Who Am I (Linzy Story )

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“Why.... Why is this all happening to me, what's my fault ? Why am I so hated by everyone even the world hates me...... "

Again I lay weakly on the bed of the UKS, I don't know what happened to me just now, I can't even remember , all I know is that my head feels very dizzy and everything feels spinning then it instantly turns dark..

Haish.... I'm really bored because it's not the first time I've experienced it.

If anyone has asked me how many times I don't know either, the ten fingers of my hand may not be enough to count.

“ Already aware Linzy ? " ask my friend.

I just nodded my head.

“ Does your disease recur? " sanyanya.

“ Don't know it looks like yes, I was dizzy again "my answer.

“ Gosh I told you that you do not force yourself, you can not be tired Linzy "grunts.

“ Then I have to what if I don't participate in sports, I will be sneered by them as a spoiled child " lamented.

Oh, and I forgot we had not yet met. My name is Eleonora Linzy Eclesia Richardson and she's called Linzy. I am the son of Andrew Richardson and Gladys Agraciana and I have an older brother named Martin Gerrald Eclesia Richardson.

Praise God I was born into a family but once I wasn't completely happy, why ? It was because of my condition that I had acute asthma, anemia, and there was a problem with my nervous system so that I could not move freely.

Like for example I am not able to do things properly and quickly like other children, yes you could say if my group work can not work well when it comes to physical problems.

Therefore many do not want to approach me or make friends with me, you could say my friend can be counted with fingers.

I also have a friend named Stefanny Glory Christabelle or commonly called Ory or Glo, that's all I have.

Yes I used to be a cheerful and smiling child to everyone, but because of an event and it was able to erase my confidence and wipe out my smile.

Until I finally became what I am now a man without heart and feelings.

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So now do you want to go back to Linzy's class ? "

“ Yes , Glo it looks like I have to go back to class otherwise I can miss the lesson later "

“ Hahaha..... You're always joking Linzy, you're skipping lessons even if it's okay, you're a class star "

“ Even though I'm a class star still can't underestimate Glo's lesson "

“ Hhh.... All right - well let's go to class then "

I got out of bed and tidied up my slightly messy uniform, then rushed towards the classroom.

XI grade IPS 1

Linzy and Glory entered after obtaining permission from Bu Lia the teacher who taught in Linzy's class.

“ How is your condition Linzy , is it better ? "

“ It's been a little better ma'am, thanks for asking "

“ Thanks again , well you can sit on your bench ya "

Linzy and Glory sat on their benches and followed the lesson, as the lesson progressed Linzy heard other friends whispering about it.

“ See he's back "

“ Though only an easy sport , so have fainted really bad ya hihihi..."

“ It suck really good only his brain diluted "

“ Try if not "

“ Yes I can't shadow him what he wants to be "

“ His name is also a sick child "

“ Must be a burden "

Linzy's heart felt stifling hearing their conversation unconsciously her tears fell.

Glory who saw her best friend crying was furious and did not accept, then kicked her table.

Braaa.........

" Can't you guys not talk about other people, Huh ? " angry Glory.

“ Glory , you why ? What are you doing ? " bu Lia asked, he was a bit surprised after hearing the table buzz.

“ Sorry bu Lia I didn't mean to , but I was annoyed with those who always sneered at Linzy "clearly Glory.

“ Geez Glory we are not sneering but the fact is not it ? " cynical Alleta.

“ Yes , you are a fool Glory would like to ladenin a spoiled child like Linzy" said Lala.

“ Don't - don't you already be the babunya ya Glo , paid how much is it? " typical Cilla.

Glory who heard it became furious her face was crimson with anger, she walked towards the stool of Alleta and her friends, her hands were already raised about to slap at the three but was held back by Linzy.

“ Do not Glo , just let them , you calm down yes , later you have the same problem teacher BK "Hold Linzy.

“ STOP YOU ALL "

“ ALLETA , LALA , CILLA , YOU GUYS BETTER SHUT UP OR I REPORT TO TEACHER BK , STOP TALKING ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE ALLETA. AND FOR GLORY PLEASE SIT DOWN, WE CONTINUE THE LESSON " SAID MS. Lia.

The state of silence began they continued the lesson calmly and focused.

Break.......

They were in the cafeteria now Linzy was still loyal to her flat face despite her slightly swollen eyes from crying and Glory with her bent face.

They were enjoying a bowl of meatballs and a glass of iced tea.

“ Glo smile dong time pout continues daritadi "

“ Shut up Zy I'm again sprained "

Linzy only smiled faintly looking at the face of her best friend that was similar to a pile of laundry for weeks.

