When That Taste Is Present
EPISODE 73
Chayra was very shocked after hitting someone with a fairly sturdy body. The man he hit was no less shocked than Chayra.
"Chayras? Excuse me.. Excuse me.. You okay - what?" the man asked who was Rama.
"I'm the one who should be apologizing, Rama. Because I hit you, sorry?" chayra said because she felt bad.
"Yes, it's okay. Just relax, Chayra. Oya, but just now why are you hunting and like a panic like that?" rama asked with his face.
"eeee... That, I thought that came bad people or robbers because you entered did not say hello. Therefore, I immediately ran away to enter the room." explained Chayra. And Rama laughed.
"Oh.. Yes sorry - sorry, I also forgot that you were at home. Usually at this time there is no one, sister Hilma and her husband usually come home in the afternoon or evening. That's why I entered without greeting." explained Rama who interspersed with his little laugh. Chayra only smiled faintly at the man's explanation.
Then Rama went into his room. And Chayra sat back there. A few minutes later, Rama came out of his room with a change of clothes. Rama approached Chayra and sat in the chair in front of the woman.
"Have you had breakfast, Chay?" ask Rama. Seeing Rama's arrival and sitting near her, Chayra becomes awkward. How not? Chayra's current position has gone awry. He was in the house with a man who was not his muhrim. Even though he knew Rama was a good man and could not do anything about him but still Chayra felt unworthy together - two with the man who had stopped in his heart long ago, long before Dafri came to propose to her.
"It is Rama" Chayra answered briefly. Chayra then shifted her gaze by looking at the television screen without intending to start another conversation with Rama. Chayra better be quiet and hope Rama soon go from his place because he feels cheated.
"Chayra," however, Chayra's hope was dashed when it arrived - Rama again called Chayra, so inevitably made Chayra turn back to the man.
"Yes, Rama. Why?" sahut Chayra's.
"I'm sorry, Chayra. Because I didn't mean to interfere with your household matters. But I just want to give you advice. Yes thank goodness - thank God you want to accept this advice from me" said Rama who re-opened the conversation.
"What advice is Rama?" Chayra asked curiously.
"I think it would be nice to tell your husband where you are right now. It's not good that you leave the house without giving word, Chayra. Because after all your status is still the legal wife of your husband. Yes I know even though your husband had said that he did not want to see you again, but what I caught was just an overflow of emotions. Not from his heart." said Rama with his view can not be separated from Chayra.
"Again, I also do not want to be a scapegoat for the dispute between the two of you. What I caught from your story to Brother Hilma yesterday, where it was as if you made me as a tool to make your husband misunderstand and finally leave you. Is that really Cahyra?" rama continued by asking. Chayra was silent for a moment, in his heart he confirmed also what Rama said. Chayrapun actually feels bad to have to involve Rama in this problem.
"Rama, actually I never intend to involve you in my problems. At that time, my mind was again confused and did not know how else to make my husband let me go. And it just so happened that he saw you drive me home, and that's where the sudden idea came from. In the midst of that confusion, I made the story seem - if.." Chayra paused for a moment, as if unable to continue her sentence. Bad taste and shame really possessed him at this time. So that makes Chayra as if unable to lift his face and see Rama who is still waiting for the continuation of the speech of the Chayra.
"Yes.. I can understand Chayra" said Rama who finally made Chayra can breathe a little relief. So that way, he did not need to continue his words back.
"Except if...You really still have a taste for me, that's another story again." continued Rama with a sweet smile had grown there. Chayra could only fall silent by swallowing her saliva which tasted very bitter.
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From that moment Clarissa noticed Dafri sleeping restlessly on the sofa there, his eyes were closed but his mouth looked comatose - weit like saying something. So, out of curiosity Clarissa got out of her bed and walked over to Dafri.
After being beside Dafri, Clarissa squatted down and brought her face closer to Dafri's face. Clarissa wanted to hear what came out of the man's mouth.
"Chayras.. Chayras.. Don't go, don't leave me Chayra.."
Clarissa's eyes immediately widened in shock at the words that came out of her husband's mouth.
"I love you so much, Chayra." - Dafri continued, deliriously calling out the name Chayra. And Clarissa who could not bear to hear it all, then went and came back to her bed.
Clarissa was upset, angry and hurt to hear Dafri who had not forgotten Chayra. Although it looks from outside Dafri can act as if he no longer remembers Chayra, but it turns out there is still Chayra. He must be dreaming about Chayra right now.
But, even so.. As much as possible Clarissa tried to dampen the anger that began to peak in her chest at this time. Clarissa touched her already pounding chest - pounding loudly, she tried to calm down by taking a deep breath many times and then exhaling it slowly - the ground.
After that, Clarissa took the drink on the table and drank it until it ran out. Clarissa was determined to no longer follow excessive anger like yesterday. Because if reduced, it will make the mental more disturbed and difficult to recover. Undeniably, Clarissa wants to recover and recover from this mental disorder. What the doctor and his mother said was bad, because that was before it was too late, Clarissa had to do something so as not to fall and be destroyed by the mental disorder.
Clarissa again saw Dafri who had stopped delirious, She looked at the face of the man she loved so much. But, unfortunately.. Clarissa's love clapped one hand. Clarissa could no longer have Dafri's whole heart. Dafri's heart was only attached to Chayra...
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SERIATE...
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