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I was really emotional when I heard Bian's story about why I was kidnapped. It doesn't feel like it makes sense. If Fira did it out of spite against me I can still think using logic. 

But when the reason for the kidnapping was because I was close to Bian, I felt I couldn't accept. If they have a problem and want to destroy Bian, why should I be targeted. 

"Never show up again in my life!" I said in a low tone but it must have gone to the heart. 

Bian looked at me with a feeling of disappointment and despair. You could say my words are outrageous, but for what I know and live with people who will make me wretched. 

"Raya, you can't talk like that, Bian doesn't want any of this to happen either." I tried to defend Bian. 

"Nobody belain him, you all don't know what it's like to be me! I'm the one who fussed about it all," I snapped by staring at the only people in the room. 

"Relax, dear" Mother cried and rubbed my back. 

"I who knew how scared it was at that time Bun, I seemed to have no life force. I'm on the verge of Bun's death. If at that time there were no good people to help me, I would not be among you." I said with a bitter feeling. 

"Don't ever talk like that Ra, I'm definitely not helping you" Bian tried to talk to me. 

"If there were no midwives who found you in the office, you would not come. What does my life mean to you? If indeed you want to be in the field, you should be in the field, but in fact you are busy working." Stiffen me with tears that keep flowing. 

"Naraya Lazuardi, take care of your emotions," Father began to issue his decisiveness. 

"You! Keep your promise to do whatever I ask, don't show up in my life!" I said firmly by looking at Bian sharply. 

Bian let out a long sigh, "But I have to keep guarding your case Ra, there's no way I'm not showing up in your life anymore." Bian tried to talk to me nicely. 

"I don't care and I don't want to deal with you anymore because it's the same as me killing myself!" Be firm and go straight away. 

"Ra, I beg you, we need to have a chat," I heard Bian was still trying to talk to me. 

"Please appreciate my girlfriend's decision!" Be firm Brother Dio. 

I went straight into the room, not wanting to know any more about their conversation ahead. My heart really hurts. Bian, the person I thought I could be trusted, turned out to be the cause of my woe. 

"Raya Sayank, open the door, talk to Mommy," woo Mommy while knocking on my door. 

"Yes Ray, I'm elo temenin yes, don't digunci yourself like gini, we become worried Ray," said Syahnaz also heard. 

I choose to lock myself in the room, no matter Shahnaz and Mother who several times knocked on my door. I kept crying because it felt like I was betrayed.

"What is my cage until everyone is like using me" I muttered as I continued to cry. 

I kept crying, the shadow of the kidnapping kept spinning. On the other side of the memories of the same time Bian also appeared, I went back hysterically, it felt really sick. Our hatred for Bian is back. 

"I hate you Bi, hate it!" My shout. 

My tears kept coming down all day, until it felt like my tears were dry and couldn't come out anymore. And laughing, I feel like my mind is out of sync. And I fell asleep. 

I woke up when the room was dark. Even I was surprised, what my eyes could not see anymore, because it was just dark everywhere. But it turns out it's late at night and I haven't turned on the lights. 

"What time is it," I muttered while looking for a cell phone. 

It turned out to be 1pm, I sighed. Long enough I fell asleep, and my head was dizzy. I checked my phone, a lot of missed calls and incoming chats. 

I tried to walk around looking for the switch, and turn it on. It feels really glare. I unlocked the room and came out, it was quiet, but faintly I heard the sound of television. It turned out that Niko was sitting while watching the ball. I walked towards him. 

"Lo's head is dizzy?" Guess Brother Niko. 

I just nodded weakly, and sat next to him. Niko looked at me worriedly. He didn't ask me anything, just looking at my condition. I put my head on his shoulder. He just rubbed my head gently. 

"Laper? What do you want to eat?" ask Brother Niko for attention. 

"Laper but lazy to eat," Whine. 

"Don't think so, you're making us all worry." Said Sister Niko. 

I just took a long breath. I know my body is not okay now. My head is heavy and dizzy, my stomach feels hungry but there is no appetite, just imagine the food is nauseous. 

"The bread maker is just like anget tea, brother," I replied. 

Sister Niko painstakingly made me warm tea and bread. This is my mainstay food when it is not appetite. As long as I eat Brother Niko accompanies me. 

We are both twins, when one of us is sick the other is too. When there are bad things, one of us will feel. And Sister Niko is indeed the most sensitive person, especially about my condition. 

As long as there is Brother Niko, Father and Mother are not too worried. All this time, Niko always took care of me. When I was sick, Niko was the one who could understand my wishes better. 

"Kak Niko's choice this time is wrong!" My chirps.

"Huh? Meanin?" Sister Niko is confused.

“Kak Niko says Bian is better than Kak Dio, the proof is Bian who hurt me to kayak gini,” I said complaining.

“Sorry, I don't know if it's going to be like this. But I'm sure Ray, Dio is also not necessarily good for lo.” said Kak Niko reassured.

I sneered, “The fact is not true,” I said and immediately went to the room.

Arriving at the room I remembered the incident, the feeling of tightness and emotion re-emerged. No more tears came out.

drrrr…

Bian Calling's…

I snorted in annoyance, I immediately reject the phone. Before long there was a chat notification coming in, from Bian, I only read at a glance because it appeared in the notification window.

Bian: Ra, I'm sorry, take care of your health, I'll go and not bother you anymore. Thank you for all the great memories.

I took my phone and deleted all the messages from Bian, and I haven't even read the messages he sent. I'm tired of that name. Don't forget I blocked that number, too. I went back to sleep because I felt like my body was not strong.

The next morning my body was completely limp, my body temperature was also hot, my head was dizzy. My stomach also feels sore. I could only look up at the silent room sky. Not strong enough. 

Before long the door of my room was opened from the outside violently, Sister Niko immediately appeared with messy hair and a waking face. He looked worried, followed by Mother running behind him.

“Bun, we take Raya to the hospital!”

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