Who Am I (Linzy Story )

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Eunghs.... I moaned slowly. Morning has said hello I tried to move my body but why does it feel heavy huh ? When my consciousness had returned I was a little surprised there was Brother Martin beside me, since when ? I don't know.

Right now my position was in his arms involuntarily a smile rose on my face, when was the last time I was hugged by my own brother, considering how busy he was.

To be honest, I really missed our childhood, where I spent a lot of time with Martin.

But now he rarely has time alone with me, so sad.

Because it's a weekend so I'm not in a hurry to get up and enjoy the warm embrace of brother Martin that I haven't felt for a long time.

Immediately I secured my position, my hand outstretched back in his embrace.

“ Don't move much, stay still , like this "he said.

I just kept quiet and stroked his back head.

” Alright I shut up "I said.

“ Smart child "

“ I'm smart "

“ Hmm.. Really ? "

“ Yes of course, because I used to have the best private teacher "I said with a smile.

My sister also smiled hearing that.

“ Only first ? What if now ? " sanyanya.

“ I don't know , he's too busy so we rarely learn together "I reply calmly even if there's a little bit of sadness in my heart.

“ Sorry if sister has no time for you, Linzy "

“ Do you feel lonely ? "

I just nodded my head, I'm not good at lying with Martin's brother, even though I tried hard to cover it up.

“ Once again sister apologizes yes , what if we spend today just two ? "

“ Really ? "

Martin just nodded his head.

“ Then what about daddy ? "

“ Daddy ? "

“ I'm afraid daddy's mad for interrupting your time working "

“ What do you mean , it's a weekend not ? "

“ Eum "

“ Pray first before starting the activity "remember my brother.

I just saluted him.

“ Alright I'll go out and take a shower, you too "

My brother came out of my room.

“ Lord thank you for this beautiful and blessed morning. I'm so happy because I finally got to spend time with my brother. Thank God for granting my prayer "

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After spending time cleaning themselves, now they are getting ready for the weekend roads.

“ Where are you going today I'll grant you "

“ What if we go to the playground , where we played as a child first "

“ Want to get there ? "

“ Eung.."

“ Okay let's go "

We headed to the park on my bike, I hugged my brother. I think I'm really happy. Occasionally enjoying the wind that blows my face.

“ Already , go down "

I get off the bike because it's a weekend so no wonder if the atmosphere of this park is crowded many families who picnic in this park.

“ Brother , Zy want to ride it "I pointed at the swing in the park.

“ Yaudah come on "

We walked towards the swing I sat on the swing and Martin pushed it.

“ Huaaaa.... Slow down - slow down "

“ Well , this is slow lo deck "

“ Will Fall "

“ No , trust same sister "

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After getting tired of playing we are both in line at the ice cream seller in the park.

“ Sir I order 2 ice cream chocolate flavor same vanilla yes "message Martin.

The seller was making their order after a while and their ice cream was ready.

“ New your ice cream , chocolate according to your favorite "

“ Yeay, thank you brother "

They enjoy ice cream while sitting on the lawn.

“ Brother , thank you for taking time for Linzy "

“ Same - same deck , sorry brother if no time for you , from now on brother will try to have time for you deck"

I also feel very happy and unable to hold back my tears.

“ Ututu..... Adek sister is beautiful crying, pity her "

“ Uhh.... Hix.... Sroot..... "

“ Ihh , slovenly deck pretty - gorgeous out snot "sister Martin is teasing me.

“ Ihh... Let's be important I'm still pretty "I said with her pede.

“ Already , ah go home yuk "take brother Martin.

“ Yes "

Finished eating my ice cream and brother rushed home, from here I believe in the term

“happy is simple " indeed very simple, just a walk to the park complex together with brother Martin, I already feel happy.

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Today is Sunday , yes it is still weekend , if yesterday Linzy and Martin spent time together in the park complex , this time they will go to church to worship and not forget their parents.

