What's my fault, Mother-in-law?

What's my fault, Mother-in-law? Chapter 4

It turns out that dying is not that easy..

When I have truly gone to God, and I intend to fall down from the balcony to end my suffering life.

Life's like coming out of the lion's den, but back into the wolf's cage. Equally, equally make me tormented birth and bathin.

Suddenly I felt someone grabbing and holding my hand tightly, then pulling it with all my might until I fell back on the balcony porch just above the guy's body.

I opened my eyes, and my smile grew when I knew the person who had saved me was Rega, my husband who I had started to love since he had expressed his feelings for me.

"False, Mas. I believe in him, "I said to him with a happy hue.

Because I thought that he saved me because he was aware of what I said to him and he believed in me.

I also had a slight hope of happiness when Rega suddenly caught my hand and helped me with a panicked look on his face. Like a person who is very afraid of losing the most loved one.

For a moment I was happy, I hoped for him. Wishing for him to be my protector from those who have been evil to me.

But apparently not, I was wrong.Rega saved me just for not wanting his house to be stained by my blood.

"If you want to die, on the road or on the railway there! Not in my house. There will be thought I killed you, "rega said loudly and his face looked fierce.

Rega's words really broke my heart. My hope is gone. You can imagine that, what if the husband you love speaks like that to you?

What exactly made him hate me, babakan within a few hours I turned into a stranger for him.

"Kill me if that's what you want, Mom!" seruku hit the chest that feels tight.

Rega grunting. Not taking my word.

" I'm sincere.." Countless tears spilled from my two eyeballs, weeping over the harsh reality of my life.

"Curtain! " Raga was just sad to see me battering with tears.

Although I did not want to cry, but this fact made my tears fall continuously and continue without me asking.

"But I will never admit to a deed that I never did" I said with tears in my eyes.

"Where there are people who cheat is ngaku, if there means a fool really tuh people, "Riga has stood and ruffled waist. I was still under his feet.

Still reflected in my memory of her sweet treatment of me in the early days of our marriage. Although he was classified as a stiff person, but never the slightest Rega said harshly to me.

He always treated people well, even though he had just known me, he did not even know my origins. He wants to accept me for who I am. That's what made me so happy and willing when he asked me to be his wife.

But what was the reality now, just because of a slander he turned into an abusive person. I've never even seen his attitude like this before.

"What do I do to make you believe in me, Mom? " i cried while wiping my tears so that my view was a little clearer.

"Nothing! " answers answered.

"The photos are all fabricated, Mas, "I said with a whim.

"No, it's really just a trick, it's a lie!" I said I was still trying to explain.

"I'm not blind, Angita! I know what's real and what's setting. And the photos are real, "Rega's voice is getting louder, until my voice shrinks it made.

It seemed like he was really wrathful at the moment.

"But I even fainted last night, and when I woke up, I saw you coming home. I'm happy, but you threw the pictures at me right away, "I stick to my point, I try to speak as is even though I know everything will just be in vain.

"Fainting from exhaustion to make love to the man you mean? " rega said to demean me.

I nodded and looked up to see his face. There was sadness, disappointment and deep wounds from the reddened look in his eyes.

I am the same, even more broken. When I was no longer trusted by my own husband, the person I considered my protector, now also ignored me.

"I love you, Mas. I can't betray you" I said, muttering.

My throat was dry and painful, especially my whole body which was already very weak because since morning it had not filled anything and had even received torture from my mother-in-law.

"I love you, Mom. You don't think this is the same as me. I am sick. "my words whimper and grope.

But instead of caring, Rega just passed by and went into the room.

From the balcony of another room that I knew was the balcony of Raka's room, I caught two shadows of people. My mother-in-law smiled with satisfaction at seeing Rega getting angry at me.

While his favorite son looked at me with a hungry look, a very scary look for me.

I fix the sleeping dress that is attached to my body, the dress I wear has sagged to and fro. A light red thin dress, with a mini model and very bright.

As I recall, I didn't wear these clothes before. I didn't even know I had a dress like this. Looks very sexy and naughty, it's worth Raka wiping her saliva since earlier. Rega looked at me with disgust.

Because I already look like the******* who just presented her body.

"Your brain, it's delicious to be hated by Rega, "I heard vaguely Mama Siska's words.

Is he the one who slandered me?

Wh why? Why is he so brave to me?

I remembered the photos, in the photo the man lying next to me did not see his face. But his body, his posture was like a stranger.

"What is Raka's man?" ask me to myself.

I stood up with a stagger, my body feeling weak powerless. I held on to the wall to get into the room.

I took photos that were still on the floor. The photo that Rega had thrown at me. Very much. There are all kinds of poses there.

I shut my mouth when I saw one of the photos, there was me and the man was having sex. It's worth mentioning Rega as cheap, and ja-lang.

My life is worse now than in prison. After Rega pulled me over and saved me earlier, I escaped the suicide attempt.