Where My Husband Might Be Cheating

CHAPTER 58

"What do you feel? You've been good here?" Ask gently.

"I'm sorry, I should have accepted our match at that time, so your fate won't be like this." Still looking with a sad look.

"Here, I brought some fruit. You eat yes, but eat here. If you bring it inside, you will not be part." Give me some apples.

"You mean good to me what?" Talk without staring.

"sorry. Had I been wrong to try to reconcile, I also realized at that time I was just benefiting you, once again sorry."

Rendy promised to always come to visit Risah while in the holding cell. But, at this time he also does not have more feelings, only limited to tolerance, because he knows Risah really needs support from others. So that he doesn't feel bad.

"Well, listen. We are the same, we are both bre**sek. Just so, we have to know, we will not always be like that. You can tell me all your complaints about me, just think I'm the only friend you've got." Holding and gently stroking the hands. But quickly he pulled it.

"If you want to eat something again do not hesitate to talk when I look at you, so I will bring it here if there is free time."

"I'm devastated, Ren."

Her tears are dripping.

"I want to go home, I don't want to be here." He hiccups, cries, and looks down. "I want to be with mom."

"Yes, I understand your current position. Don't cry, be ashamed to know the other."

Looking around.

Yes this is the situation or atmosphere in the detention cell canteen area, there are only a few chairs. And Rendy was lucky to be able to sit between one of them. Not much, only a few. The others on the sit down, degree makeshift mats. The faces of the inmates were so overjoyed when relatives came to visit them. Some cry while hugging their children, some are with their husbands.

"You see, they want to go home too. But everything is your responsibility now. I can't give you too much input, because I'm also a despicable human being."

"Can I ask you?"

"Please."

"You're saying, you know where my father is right now, where is he?"

"He's in an area. Why?"

"Can you tell him I'm here now? Can you tell him that my childhood was not as beautiful as other children, so I grew up wild? can we?" With a trembling voice held back her tears from spilling back.

"Please tell him that if I hate him, and if I meet him, I will also have forgotten what his shape and face are now. Please, please tell me, my mother and I are suffering because of it. I barely even recognized myself after his departure. Please, please tell me I hate her at all times."

"He's your father."

"I know, but why did he leave me, my sister, and my mother?"

"Why are you doing the same thing as your father? Trying to make a man with husband status want to leave his wife?"

"More!!"

"Well, all humans have mistakes, me, you, and your father also have mistakes. Don't add to your own thoughts by hating others."

The debate between them happened. Actually his mother Risah was also convinced, if his father did not leave, there was no way Risah would become like this. How close he was to his father, and suddenly had to lose, until this moment he never again met his father, and also his father's family. All that Risah did, because of her deep hatred. So, he thought that life was never fair if he did not seek his own justice, so he did not care about the happiness of others he snatched away, it was clearly wrong. And now, he himself had to endure it all.

"Sorry legit. If you're hard this feels too hard for me to come back swerving. I go home first yes, take care of your health here."

"Ren, wait." Hold Rendy's hand. "I'm sorry, I was wrong. I'm sorry."

"Repair everything from your mind, so as not to become a burden on your life."

Walk away without looking again.

Risah was also unable to hold him back anymore. The situation is very crowded, if he makes a commotion will be given a warning.

He returned to the place where he would live his days for the next 3 years. Here, in a narrow room, which contains 20 people and only with a room area of 3x3 meters.

Risah sat in the corner and cried, re-remembered by her dark past. Which always makes him instill hatred.

Flashback 18 years ago.

"I'll take a story!"

"Don't you ever take the kids, let them all come with me."

"Mom, I want to come with you!" Crying hysterically, seeing the quarrels of his parents that occur every day.

The little girl kept crying.

"Come, son, are you coming with me?" Stretched his hand.

"No, don't worry!!" Pulling Risah away from her husband's reach.

"Let Bian come with you, Risah come with me." Still keeping Risah to go with him.

"Enough mas, I've begged you not to go, now go. But let them come with me, and never come again for anything, and for any reason. Now you go!!"

"Well, if that's your will. I promise you that I won't show up in front of you." Stepping away left the crying little Risah calling her father. At that time, his sister was only a few months old.

"Mom, come back, Risah wants to come with me." His mother kept hugging him.

"Mother, loose!! I hate mom." His mother could only cry.

After her husband had really left, she relaxed her embrace. Risah immediately went and ran, but late, her father was no longer at home. I've gone to bring all her good memories.

Risah's days are getting worse with no father next to her. He also did not want to be invited to speak by his mother, because for him it was his mother who became a barrier when Risah would come with his father.

And when he was also an elementary school student, Risah beat up his classmates just because he had no father, so no one wanted to be friends with him, out of fear.

Risah never once listened to his mother's words, advice or anything. In fact, he also became resentful of his father, for never again came to pick him up.

