WHAT LESS!

STORY 47

I did not expect my vacation to Bandung this time was really special. Bian's arrival made my life instantly change. With Bian I'm starting to realize something. A taste that I've been craving myself all along. 

And right now I'm starting to doubt my feelings for Brother Dio. With him I was happy, but it was different, not like when I was with Bian. 

With Bian I really feel like myself. What I feel is a pure feeling of love. For now I want to be selfish, feel the same happiness Bian. I'm cheating, and I don't know how our relationship will go. 

"I go first, yes" I say goodbye to the kids. 

"Nikmatin Ray favors" Syahnaz quipped. 

"Nitip Raya yes sir, hold her hand a little crooked again," seduced Dian. 

I pointed my fist at Shahnaz and Dian, my two best friends laughed, making me more and more misbehaved. Kulirik Bian who walks leisurely beside me. 

"Why Ra? I'm a handsome one, right?" bian asked without seeing me. 

I'm a manyun, "What the hell, narcissistic terribly." I protested Bian's remarks. But I do admit that he looks even more handsome today. 

Bian only wears jeans, a sweater and a hat. His tall posture adds to the attractiveness of the man. I looked down with a faint smile. 

Bian asked to get into the car, he opened the door, after which he entered through another door. 

"Where are we going?" manya curious. 

"I'm taking you to KUA, won't I?" seductive Bian with a crisp smile. 

I'm a manyun, but I smile to myself. I finally decided to look out the window. I felt Bian's hand outstretched through my hair. I looked up and smiled at him. 

"I don't know the area here, we're covering a place I've never come to papa?" ask Bian. 

"Yes,"

"Do you have a place you want to visit?" bian asked while tapping the screen in front, looking for a location.

"Nothing, I follow you" I said. 

Along the way Bian told me a lot about himself. I'm the same, but more of us are joking. The bian from the outside does look firm and stiff, but if the two gini he is warmer, silly, ignorant, and spoiled. 

Bian took me to Nimo Highland, this place is a tea plantation on which was built a U-shaped bridge.

"Beautiful?" rangga asked as we walked on the bridge. 

"Yes," 

"But still can not defeat the beauty of your face," seduced Bian by looking at me ignorant. 

"Hmmm... start!" RajukkuRa by hitting his arm spoiled. 

Bian chuckled, "Ra's reality," he said as he pulled my hand to hold. 

"So soon, the air" I said, looking around. 

"Yes, you can see the tea garden, the mountains, and look over there, apparently there is a lake. That's lake situ cileunca, artificial lake. Cool yes," said Bian while continuing to see the distance.

I followed Bian's point of view, it was so beautiful. Several times Bian took my picture. We also took pictures of both. I really enjoy this togetherness. 

Bian treated me very sweetly. His hand never took my hand. After being satisfied around, Bian invited me to sit and relax at the cafe there. 

"Ra, this is the first time I'm dating both girls, so I'm sure you're stiff and not romantic" Bian said as we sat back and enjoyed the view. 

I sneered, "First time same chick? Usually the same guy?" sindirku joking. 

Bian pinched my nose, "Haish, I'm a normal baby" Bian replied. 

I was misbehaving, "What the hell call baby," my original sulked. 

"Today we're going out" replied Bian. 

"Bi, said Brother Niko you want to become regent?" manya curious. 

"Yes," Bian replied as he bowed. "Aren't you?"

I frowned, "Cok ask my permission?"

"And you're my next-door candidate" continued Bian. 

I chuckled, "But you made me a baper, too," 

We both joked back, after being quite satisfied there Bian invited me away because it was late afternoon. We choose to travel around Bandung. Enjoy the atmosphere of many people on vacation. 

Bian took me to Caringin Tilu Bintang hill. Bian invited me to sit in a corner a little away from the other visitors. We sit next to each other facing the expanse of Bandung city lights. 

I smiled, when held Bian it was warm. As fast as lightning, he kissed my hand. And then he chuckles at seeing the shocked me. 

"Ra, I don't know what we're going to do next, I just hope that one day we can be put together, and when that happens I want you to get married immediately" Bian said. 

"Sorry Bi," honestly I feel guilty, I put my head on her shoulder. 

"I'm the one who's sorry for being present while you're with someone else" Bian played my finger. 

"I'm selfish, I already have a boyfriend, but I love you too. Said Shahnaz I'm maruk," My story. 

Bian chuckled, "For now maybe today is the last time we can be together like this" Bian said with a lowered head. 

I instantly distanced my body and faced Bian, "You mean?"

Bian looked back at me, kissed my hand again, "After this I won't find you Ra, until we can really be together."

I shook my head, "I don't understand Bi,"

Bian tidied my hair behind my ears, "I can't disturb your relationship, and for your good we better not meet at all Ra,"

"Bi, you're talking about it" I protested. 

"Ra, you know I want the balloons, and I don't want to harm you anymore Ra. I would be crazy if you 

why." Bian looks frustrated. 

"But the perpetrator who broke yesterday, right?" I still don't understand. 

"My guy yesterday was caught, but the guy behind it is still watching my life Ra, I don't want them to benefit our relationship and hurt you." Bian clasped my hand even tighter. 

"So you mean, after this we won't see you again? Till when? Is this because I'm still the same Brother Dio?" I cornered Bian. 

Bian lowered his head, "If you are not the same Dio, today I will marry you, so I can really take care of you. But I realized that it's all impossible, I don't want to be selfish, and force it all."

I started crying, "After you made me realize how I feel, now you're staying with me?" 

Bian closed his eyes, "Ra, please. Don't ever think about it, I never left you. Like I said yesterday we split temporarily. Let's just say we're on edge now, this is for your safety Ra," 

I immediately hugged Bian, "So what you said yesterday really, we won't see you again?"

Bian rubbed my hair, "Yes, you went back to your life with Dio, as did I. I want Mastiin all completely safe Ra, sorry." 

"If I miss you how?" My toot. 

"Pray for Ra, may we hurry

 put together," he replied firmly. 

"We're still in communication, right?" I'm still ngeyel. 

Bian shook his head, "We're really not related to Ra, but if we accidentally meet it means it's a bonus,"

"Later to know another girl and forget Me" I whine. 

Bian chuckled, "You're like that" he said. 

"Tragically the fate of our love" I said with a frown. 

"But I'm on a whim, have an honest chance with you." Bian kissed my forehead.

"Still Bi," I said with a look at him. 

"Ra, you take good care of yourself, I hope you're always happy even if there's no Me beside you." Bian looks teary. 

"You too, may whatever the end of our story may be, it's the best" I replied with a smile. 

Bian let out a long sigh, "Udah ah, I don't want us to be sad gini, I want to keep you smiling." Bian wiped my tears. 

I smiled, "Yes,"

And today was my happiest moment with Bian. He drove me back to the inn at midnight. And that was really the last time I saw Bian. 

At dawn he had to go to the airport. That guy just left me a doll. I'm certainly crying, but I also have to be aware because this is all actually because I still have Brother Dio. 

Bener said Bian, for now I am still in touch with Brother Dio. Our soul mate no one knows, Brother Dio also loves me, there's no way I'm leaving him. 

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