toddler sitting on me.
“ You have left apparently "cock someone with arrived - arrived.
Oh my God, I'm surprised.....
“ Doctor , you surprise me "
“ Hahahaha... Really ? Sorry for the "
I just grunt dislike.
“ Why leave in the morning. Tumben once ?" said.
“ What tumben said. Heol he's the only one who doesn't know. Elementary"
“ I always leave in the morning doctor, as long as you know "
“ Unfortunately I don't know his "chuckles.
Why is he so annoying anyway ? Uhhhh.......
“ Up "
He looked at the birds flying in the sky. His eyes looked so bright up there.
“ Linzy "
“ Yes doctor ? "
“ You see that bird up there ?"
“ View "
“ They are definitely not lonely not , because they are always together"
I looked at the bird that flew up there just like Doctor Vernon did.
“ You're right doc "I replied with a smile.
Doctor Vernon saw the fish pond and walked towards it.
“ Linzy, can you come here for a minute?" door me.
I walked up to Doctor Vernon and stood by him.
“ Did you see the fish in the pond? Are they all the same fish? " sanyanya.
“ Not "my answer.
He smiled gently while patting me on the shoulder, then turned my body towards him.
“ You know Linzy , sometimes a difference is not a drawback , it could be an advantage "he explained to me.
“ Therefore you should not be discouraged if others consider you different from them "his advice to me.
I smiled bitterly for some reason - there were tears in my eyes. Without my permission the tears were freefalling from my eyes.
Hix.... Isakku.
Greep.....
I was in Vernon's doctor's arms, he hugged me. A warm and soothing hug.
He wiped my tears with his thumb.
“ Do not grieve to make you cry and feel hurt , only you are different. Precisely because you are different, you look special "he said again.
Doctor Vernon picked a white rose and gave it to me.
“ If others choose red roses as their favorite flower, then I will choose white roses as my favorite. Because it symbolizes sincerity and what it is. Never sue and be the other"
I was so moved to hear her touching words that I felt like I was never alone again.
“ Thank you doctor for your advice and concern, I hope I will never feel alone again" I said sincerely.
“ You are never alone Linzy. There is me, also Glory who is always loyal to you there is also your family" he explained.
I smile.
“ This is your book "he said while handing over my diary book.
“ This is my book , why can it be at the doctor? " manyaku wonder.
“ You dropped it in UKS "
The omo..... Did he see the contents of this book ?
“ Why are you feeling restless?" ask doctor Vernon.
“ Doctors don't see the contents of this book right ?"
He smiled and broke my hair slowly and left me alone in the garden.
“ Uh , what did doctor Vernon earlier , jeez Linzy "
My cheeks are red.....
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“ Linzy , where are you going ? I'm afraid you're a girl, so "Glory seems like a confused lookout for me. I just took a breath trying to calm down.
“ I was only in the school garden earlier. What are you looking for Glo "manyu.
“ I'm in shock your bag is , but there is no owner. I guess where you were, say dong Zy, if in the park tuh "snout Glory.
I try to be patient with my hyperactive friend. Oh my God.
“ Uh , briefly your eyes swollen ? You're crying out ? Why ? " ask Glory in succession.
“ I gapapa Glo... I'm just looking at it really Glo. Don't go overboard "
“ I'm just worried about you princess. You must be well guarded. Like an antique "
“ Yakkkk.
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Aletta and her friends entered the classroom and headed towards my desk, violently seizing the white rose picked by Vernon's doctor and throwing the origin on the floor. I was very surprised by his harsh treatment.
“ What are you doing Aletta? " let me try to be patient.
He took a step forward in front of me his index finger pointed at my face haughtily.
“ You... You can't go near doctor Vernon Linzy "he said absolutely.
“ Why did you ban me ? What right? " let me go back and try to calm down.
“ Doctor Vernon is mine Linzy , only I can get close to him and only I can have him" he snobbed.
I smiled at her side.
“ Doctor Vernon yours? Huh your confidence is very high turned out Aletta "my answer with disdain.