“ Have Glo I'm okay "

“ Gabisa dong Zy , they're too much tau ga. They should have been taught a lesson so that "gutter Glory.

Linzy just smiled forcefully.

“ After all they are right , you should not be friends with me , I'm just a burden for you , I'm spoiled "

“ Ga gitu Zy , you are not a burden to me I also do not feel bothered at all with you , do not be horrified said they yes Zy , do not be sad again "

“ Thanks Glo for making friends with me "

“ Don't have a word of thanks between us, Linzy "

“ You've always been so rich that Glo"

Back school..........

I had gone home from school using an angkot and reached home, in the house it turns out that my father was sitting in the family room.

“ Have you gone home ?"

“ Yes dad "

“ Yes already there beberes "

My dad left me in the living room, I'm sorry till when daddy's gonna be cold like me... Hix....

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Dinner arrived Andrew , Gladys , Martin , and Linzy ate quietly.

After dinner Andrew started the conversation.

“ Martin how do you work ? "

“ Good dad , happened to win the tender " replied Martin.

“ Good, you are indeed the most genius daddy's son, daddy proud of you" said his daddy.

“ Linzy , how is your school going ? " ask Gladys.

“ Eum... Good mom " replied Linzy.

“ Was in good school - all right ? "

“ Hmm.... I - yes mom "

“ Which is really good - all right, if anything - what do you say "snee Andrew.

“ Mas "reproof Gladys.

“ Am I wrong ? "

Linzy began to feel uncomfortable with the words thrown by her father choosing to put his fork and spoon and leave the dining table to his room.

“ Sorry Dad , Mom , Brother Linzy first "part Linzy.

“ Yes "answered Martin and Gladys.

Gladys felt sorry for her daughter, she realized if the princess was treated differently to her brother by her husband, her husband was so considerate of her eldest son.

“ Mas , you are why the hell is always rough with Linzy , what's wrong Linzy mas ? Stop acting like that Linzy she's your son too mas "angry Gladys to Andrew.

“ Gladys you do not understand, he is already big , should he live independently , am I wrong ? " Andrew defended himself.

“ Actually definition in your opinion what the hell mas ? Huh ? "

“ What do you mean by independent is your son leaving for work delivered by a driver while your daughter has to go on public transport ? "

“ What is it that you call mandiri mas ? "

Andrew just kept quiet.

“ Mas you understand Linzy's health condition right mas ? "

Andrew was silent.

“ Ah... I understand how you might know Linzy's health condition, you'd HATE HER SO MUCH " Gladys said.

Gladys, already furious, leaves Andrew and Martin at the dinner table.

Meanwhile Linzy who heard the commotion in the dining room from her room only cried bitterly.

He felt sad by what happened to him and of course felt disappointed, he just felt a burden to his family, felt useless.

“ God can I not be happy just a little bit ? " said Linzy in heart.

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This morning Linzy left for school with Glory, they indeed left early in the morning because today they were going to carry out the ceremonial duties.

“ Zy , you do not bother to take part in the ceremony yes later kecapean loh "

“ I'm not papa kok Glo , you calm down yes, I'll be good "

“ Promises ? "

“ Yes promise , you are very chatty anyway"

“ Ish you mah "

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The flag ceremony took place solemnly until when it reached the end of the ceremony, the principal came forward with someone behind him wearing a doctor's suit. The principal immediately made an announcement.

“ Good morning father - mother teacher and children all "

“ Morning sir "

“ Today we have the arrival of a new school member. He was Vernon's doctor from Harapan Hospital. I am announcing from today that Dr. Vernon will be serving as the seconded physician for this school. Vernon's doctor is welcome to introduce himself. Time and place I give "

“ Well thanks to Mr. Principal. Hello my name is Vernon Devianno Stewart general doctor from Harapan Hospital, from today I will be assigned to the CAHAYA PELITA High School with regards to know and please cooperate , thank you"

Vernon went back to his place, all eyes were on him and all the students began to whisper.

“ Geez vow it's a very handsome doctor "

“ Your daughter-in-law's mother has returned "

“ My future "

And there were many more whispers - other whispers but Vernon ignored them. Until the ceremony ends all students return to their respective classes.

Similarly, Vernon he wants to go to the UKS room and the room where he works.

Glory walked over to Linzy who was already sweating coldly and had a deathly pale face.

