Where My Husband Might Be Cheating

CHAPTER 31

Diana.

I feel an aura of comfort in this village, I also feel at home here. I don't know maybe because of the peaceful atmosphere, the neighbors are also friendly. They didn't ask me why I moved here so far.

It doesn't feel right, I've been here three weeks. Alhamdulillah Alif also finally feel at home and have a playmate, the next door neighbor's child. I just don't like the father of the child, like it's often tempting if there's no wife.

I am angry, and hate. I hate men like that the most. Just like my husband, I don't know how he's doing right now. Maybe they're married. I also still hang my family status.

Let me do this first.

This morning I ventured to Testpack. It turned out to be true the result was positive, and the line was clear as well. I just pray and hope I do not crave anything, including to always want to be close to his father.

In the future I will pray and continue to pray. It's not about predestining another man in my life, it never occurred to me either. Just to strengthen me and my children later.

Diana end's.

...***...

"Where's witness? Right?"

"AH!!!" Answer some families who witnessed ijab qobul marriage.

Today is the day Bagas and Risah get married. But only attended by a few nuclear families from Risah. If Bagas, don't ask. Even the flies in his house are also reluctant to come.

He was married to Risah only religious marriage status, no legal letter from the state. Because Bagas is still the legal husband status of Diana.

There was no face of a sincere smile emanating from this pair of brides. Especially Bagas.

His face emitted a cold aura, like there was cement on his face, stiff. Even smiling is difficult. There was never a sincere word in him or his heart when he married Risah today.

Arrive in the bridal room.

"Mass? We eat after we change clothes, right? I've cooked a lot, even if no guests come."

"I am not*****, after your family comes home I will also go home."

"Why?"

"Isn't that our deal?"

Risah looked silent. Down feels sad maybe.

Yes, I do approve of that. But why does it hurt now, it hurts so much.

"Okay, but tomorrow we're here, right?"

"For what?"

"We're going to the office together."

"No, I'm ashamed."

"It's up to you."

Bagas went out of the room. Taking clothes in the bag that he lived in the living room of Risah's house. He returned to his room, when he came in it turned out that Risah was changing his clothes, and was only wearing ********* with bra.

"Mas."

Bagas did not answer, not even caring. He also intends to change his clothes, when he just opened some buttons on his shirt. Risah approached with the condition of his body that was still like that when Bagas entered.

Bagas indifferently, ignoring Risah.

"Mas, why is it that when we are halal you don't want to? And why did you want to, even you started."

"The sensation's different!"

Bagas also expressed his intention to undress, then he walked out of the room again leaving Risah.

Damn, damn!!!

When he came out, it was seen that the Risah family who was present had gone home. Bagas immediately took his car keys and walked out of the house, he intended to go straight home.

"Where are you going?"

Tegur her mother-in-law.

"Go home Mom, sorry."

Without looking again he immediately rushed his way out of the house.

Risah's mother was sad and shed her tears.

O Allah, that evil is the son of a servant. Until her husband does not want to get close to her either.

...***...

In the car Bagas just kept hitting the steering wheel.

"Arrghh... fucked up all fucked up!!! My house is fucked! I don't know why I'm so sure that Risah's son isn't my son."

She recalled Diana, remembering her sweet smile. True love.

Bagas realized that he was a fool. The dumbest man is the one who leaves the most comfortable place, only for the sake of pleasure.

When Bagas got home, he rushed to Anton. This time he needed his help.

"Hallo mas."

"(Yes, what's wrong?)"

"Mas, I just got married. But I, I'm sure that boy is not my son. But how mas, I can't wait until the child is born, it feels like it will be so long. Please help me, I promise you I've really changed. If this is the case, for work I have not focused mas."

"(Wait a few months)."

"(Yes, you wait. How's the ending)."

Tutt's..

The phone connection was turned off unilaterally by Anton.

"Armghh!!!"

Bagas again cried out in frustration, smashing all the objects nearby. Until his hand was bruised he did not feel. He cried, it was like he had lost half of his life.

