What's my fault, Mother-in-law?

What's my fault, Mother-in-law?
What's my fault, Mother-in-law? Chapter 21



I felt like I had gained a new glimmer of hope when the doctor saw and treated all my wounds. Even the doctor named Hera also blatantly said that if he suspected my husband, something I had not expected before.


But how could there be no look of offense on Rega's face?


What was on his mind at the time the doctor said if he suspected it was him who was torturing me and causing severe injuries all over my body.


Rega looked daydreaming and contemplating, I don't know what he had been thinking since. While a word he has not yet said to me, even though it is just giving a speech to mourn the death of my future baby.


"Aakh." I groaned when I wanted to wake up, I suddenly felt my bladder full. I wanted to go to the bathroom, but my body really hurt all for me to move.


"Don't move, Mom. Where are you going? " ask the nurse when she sees me trying to wake up from my bed.


"I'm going to the bathroom, Sus. To pee, "I said in a very slow voice, even more like a mutter.


The nurse smiled gently at me. A smile that I rarely see all this time other than my mother's smile. So tragic is my life, so that just a smile is very rarely accepted.


Ever since my father died, and my mother remarried to the evil man, I never again felt the name happiness, pleasure, joy. My days were filled with insults, mockery, and rough cities, and I often even got slaps from my stepfather when I tried to fight him when he hurt my mother.


The first time I felt happiness again since the death of my biological father, which was when I knew Mas Ridwan. He is a very nice and smiling man. A smile that always gives shade to me when my mother rarely smiles sincerely because of the inner pressure she always gets from her evil husband.


"Mas Ridwan will be quick to propose to you, brother. And we will build a happy household together" said Mas Ridwan at that time make me flowery.


Until I thought that I would escape the violence of my stepfather and would soon find happiness in my life.


It turns out that my happiness is only temporary, even just a blink of an eye. My happy world collapsed again when suddenly Mas Ridwan groaned in pain and breathed his last.


He left me alone in this mortal world, and instead stripped me of the widow's label. Lebel who has always been the material of my mother-in-law's current teasing. Though despite my status as a widow, I have not been touched at all.


It was Rega who first touched my body, touched my heart and soul. I was made to feel in love with her. By her kindness that did not look me one eye, although clearly she knew my status was the ex-wife of people, even if only in a matter of hours.


Rega knows if it is a poor person, maybe even more like a rascal or a tramp because indeed I have nothing at all. Because I was kicked out of my mother's house by my stepfather without any supplies.


But Rega, who is the CEO of a well-known company, has assets everywhere and is respected by everyone, wants to accept me as his life partner, even he does not feel disgusted when he touches me.


"Man is all the same in the eyes of God, only his kindness and sincerity distinguish. As for the treasures of the world, they are all but a deposit that God can take at any time if He wills. "


That's how Mas Rega always said in my memory, and made me believe that he was a good man and a perfect husband. Obviously because he also had a very good father like Papa Refan.


But why just because of a mere slander created by mama Siska, Tega could just get angry and turn to hate me.


Until I no longer have the spirit of life, but to die I am not allowed. Even God gave me so many spare lives, that I could survive even though my mother-in-law tortured me all the time.


"You are not allowed to get out of bed, Ms. Anggita, "


"Because there is not only a wound on the outer skin of the Mother, but the hands of the Mother Anggita also suffered a fracture in the elbow, and the legs also suffered a fracture, "


"What-what, Sus? " many of you don't believe.


It's only fitting that I couldn't move at all, and when I tried it it was excruciating because it hurt so much. Apparently due to the lash of Raka's belt from my mother-in-law it caused my arm to break. I just remembered yesterday that I had raised my hand to protect myself, I never thought it would be this bad.


Indeed, I also realized last night that my mother-in-law's energy was more than usual. He also very fiercely tortured me like a man of loyalty.


But why did my leg crack? Is Mama Siska still torturing me when I'm unconscious?


"If Ms. Anggita wants to urinate, we have installed a catheter on your vital device, so you don't need to go to the bathroom. Likewise if you want to defecate, I've put diapers on so you can just take them out there, " obviously Sister Dina made me gape.


"What..? " my mind is screaming.


I never imagined I'd be treated like this paralyzed man before. But what can make it all happen, if I may ask better I just die so as not to trouble many more people like this.


"Especially the situation of Ibu Anggita who has just done curette surgery to clean the mother's womb after miscarriage, so it will require more time for recovery. Please comply to get better soon, ma'am.. "


"Alright, Sus. Thank you very much for your help, and I'm sorry that it's been a lot of trouble," I said, who was still weak.


"You need not hesitate, it has become my duty as your sister. Excuse me for taking care of this first, "sister Dina replied, continued by saying goodbye, he pointed to a pile of bandages and also my clothes that had been filled with blood.


"Well, Sus, "it's still the only word I can say.


After the death of doctor Hera and sister Dina, Rega looked at you with a gaze that I could not understand. But no longer a look of disgust like when he got my photos that happened just a fabrication it.


The look in his eyes that seemed to radiate a yearning, guilt, and implied many question marks. That's what I read, but I don't know if my guess is right or wrong, because until this moment, Rega is still reluctant to open his voice to me.


"Good day, Miss Anggita. How are you doing right now? " the gaze between me and Rega was cut off by Robin's greeting.


The man came with a basket of fresh-looking fruit parcels. Just looking at it made me swallow, but how could I eat it?


As if understanding my wanted gaze on the fruits he brought, Robin also took the initiative to peel it for me. But Deheman's voice made him undo his intentions.


"Ecchem ... "


"O ow's.. "