“ Linzy you are good - all right ? "

“ Hah , I'm fine - just so Glo"

“ But you are pale so your face is tired ? "

“ Little coke "

“ Break first yuk, hunt to class yes "

“ Eum "

When Glory will move to Linzy's class behind Glory feel dizzy suddenly, but at the time of his body will fall there are those who hold Linzy's body , before Linzy finally disappeared.

“ LINZY "scream Glory.

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Vernon POVs

I was walking towards my work room now but my attention was immediately diverted to a student who just stood still in place , arrived - suddenly the student walked in a daze and his body almost fell down, ' he said , I immediately restrained her body before she fell, but it was too late that she had fainted first. Finally I carried her and took her to the UKS with her best friend.

The Vernon POV End

Linzy was lying at home in a UKS gurney, again he was upset why he had to go back to this place again.

“ Ck... God, why did I faint again ? " germutu.

When the doctor entered the UKS room, Linzy's attention was immediately diverted to the doctor.

“ Hi , you already feel better? " ask the doctor.

“ Yes " answered Linzy accordingly.

“ May I ask , do you always faint like this ? "

“ Only sometimes , but late - lately I often feel dizzy doctor "

“ Oh that's how. Do you have a history of pain ? "

“ Have "

“ What ? "

“ Acute asthma , and nervous system disorders that I know of "

“ Nothing else ? "

“ Like her "

“ Why does it look like you never checked ? "

“ Rarely , almost never "

“ Why ? "

“ Bored ? "

“ Yes, bored and feels tiring even I can not move too long because it should not be tired "

“ What's your name ? "

” Linzy "

“ Hmm... Linzy's. Okay Linzy did you bring your medicine ? "

“ Only inhaler "

“ Can I check for a minute using a stethoscope ? "

Linzy was lying in a gurney, Vernon's doctor revealed a little Linzy's uniform and examined her with a stethoscope.

“ Sorry yes "

Vernon's doctor examined Linzy carefully.

“ Okay , your breathing has started to improve yes, for dizziness I will give paracetamol medication to relieve his dizziness while , if dizziness still continues , you can check to the hospital "

Linzy just nodded her head.

“ Take Linzy's medicine , there happens to be a paracetamol drug in this school"

Linzy started taking her medicine after getting better she immediately went to class.

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Today there is indeed a Sociological replay of many students who are disappointed because of this impromptu repetition.

“ Ahh , shit I don't learn anymore , besides why the teacher used an impromptu repetition , oh dizzy , hard nih " Alleta grumbled.

“ You are the only one who entered the top 3 dizziness Let , let alone us. Yeah, La ?" timpal Cilla's.

“ Yes Cil really "

“ Duh , how to ya ?"

Aletta tried hard to find the way she clucked upset because their position was being randomized to her seat and Linzy happened to be in the back.

“ Uhh how the hell I can't lose to that sick kid. I have to kill her "Aletta's will.

While Linzy worked on the matter calmly and focused.

“ Alright kids time is up , please question and answer collect on the front teacher's desk" said Ms. Nina.

“ Ready to bu "

They left the class because it had been a break, when going out of the class Linzy felt something was pushing her from behind so she fell.

“ Hahaha..... Very weak, you are a little bit off just fell "sneered Aletta.

“ Lies, you guys are deliberately pushing Linzy right ?" glory said fiercely.

“ What the heck , people really kok nenggol kok that was not intentional" elak Lala.

“ Heh , I just saw what you guys are doing yes "Glory started to grow furious with their behavior.

” Do not accuse ya Glo " sent Cilla did not accept.

“ Just accuse you of saying ? Obviously, Aletta's hand was pushing Linzy's back and she's still yelling, you think I'm blind?" grit Glory on Cilla.

“ U - it's Glo , I'm sorry it's really just a bruise " Linzy's injury.

“ Just a bruise you said ? Zy mommy is often worried about your condition, even though it is just a bruise " explains Glory.

Aletta, Lala , and Cilla just turned their eyeballs off guard.

“ Basic spoiled child, bruised doang aja worry , ck lebay deh "

Linzy who heard that was about to shed her tears.

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The school bell rang, it was time to go home. Linzy was waiting for the angkot to go home , because it was too late in the afternoon no angkot had passed , he started to get anxious.

While waiting he was startled by a passing car horn and stopped in front of him.

The driver opened the car's glass.

“ Hi Linzy , you haven't come home yet ?"

“ Ah , doctor Vernon , not yet my doctor still waiting for angkot "

“ Nungguin angkot , you went home to ride an angkot Zy ? "

“ Yes doctor "

“ But as far as I know this hour already no angkot passing "

Linzy started to fidget, how did she get home ?

