
Diana stood up and tidied all her clothes into her large suitcase. He doesn't even care what happens outside and what decisions they make.
This time I'm going.
Before long the sound of her son calling from outside the room. Diana opened the door and saw Alif standing in front of her. She cried and hugged her son tightly.
"Mother why cry? There's a guest dad in front of the mother, mom's not out?"
"Dear, Alif denger mommy yes son. Alif want to come with mom or dad?"
Bending and staring at his son, while occasionally wiping away the tears that continued to fall without he could bear.
"Alif come with mom."
And Alif also cried, I don't know maybe he also knew the feelings of his parents who were in a rage.
"Std. A good boy can't cry. We are leaving now, baby."
"Where are we going, mother?"
"Udah Alif wait here, mother clean Alif's clothes first."
Alif stood waiting for Diana to pick up Alif's clothes, but not everything she had brought. He looked around the room with a very sad look because his eyes were very painful.
I don't know if I'm going to be able to see and sleep in this room again or not, I don't even know when I should feel this pain.
Her tears kept falling. Then he went out with Alif, not forgetting to take the car keys that Anton gave him.
Diana walked out of the house, and saw those outside talking.
They were astonished to see Diana out already carrying a large-sized suitcase, especially Bagas. He could not even hide his shocked reaction.
Diana paused for a moment as she passed by the people who made her life chaotic.
"I'm sorry, you guys live better after this. Let Alif come with me."
"Where are you going? The alif? Alif wants to leave me son."
Risah and her parents just bowed feeling very guilty. But for Risah only guilt, not regret. Because after this is the winner, he thought so.
"Bagcases. Please let me go get Alif. And for you the destroyer of the happiness of others! If it is true that it is the result of your adultery, I pray that the innocent child will be saved and live in peace. But if it turns out to be someone else's child, then I pray for the rest of your life there will never be a happy word. Excuse me, and never look for me before God gives us the destiny to meet again, under any circumstances."
Diana spoke without turning her head, only staring towards the front with her face in the wind. He walked back with Alif and got out to pick up the car in the garage.
"Diana!! Stop!!"
Shouted Bagas.
When she was about to walk prevent Diana Risah's mother from holding her back.
"Son, let him go. After this then follow him, because if prevented now also free. There's only your quarrel."
Bagas snorted at the words of his mother Risah.
Damn it, all because you're restless!! Because you.
Diana stopped her car as she was about to get off the highway. He saw Ms. Salmah coming home from shopping. He came down and meant to be ready.
Ms. Salmah was shocked to see Diana's pale face and her puffy eyes from crying too much. He went down and hugged Salmah.
"Na? Why are you son?"
"Mom, Diana said yes. Thanks so far have often helped Ana, have wanted to hear Ana's curhatan, Ana pamit ya ma'am."
"What's wrong? Talk to Mom, don't be like this."
"Ana Uda can't help Mom. Take care of yourself, take care of your health. Someday I'll know why Diana left. Because our house is only a meter away. Ana's sure I'll hear."
"What was that woman?"
Ms. Salmah seemed hesitant to say it. And Diana nodded because she knew where to ask Miss Salmah.
"So where are you going?"
Ask worried.
"For now Diana is going to sister's house. I don't want him to know, too. But next Diana will go who Bagas can't see Ana."
Salmah hugged Diana again. And she also shed her tears.
Kasian you son. This is how the pain when there are no parents, do not know where we will complain and go home when it is not able to face the complexity of the household. His inner.
"Go, son, go to calm your heart. One message from Mom and remember well. Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow or someday, when your heart is ready. At least listen to a little explanation from Bagas."
"Yes, thank you."
"Yes, both boys. Where's alif?"
"There's in the car, ma'am."
Diana walked out of her home. Before that he had time to look towards the house that either until when he would leave or maybe he would not come back here.
Diana tried to calm herself down, because she was driving. It could be dangerous if his mind is in a state of turmoil.
Cars continue to run through hundreds of vehicles on the highway. Heading to his brother's house to complain about the burden that he had been damning, even worse than that.
Arriving in front of the gate Diana honked ceaselessly, making the owner of the house in a fog.
"Who the hell is mas, try to open the whole thing that sounds horn."
Anton walked forward to open the gate. He shook his head after seeing who had come.
Diana parked her car and went down with Alif. Regardless of Anton staring at him in surprise. Diana opened the back seat and lowered her large suitcase, inviting Anton to come and approach her.
"Na? Why?"
Diana did not reply just turning her head and occasionally wiped away the tears that had fallen back out of control.
Not so if the person who is sad, if only asked has invited his sadness back without having to explain.
Anton took Alif and carried him. And he let Diana walk first into his house.
"Assalamualaikum sis."
Lirih.
"Walaikumsalam na, you dat.."
His words stopped when he saw his sister shed tears and dragged her large suitcase.
"Na why?"
Mita walked over and hugged her sister. Diana's cry broke out again just like at home earlier. He was hiccuping and could not say clearly yet.
"Sit down, brother get me a drink."
Mita returned with a glass of water for Diana. This time they sat on the sofa.
"Say if you're calm."
Anton said firmly.
Diana took a slow breath, feeling her nose wrenched.