The atmosphere in the church that day was very crowded, many people who worship there. Linzy was in charge of becoming a choir member for Sunday mass.

He was in front singing the psalm of praise.

Vernon POVs

Today I was worshiping in the church, the atmosphere of this church is very crowded because many worship here. I am diligent in worship because it has been instilled from this small habit. When the psalm of praise was being chanted I felt very calm, because of the melodious voice of the singer on duty. I'm curious I've never heard a sound like this before.

My attention was distracted by a girl chanting the psalm of praise.

“ Linzy "murm.

I really don't know if Linzy's voice is this good and I don't understand if she can sing either.

Hearing her sweet voice made my heart feel calm.

The Vernon POV End

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The Mass is over I feel good to be able to perform my duty well today. Although I only do simple tasks, I am happy to do them.

When I was about to get out of the church my shoulder felt patted by someone.

Puuukis....

I looked at the doctor Vernon behind me.

“ Beautiful voice "he said to me , then he walked ahead of me and went first , I confused him why yes ? What did that mean ? Did he praise my appearance?

“ You see who deck is ? " ask Brother Martin. I'm in shock.

“ Ahh... Brother ngagetin aka "ku sukang.

“ You see who is it from the direction of his view to it continues ? "

“ No , no kok "

“ Seriously ? "

“ Yes seriously sis "

“ Yaudah let's go home "

Brother Martin took my hand we ride a different motorbike from my parents who prefer to ride a car.

If you ask me why I'm not together, it's because my brother chose to separate.

“ Tight grip "said my brother, he pulled my hand to loop around to his stomach , then put forward his motor.

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Tonight I was studying in my room and I somehow felt like I wanted to write.

I want to be a melody...

Which is for everyone

Become a companion every step of the way

Become a decorator of the day - his day

I want to be a rainbow

Which always curves beautifully.....

Smiles of everyone who is happy...

They are beautiful in their faces...

I want to be the sun....

Which always shines brightly....

Who can shine the days of man.....

And warms his heart.....

I hope.....

The time will come....

I'll be a melody

I'll be a rainbow...

And I became the sun....

For all of them...

I close my book and I close my eyes in my heart I pray that my dreams come true.

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School.... Yes school is back tomorrow and I have to go back to school. I'm currently in Maria's cave at school. I want to be alone here, ' Glory didn't come in because I was sick. Haish... Boring once.

“ You are alone ? "

I raised my head to see who was talking to doctor Vernon.

“ What is the doctor doing here ? " tanyaku.

“ I , just look - see , you alone? "

“ I only want to be alone here"

“ Hmmm , why do you join the others ?"

“ Ga "

Vernon was silent for a moment while looking at the sky.

“ Btw , your voice yesterday melodious, are you good at singing "

“ Clever ? I don't think it's just a hobby "

Vernon just smiled as he looked at the sky.

“ Why don't you explore your talents again, Linzy ?"

“ Deepening ? Eh ? I'm just afraid if my daddy doesn't agree "

“ Ga agree ? It's a pity that your voice made me opiate "Vernon said while away from me.

“ Hah , what did he say earlier ? Opium ? Was the doctor joking ?"

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Currently in teaching and learning activities and yes is free class. I was sitting on my bench because Glory didn't go to school today, so I was alone.

Suddenly Aletta and her friends came to me and with a moment of his eel kicked my desk. Cih, who does he think he is ? Just plain as it were.

“ Linzy , later in the afternoon you want to come with us?" ask Aletta.

“ Eum , but this is different , today I did not party and everything , I invited "he explained.

I just nodded and stood up then walked towards Aletta.

“ I want to say thank you very much the same you who already want to invite me to your party , honestly I'm a little flattered by your invitation , but I'm sorry I didn't come because I wasn't interested" I said, whispering to his ears and leaving him behind where he stood.

“ Damn , he thinks he who can refuse my invitation ? " squealed.