Aletta, Lala, Cilla just blinked her eyes in disbelief at my answer that sounded a little out of their hearts.
I just sat quietly on my bench with no expression, a habit if I reciprocate the actions of others I would choose silence afterwards.
“ Wow Zy , I didn't expect you to answer like that , here's the rose" Glory said as she handed me the white rose that Aletta had thrown.
“ Shut up, I'm not in the mood "clear me to him.
Glory chooses to be quiet, hopefully not thinking that her best friend has an alter ego.
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The break bell had rung a few seconds ago or it had just rang, right now Glory and I were enjoying spicy meatballs in the cafeteria. It really feels delicious what else coupled with ice lemontea is very pleasant this essential pleasure.
“ Oh yaampun Zy , look at that very red meatball sauce "Glory said while shaking her head.
“ Hehe... After this is so good Glo , you have to try "I said.
Suddenly the attention of all the residents of the canteen was diverted because of the sound - spoiled sounds.
“ Hi Doctor Vernon , want to eat with me ?" aletta asked me flirtatiously with the doctor.
“ Yes doctor. The doctor can have lunch with us" Cilla started coming along.
Glory who heard it turned the eyes puffed and snorted in annoyance.
“ Had , this behavior is what makes me sick of the basic attention and lack of caress "glory circus on Aletta et al.
“ Glory is already , silence is not our business too right ?" my spoken.
Doctor Vernon just silently looked at us both, really want to feel like I drowned in the ocean alone, because if remembering the incident earlier it makes me embarrassed. I just turned my face away when he looked at me.
“ Zy why are your cheeks flushed ? Is it too spicy ? Not usually "glorious wonder.
“ Huh , a - I ti - no. Not spicy this really I just feel the weather today hot "I was wrong.
“ Usual feeling since when did you become a weather forecaster?" tanyakanya.
I just kept quiet and had no interest in answering. Aletta looked at me furiously.
“ If you want to get attention with doctor Vernon use a classy way "he said.
I who heard it suddenly clenched my hand and answered it straightforwardly.
“ Why am I looking for attention with someone I don't know well. It is better to fill it with positive activities than to look cheap for attention for a man who does not necessarily love us "I replied as I washed a bowl of meatballs and a glass of drink then left the canteen.
Laughter and cynical cheers were heard filling the canteen due to my words that dropped Aletta's pride.
“ QUIET YOU ALL !!!!!......." he shouted at the canteen dwellers.
Damn you, Linzy, I'll repay you for what you did - Aletta smirk.
It turns out I wasn't wrong. The girl is indeed attractive - the inner person.
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Vernon POVs
It's time to rest it turns out ah occasionally I will eat in the cafeteria alone today rather than outside quite saving on expenses. I walked to the school cafeteria, crazy full place too , I missed my school days first. Scroll my eyes to the right and to the left looking for an empty bench. Honestly, I don't really like places that are too crowded, but that doesn't mean I don't like to interact.
Suddenly 3 students came to me they invited me to eat with them. Oh, if it's not wrong, Aletta's the girl who invited me to her party. I'm still standing in place. From where I stood I looked at Linzy enjoying a super spicy meatball like her. “Jeez the boy is "my inner.
As I was focusing on looking at Linzy, I heard Aletta talking cynically, which surprised me.
“ If you want to get the attention of doctor Vernon use a classy way " said Aletta while staring at Linzy and her best friend who I know named Glory.
Is this why I was taken - carry also my mind.
I saw Linzy's cheerful expression instantly turn flat. Oh this is not good as it seems.
I still watch Linzy Daritadi with her frustration who is still trying to hold it.
“ Why am I looking for attention with someone I don't know well. It is better to fill it with positive activities than to look cheap for attention to a man who does not necessarily love us ", Linzy replied to Aletta.
Oh my's... I didn't expect him to say that sarcasm to his friend. I thought he would just shut up and accept being made fun of.
Laughter sounded very boisterous in the corner of the school cafeteria for the ongoing drama.
Maybe someone agrees with me on this unexpected attitude of Linzy.