Ms. Salmah who heard the screams of people from inside the house Bagas felt panicked. And he intended to see what was going on, but he did not dare to be alone. Finally she invited her husband to look into Bagas' house.

When Ms. Salmah got to the doorway, she was shocked to see Bagas sitting down and bleeding his nose.

Apparently from earlier Bagas also threw his head into the wall. He cried but this time did not make a sound, until he saw Miss Salmah come too he remained silent, as empty view.

"Yes Allah. Bagas!! Why are you, why are your things falling apart like this gas? What's up?"

Bu Salmah's husband helped her stand up and broke her down to sit on the sofa. While Ms. Salmah walked to the back looking for the medicine box.

After a few minutes Bu Salmah returned, carrying p3k equipment. And also warm water and cloth that he brought using a medium bowl.

"Now you're saying, what's the gas?"

Say Mrs Salmah softly.

The silent bagas did not answer there was only a drop of tears falling. Ms. Salmah did not return to asking questions, only doing the treatment she could, with a makeshift home appliance.

"Well, you've rested in your room. Let me clean up your stuff. Yes next time if again emotions do not all on the slam, son, will buy it with money."

Grunt and stand up to clean up the items scattered on the floor.

"Mom."

Finally Bagas made his voice.

Salmah and her husband looked over.

"Yes, what's the gas?"

Bagas stared straight ahead, all he looked at was the wall. But it felt like all he was looking at was a vacuum.

"I miss my wife and daughter, Mom."

Ms. Salmah was startled, and went back towards Bagas. Bagas intends to continue his story.

"They've left me, ma'am. Because of my mistake that might not be forgiven."

"Is this about the woman who came here a few weeks ago?"

Ms Salmah's husband appeared to round her eyes dislike the question she was asking. It is so nature, he does not like his wife to interfere with other people's households, anyway let Bagas alone tell his own story without being asked, so he meant.

Bagas also replied with just a nod. And again she shed her tears, which are now back to falling. Yes, because if you remember that day it feels chaotic, the day when his mood is bright by hearing that his wife is pregnant, but it only lasts a few hours, then it changes with a tense atmosphere, and then changes with a tense atmosphere, and until now the happy atmosphere is no longer there, maybe not even going back.

Bagas tried to calm his heart, making peace for now. Because it was his fault. He took a slow breath. Then tell everything with this old man in front of him.

When she continued to explain that Bu Salmah's husband was standing up, the reflexes of them both were looking at this man.

He just took a breath and threw it away violently.

"Get a wise decision after this."

He said and passed away leaving Bu Salmah who was still in the house of Bagas.

I hate guys like that. Because I'm a man myself but not like him.

"Gas, you take a break. I want to go home first, if there's anything you call me, it's nothing. Don't hesitate, if you want a story, then a story."

"Okay, ma'am, thank you, ma'am."

Now he's back alone again. Looking forward to what his fate will be like.

...***...

"Hallo brother?"

"(Yes na, what's wrong?"

"Sister, Ana Uda testedpack this morning, and the results were positive."

"(really? Wah Alhamdulillah's. Yes, you are strong, do not burden your mind anymore. Tomorrow, I'll be there, what do you want to bring?)"

"What a hell, no, sister. May this pregnancy my son not trouble his mother."

"(Well, if so, eh. I got married this morning."

"Oh yes brother. It's good, so that kid won't be a bastard."

"(Sorry baby, there is no meaning of brother for you sad, but anyway brother should also give news to you, because the brother knew from the Anton mas, want to tell you, but anyway, uh it turns out you're a nelfon)."

"Yes yes, sister, yes Ana closed the phone. Assalamualaikum."

Oh God, it hurts my chest to listen to it, it feels tight. Breathing is very difficult. I felt like I had completely lost hope of keeping my household back. Is this a start for me, to be a real single mother?

Diana squashed, her body like it was boneless. He sat down and let out his tears without a sound.

"Mother, mother why?"

Seriate...