I know he still cursed me because I refused his invitation, but I also know he invited me just to humiliate me in public. The world is very cruel to me.

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Vernon POVs

The atmosphere of UKS is currently quiet, thank God, meaning that the children here are in good health besides that I can relax a little more while checking important documents , someone asked who I am ? Of course I'm a doctor but I'm not an ordinary doctor, is anyone still curious ? It will be answered later either time hehe....

This school is quite a complete facility the atmosphere is beautiful quality is also not playing.

I was a little surprised by the sound of the UKS door arriving - it was open because I was curious to see at a glance who opened the door.

Ah that girl... The girl with no smile on her face. What's he doing ? He just lay down, is he sick ?

I was still watching him from behind the wall he let out his breath over and over again looking uncomfortable. What the hell is he thinking?

I saw her pull out a book and a pen like this girl was writing something.

When he was engrossed in his own world for writing I greeted him but he seemed surprised.

“ What are you doing here Linzy ?"

“ Ahh , sorry doctor I was just calming my mind "

“ By ditching like this ?"

“ Ti - no I'm not ditching kok this is just being free class "

“ Although free class but the same is still in class hours, right ? That means you're ditching "

I saw him put on a frowning face like a 5-year-old who didn't get candy, it was so funny but... Ah already.

He still faithfully played his finger while bowing his head. Oh come on, this is actually how old, why looks adorable like children who are afraid of being scolded by their mother.

“ Remember yes , free class does not mean truant Linzy "I firmly.

“ Ba - well doc. The doctor himself does not work ? " tanya innocently.

“ I work "

“ But I don't see you working doctor "

Patience Vernon patience......

“ Today there are no patients, but that doesn't mean I don't work little children "

“ I'm not a child , don't call me little boy uncle "grunts Linzy.

“ I'm not your uncle Linzy "

“ Up "

“ Then what are you doing here ?"

“ I told you to calm my mind "

“ You have a problem? "

Okay, he just shut up.

“I don't want stories with strangers "he said.

Stranger said hey I never saw him close to anyone. Except for the girl who was always with him. He is the one who is in isolation. Vernon just sighed tiredly.

“ Try mingling with another Linzy , it's not as bad as you think "

The girl in front of me just smiled as she swung her legs.

“ Have you ever felt the falsehood of a doctor? " he asked me.

“ Ap - what do you mean ? Someone's falsity ? " let me go back.

“ Yes , falsehood. They're good to you, they're just masks, they hate you, they never even think you exist" he explained.

How could he think like that like an adult.

“ I don't know Linzy , hopefully not "my answer.

Linzy got off her gurney and left the UKS.

I was about to return to my desk, my steps stopped when I saw Linzy's book.

This book .... ?

The Vernon POV End

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I stepped out of the UKS room because I didn't want to be mistaken for ditching by the doctor. I just want to calm myself down from my weird life problems.

But it's my fault also , why also I came out at the time of *** lasted even free class. But ah yes it's a good thing that the doctor did not report it to teacher BK, If until it happens then I'm finished, surely daddy will be angry with me again.

Now I'm confused as to what I should do, it's too monotonous I really am - so bored why didn't Glory enter today.

But briefly.......

Where is my book ? Why didn't I bring it ? I put where it was....

One.....

Two.....

Three.......

Ahhh don't tell me I left it in the UKS, well how is this....

Ahh Linzy why are you so careless, I hope the doctor doesn't realize there's a book in his room.

Vernon POVs

This little book that was almost similar to a diary was lying in a mattress. What is it ? I looked and opened the diary. After I look - look actually this book is more suitable to be called a collection of poems than a diary.

The star....

People say they look at you....

You can grant hope

If it is true

May I ask

A glimmer of hope in you

But....

Before I hope

May I ask

Can I have hope

Give me permission to hope

Only to you

May I expect

A happiness for you

All you bring is for me...