Remembering Linzy, ah I was so excited - the incident this morning where for the first time he cried in my arms. All this time I've seen it almost expressionless, somehow my heart aches to see it cry , it feels indescribable.
Beautiful round eyes, flushed round cheeks look very cute and pretty in my eyes. Jeez Vernon, what are you thinking ?
I ordered food and sat on the bench that Linzy and her best friend had occupied, actually because of the incident my appetite was gone.
After my meal was over I returned to my room with quick steps, suddenly I felt lazy.
The Vernon POV End
“ Linzy , are you okay ?" ask Glory to me.
“ I'm fine - fine. It's just that my mood is a little broken today Glo "clearly me.
“ Huh , I understand how you feel Linzy. You must be upset with that attached grandma?" glory.
I just took a rough breath I don't know how tired I feel. As Glory and I were talking, someone came to us.
“ Hi , you're Linzy huh?" askinya. I just hesitated.
“ What do I need ? " my answer is short.
“ Oh , no , I just want acquaintances. My name is Lionel Salam know ya "
“ Eum... Ok Lionel I'm Linzy class XI IPS1. What class are you in?" askaku.
“ Class XI IPS2 "The answer is , then leave and pass.
“ Zy , how can you be ?" ask Glory.
“ Hmm... No one had contacted me. He said XI IPS2's son I never saw "my confusion.
“ Whose name is it ? "
“ Lionel "
“ Li - Lionel did you say ?"
“ Huum.. Why are you so nervous ?"
“ Gak... No one has to talk about him "
“ You know Glo ?"
“ Ga "gokututu.
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Glory POV
Hi I'm Stefanny Glory Christabelle or commonly called Glory or Glo. I am a friend of Miss Eleonora Linzy. Miss ? Surely one of you is asking why I call her Miss, right ? It's not without reason that I'm actually the right-handed son of Miss Linzy's father.
Does Miss Linzy know about this ? The answer is no !
He only knew me as his neighbor's son when we were kids so we were close.
Now Linzy and I are in high school.
He is very closed to the surrounding conditions but actually he is not as closed as it is, maybe because he is very spoiled and a bit plain , I became worried about him.
Speaking of the surrounding environment there was once a child who was obsessed with Miss Linzy since we were kids. I don't call it love, but it's more like obsession.
He had expressed his feelings for Ms. Linzy when she was a child but Ms. Linzy refused as a result she felt hurt and tried to hurt Ms. Linzy until Ms. Linzy was in shock at the time.
With the force of his family moved out of the country over this incident. At first I hoped that the child would not need to reappear before us, but for now can I still hope?
The Glory POV End
Today I was at home alone, although only accompanied by maids, but I still felt lonely. Mommy is meeting because she is going to launch a new design for her dress design while Daddy and brother Martin ? No need to be asked again already know the answer, right?
I was so bored that I called Glory right now.
“ Hello , Glory are you busy?"
“......"
“ Please accompany me. I'm lonely "
“............"
“ Hehe thanks "
I pulled out some snacks and cola. Oh yes I've been taking medicine so relax sometimes I get tired of them as if they were shackles for me.
Ting..... Kegs......
Maid opened the door, it must be Glory.
“ Hello miss "
“ Ish... Stop calling me Miss Glory. You're my neighbor and best friend "my whistle.
He laughed because it upset me.
“ Huft... Sorry yeah... You're so funny Zy "
I feel lazy. Then he turned his head towards me.
“ Zy , may I ask?"
“ Sure "
“ While in the cafeteria I think that handsome doctor saw us. Ah not more precisely you.
How could Glory know shit.
“ Just your feeling "my answer is flat.
“ Eyy... I never felt wrong Linzy. Do you have anything ? Huh huh? Right ? If it is true, then happy. I'll support you, baby "
“ Stop Glory you're disgusting "my whistle.
“ Haahaaa..." his laughter exploded.
“ Listen I'm happy if you're happy Linzy "he said.
I smiled hearing it. Thank you for caring about Glory. You're my best friend. You're all I have.