"Well." Right." Tegur his mother at that time who received the news that his father was married to someone else and had children.

"What else?" Without looking.

"Your father is happy, so you, your sister, also mother, we should be happy."

"Don't mind my life. Just take care of everything as you will." Stepping away leaving her mother.

When his father left, his mother also decided to go home to his parents, namely Risah's grandmother. It is there that they live, grow, and remove the burdens of the past. Little Risah was very heavy to die at his home, because he knew he would no longer be able to meet his father if he had moved. But, if he survives, it is possible that a child of his age is able to live alone. That's what he thought first.

Risah grew up to be a wild child, he rarely even came home after joining his friend to the club. He only remembers the first person to ask him to sleep, namely Rama's ex-girlfriend, his first girlfriend.

Risah thinks that his life is already like this, already. So she thought she would use her beauty to get what she wanted, including Bagas. His face is similar to that of his first ex-girlfriend.

All he did was for his own pleasure. Blinded by hatred. And now, everything he planted even ruined his life.

End flashback.

She screamed hysterically after remembering all her past. It was clearly disturbing to the other occupants, who were in one room with him.

"I hate it, I hate you all!!" He screamed while holding his head with both hands.

"I hate!!" Screaming again.

One of the inmates came and slapped him.

"Hey!! Crazyhead! You can be quiet!!"

"Go!!" Shouts again.

One of the guards came to take a look, as his screams could be heard all the way to the entrance.

"What's this about? Neni what are you doing?" Ask one of the chamber's rulers.

"I just stay here, it's just crazy, suddenly screaming, sometimes crying. Anyway, why the hell is he here, he should have gone to a mental institution." While biting his fingernails.

"I hate!!!" He continued to scream, cry and shake his head.

"She's got water on." Said the warden and left the detention room.

One of them immediately rushed to the bathroom to fetch a bucket of water. Prepare to water Risah.

"Udah flush." One of them is pumping.

byur..

Risah immediately rushed to receive water splashing.

"What the fuck!" His shouting.

"Well, fight! Make another big noise."

"Haw!!"

"Got!!"

"Down!!"

"Let's teach him, let's not be too stupid."

Risah was dragged from her place, and she also received insults from other inmates.

"Even." Lirih.

"Udah is enough, let him." Neni the head of the room. Then he approached Risah.

"Be quiet, don't make a fuss here if you want to be safe and secure." Sounding soft, it seemed like his conscience was rising. Seeing Risah was like seeing her own child. That's what he's thinking right now.

"Already, disperse!" They immediately returned to his position, some slept his feet up the wall, some smoked, some were staring sharply at Risah.

Risah returned pensive, the clothes she was wearing initially wet, now dry on the body. All he no longer cared about, only one, if he died then he would accept.

"Mom, I'm sorry, I miss you." He said softly with pale lips.

Risah closed her eyes, her current condition is very concerning, what else she has just miscarried, should she currently undergo a period of totality recovery. But circumstances forced him to be strong.

...***...

prak..

The sound of the plate falling the second time.

"Why Mpok?"

"The feeling of Mpok is really bad."

Daydreaming, and certainly remembering the current Risah.

"Yes Mpok, look at his son. Twice Mpok dropped the plate."

The atmosphere of the stall is crowded at this time, how about staying, he thought.

"Tomorrow, this is late afternoon, the clock is also limited to the holding cell." He held back tears that almost spilled.

"Yes, tomorrow close the stall Mpok." One of the buyers reminded.

It was a very clear look on the face of the old mother who was worried about her son. Tired already he did not make a taste, just thinking about Risah at this time. The harshness of life in the bui has been heard in the ears of his mother, so that fear always surrounds him.

Every mother, it's the same. No matter how wrong the child, will always forgive, will always be worried. Although Risah has never considered me all this time, but I am sure, Risah my son must love me as a mother. I am sure of that, and not only will I ever forgive my son's mistakes, but also the other mothers in the world. I hope, and very much hope, that after this Risah will change.

Mom saw the stalls were deserted buyers. And the trade is up too. Soon he closed the stall. The quiet back he felt at this time, if his sister Bian Risah was here, it would not be too quiet, he thought.

And about the problem that befell Risah at this time also of course his sister did not know, because during the boarding school should not use the phone. Only if there is a mere need to be able to report, it was through the head of the boarding school directly.

"Mom, is it closed?" One of the buyers came.

"Udah, sorry. It's all over."

"Yes ma'am."

"Tomorrow I'll close to see Risah. And on Sundays if there's no obstacle, I'll see Bian at the boarding school."

Because pesantren are far from the city center, so mothers also have to leave early in the morning.

Back cleaning his stall, sweeping and wiping the stelling, all he did himself.

Seriate..

Hayo, must be on the curious huh? Rama, is Rama the same? Look forward to this complicated story, hehe