O star of hope Linzy.....

Has he not been happy all this time ? Linzy you always make me wonder Linzy.

I am like a white rose to you.....

Which you never picked up and left idle in the tree...

Let alone to be plucked....

You'd rather focus and be lured to her....

The red rose....

Which makes you proud

Who can meet all your expectations....

And I'm....

Maybe I'll get stuck here until it withers....

Are you living under Linzy's demands ? Guess who did that to you ?

Linzy House.....

I've gone home and have reached home by this time, right in the living room there's a real daddy, yet he doesn't greet me. My heart is sliced to see it until when will daddy ignore me ? I am also his son.

“ You've arrived dear ?"

“ Hmm... It's mom "

“ Yes you have hunted change clothes after that lunch break yes"

I immediately went to go to my room, I can still be grateful even though daddy never noticed me at least my mommy became my angel at this time.

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“ Mas Andrew , I really did not think the same you yes , you consider Linzy as a stranger here. He is your son, your flesh and blood. Until when do you want to ignore him huh" said Gladys emotion.

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Again, I had to listen to the squabble between mommy and daddy. As for when they would be like this, my heart ached when I heard them start fighting because of me.

Lord, if I may please take me now.....

For some reason arrived - suddenly my chest feels tight, my breathing began to be irregular and the air felt thin. My head was dizzy and everything went dark.

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Andrew POVs

Huff..... Again, I had to have a quarrel with my wife. Does this have to happen every day ? Honestly I'm tired if every day I have to argue with my own wife, especially if it's about children. I think I did the right thing.

“ You know I didn't say "

“ Why else Dys , am I wrong ? I'm always wrong in your eyes when it comes to Linzy"

“ Yaudah obviously you are wrong. All this time you've been too different between Martin and Linzy "

“ I don't discriminate - distinguish "

“ If you do not differentiate - distinguish why you have been silent when dealing with Linzy ? Are you mute ? And with Martin? "

I just kept letting my wife talk.

“ Yes, I'm tired of talking to you "

My wife left me in the living room alone. Ahhe... Until when this is over, I'm tired. Uh but isn't Linzy not having lunch yet ? He's been told down by his mommy, but why hasn't he come down yet ?

I went to Linzy's room knocking on the door but there was no word. I repeat, but it's always like that. Then I opened the door slowly I found Linzy lying on the floor.

“ Linzy , why are you sleeping here wake up hey ! "

There is no lawfulness. I pat her cheek there's no telling either.

“ Linzy , wake up son. Why you, baby ? Please don't make daddy worry "

I immediately carried Linzy ala bridal and laid her down on the bed. It looks like he fainted again. I'll call my personal doctor right away.

Has the disease recurred ?

“ Hello , doctor can you come here now ?"

“…......"

“My daughter fainted in her room "

“........ "

“ Alright I wait 15 minutes "

I'm waiting for the arrival of the doctor I called earlier, before my wife came in.

“ Yesampun Linzy you why son ? What happened to Linzy ?"

“ I don't know , it looks like he fainted , you wait for Linzy huh. I wait for the doctor in front of me "

Wife nodded.

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The doctor came to check on Linzy.

“ How is my son?"

“ I've guessed Andrew , it looks like the pain is relapsing. Heart's weakened. Try Linzy not to get tired "

I lost my word - I said.

“ Then how?"

“ Andrew , no need to worry I have prescribed medicine for him. Soon he will realize "

I let out a sigh of relief

“ Well then I say goodbye, you don't get too negligent Andrew, he's your son "

“ Ahh... I understand, well be careful on the road"

Gladys delivered Lucianno's doctor to the front.

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“ Never get sick son, never get discouraged daddy worry just as you love "

I stroked his mane and kissed his forehead fondly.

“ Get well soon my princess. I'm sorry if daddy's been rough with you baby. Daddy's just confused how daddy showed you daddy's affection"