“ Log in car Zy "

“ Sorry ? "

“ Let's get in the car, I take you home , later tell your home address yes "

“ But doctor "

“ No but , this game is already starting to dark later you are kidnapped"

Linzy got into Vernon's car.

“ Where is your home address ? "

“ Jalan Roses no 12 ,complex jasmine no 7 "

“ Oh , okay "

A moment later they had already reached Linzy's house.

“ Already Up Zy "

“ Thanks for taking Linzy doctor "

“ Equal - same "

Linzy got out of Vernon's car after Vernon drove off.

“ I first "part Vernon.

Linzy started to break into the house after Vernon's car was no longer visible.

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Vernon POVs

Today is an interesting day for me, why ? Because today I met a student who even took my attention. I was surprised by his face showing no good - fine, even when he said he felt better but his face still looked pale. Is he really okay ? Thought not.

What's interesting is even though he was sick but he was going to go home to ride the angkot, alone too, reckless is not it ?

I have a feeling it looks like his condition is far from good at the moment , I became curious and really wanted to check it.

Huff... What a tiring day I better rest my mind for a moment.

The Vernon POV End

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I started to enter the house seen in the living room there is brother Martin.

“ Have you gone home deck ? "

“ I - yes brother "I said while bowing my head.

“ How until this hour ? "

“ I came home last afternoon because there was an exkul , so the afternoon went home until I could not get an angkot "

“ If you can not question why you do not call brother dek , will you be able to pick you up "

“ Zy , don't want to be afraid if you are busy later so disturb brother "

“ Zy , wherever you are adek brother , sister ga feel repotin Zy , if you ask help same sister "

“ But "

“ Zy , horrified sister , if you need help you said directly to sister. Who did you go home with? "

“ Same doctor whose duty in school Linzy "

“ Doctor ? "

“ Yes brother "

“ Luckily someone nganterin until home , try if there is no one earlier , how would it be if quiet , you can just kidnapped Zy , remember Zy you are a woman. Heart - heart "

“ Yes Brother , sorry "

“ Yaudah , shower first there after that break "

After that brother Martin walked away from me.

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I chose to rest in my room after cleaning myself, for some reason I was not eager to join for dinner , today I feel very tired.

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Dinner time has come Andrew, Gladys, and Martin is having dinner together.

“ Martin , do you know where Linzy is ? "

“ Last time after school came home , I told her to take a shower first maybe still in her room"

“ When does he come home ? "

“ Last day when almost evening , earlier he said , he had run out of angkot "

“ Out of Angkot ? "

“ Yes mom "

“ Then , how does he go home ?"

“ He said he was helped by a doctor who was on duty at his school, so yes he was escorted home by the doctor"

Andrew just silently listened to the talk of his wife and child.

“ Even though I have advised him if you need help or something, just contact me directly "

“ How he wants to contact you , if you are just busy with the files and meetings "

Martin was silent.

“ But Martin is working baby "

“ If , he chose the focus of work should he not need to offer such help, when finally he does not have time for him "

“ Mom , I'm not like that "

“ Then ? "

“ Mom please stop , I care about Linzy mom , she's my sister "

“ Where is the evidence that you care about your sister, do you have time for her ?"

Martin is the same with Andrew.

Gladys got out of his place and walked towards the room but before that he paused for a moment and said

“ If you are still busy with your own world, stop paying attention as if you care about others "

After saying that Gladys left the dining room.

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The day had begun the night the cold atmosphere enveloped , Martin was in his room , he had not slept yet it seemed like he was thinking about his mommy words.

“ Has what I've been doing right all this time ? But I really don't mean ignore it. Linzy's my sister and I love her "

Martin only let out a long sigh, he went out of the room to the kitchen about to drink but his attention was diverted to the room of the younger brother, he walked towards his sister's room.

“ Oh the door is unlocked " murmured Martin.

He went into Linzy's room a little surprised because the window was still open while the owner was asleep.

“ Yesampun how can he fall asleep with the window open, even though the weather is cold at this time, where not to wear a blanket anyway "

Martin closed the window of Linzy's room after he walked up to the bed and covered the sister to the chin, then he lay down next to Linzy.

“ Good night dear sister , forgive brother if never have time for you "

Cup...

Martin kissed his sister's forehead fondly, then lay down and immediately closed his eyes, he fell asleep with the younger brother in his arms.

Unbeknownst to them the mother saw them both.

“ Mommy knows you love your brother Martin so much "