Anton and Mita who heard also felt extreme pain, because he felt his sister had been betrayed all out.
The limp Mita heard it from her own sister's mouth and leaned her body in the back of her Sofanya chair.
"Alif play there son, there's a toy that take ya."
Anton said, he deliberately distanced Alif to address this problem.
"What is your decision?"
Anton to the point. While Mita was silent, she could not speak anymore.
"Mas, Ana will go far out of Bagas' reach. If Ana is still here sooner or later she will come here, honestly at this time Ana is not ready to hear anything and any explanation from him. Because Ana knows the end remains the same, she will marry Risah as a sense of responsibility. And Ana hasn't demanded a divorce either, because, because Ana is pregnant right now."
He looked down at the end of the word.
"What??? You pregnant?"
Anton shocked.
"Actually I haven't checked, but Ana's a week late."
"Do you know this?"
"Tau mas, did Ana explain that he today asked permission not to go to the office because he wanted to accompany Ana check."
"Yes kirain mas will check because you are sick, or malnourished since the diet."
"Mas ah, be serious this time."
Diana slightly pulled the corner of her lips smiling with a dime joke from her sister-in-law.
"So where are you going?"
"Ana can't tell you, essentially every time Ana will keep telling you."
"Then Alif?"
"Alif come with Ana mas."
"You don't work, how do you want to spend your daily life?"
This time mita made a sound.
"Ana still has savings kok kak, anyways Ana will also live in the village area and away from the city so it does not have to take a big cost."
"Na, any money will run out, let alone no income every day. You sure?"
Mita doubts her sister's decision.
"Udah don't worry. I'll send money to you and Alif."
Anton finally gave his suggestion.
"No, it's enough for Ana to bother you."
"Receive na, it should be us who are bothered in this case, is not only us who you have na?"
Ana was silent for quite a while, digesting her brother's sentence. And what his brother said this time was true.
"All right, sir."
Anton and Mita smiled.
"But please be with you. Don't hide about where you're going to live. Because it could even harm you, didn't you say you were pregnant right now, even if it wasn't certain?"
God, they're all I have right now. Their love is very sincere to me and my son. May the decision I make this time be right, God. Diana.
"Yes mas, then tomorrow mas same brother Mita can come between Ana right?"
They also nodded.
And tonight he with Alif will stay at his brother's house first, the next morning will then leave before Bagas first pick him up here. Because it is impossible for Bagas to have any other purpose, other than to his brother-in-law's house.
...***...
At night when going to sleep Diana remembered her HP which she had previously deactivated. He got out of bed and walked to open his bag.
He re-activated HP, and there are a lot of incoming notifications in the form of messages or calls, of course this from Bagas.
Messages that repeatedly question its existence, do not forget there is also an apology. And then the same message he kept sending.
Diana read and cried again, her tears still falling. He deactivated his HP again and then walked back to bed.
It feels to be closed at this time is very difficult, not usually after fatigue crying will make people can sleep quickly, but why can't I. O Allah, if it is true that I am pregnant at this time, then it should be us wherever we are, and make my son, a strong child in any case.
Diana tried to read a short surah before going to bed, and slowly her eyes began to close and fall asleep with her son who first slept.
In the early evening, Diana woke up with irregular breathing and gasps.
I dreamt of meeting my mother, but why is it such a nightmare? I should have been happy that my parents visited me.
In Diana's dream.
I was sitting pensively at the dinner table, with a potluck meal at the dinner table. But why am I alone and where is everyone? And my life also felt empty.
Before long I heard the sound of people walking towards me. I looked at my mother with a banana in her hand. I asked but he didn't answer just showing his own face.
I know this very well, I know if he's like this he's got a problem. I asked back
"Mom why?"
But he didn't answer and just sat quietly staring at me. Then she shed her tears, I got more confused. Then I was in a house I didn't recognize, my son wasn't with me either.
I was astonished by this situation, but ah already maybe the others came out.
I ate the dish cooked by my mother, after I finished eating my mother stood up and walked to the door to the outside of the house. I followed him and I saw outside the house there was a very big light, I called my mother as hard as I could but it seemed to be a waste of my voice barely even coming out.
I walked slowly closer to my mother away with the light, she waved like she was calling me to come with her, and she stretched out her arms as if she was going to hold me.
I couldn't go too far anymore because the light was so blinding to my eyes, I focused my eyes again.
I looked and this time I heard my mother talk, "ayo na come with me" That's all I heard and she came back crying and waving her hands.
I just stood there, before long the light disappeared with my mother. I was sitting limp as if I had lost all my energy, to rely on the feeling of not being strong, I was crying so much. But this time it made no sound, only tears continued to fall.
What I don't know, I cried sadly for some reason, and here I came to realize that my mother had died long enough. I tried Istighfar and regained consciousness in the real world.
Dream end.
What does my dream mean, you want me to go with him? Because he knows the sadness that I am currently experiencing. God, even after he died, could still feel the sadness I felt. Then said the old man first if if we want to be invited by the dead person in a dream, it is the same we will also catch up with him. O God, strengthen my heart now.
Diana continued to lie staring at the ceiling of the room. With thousands of prayers he said for the good of his life in the future.
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