WHAT LESS!
STORIES 40
I was shocked when I heard the story from Shahnaz about the incident that night. I seemed to be crying too much, not hearing anything. I'm also being overwhelmed with emotions be not caring.
Now I feel guilty, because I who can't hold back my emotions, everything gets messed up. How can Brother Dio and Bian to want to smite.
"Truthfully, do you feel the same way Bian?" Search for Shahnaz with a sharp look at me.
I was shocked to hear Shahnaz's question, how could she have such thoughts.
"Lo ngaco deh, I already have a girlfriend, Brother Dio, very strange question lo!" My grunt is lazy.
"Ck, elo tuh the problem is strange Ray, your attitude is very obvious, right Kak Dio dateng lo kayak immediately wrong behavior, like elo kayak to gap again cheating. How to think and talk you also like not synchronous." Syahnaz.
"Don't make it up, I was like yesterday because it was emotional about the kidnapping," Gerram Raya.
"Judah, it's up to you! Just my advice, try to chat with Bian, kasian tau Raya him." persuaded Syahnaz.
I immediately looked, "No way! He's the reason I'm wretched, why do I talk to him, you want me to be wretched again?" Sentakku.
"Ray, this is not Bian's fault, he also did not know that the incident would be like this. Don't be so selfish." Shahnaz tried to understand.
"Gue's selfish! He's a selfish one!" Snap me.
"OK okay, but there is no harm in talking well with him," said Syahnaz.
"No! I don't want to, until whenever I won't want to meet let alone talk to Bian!" I'm firm.
"Now, by the way you are very, ati-ati karma, hate to be love, hahaha," Ledek Shahnaz.
"Not funny!" Sentakku make Syahnaz more ngakak.
I was upset when Syahnaz kept pumping, bodo very if Bian looks like a mess. He ruined my life too. My resentment and emotion towards him is still piling up. It's not that easy to forget.
After chatting with Syahnaz, we chose to video call together with Bara and Dian. Both my friends are worried too. They gave me input and motivation.
Their vague chatter also entertained me, at least I know how bad I want, there are family and friends who always support me, always with me.
"Ray, there's Dio, you want to meet?" asked Niko while opening my room door.
I who was relaxed read the novel, immediately turned to look at Kak Niko. I took a deep breath, and finally nodded. I instantly tidied up my appearance and polished my face with a flawless make up.
"Hay sis," called me when I met Mr. Dio in the front gazebo.
Brother Dio smiled faintly, he told me to sit next to him. Brother Dio took a look at my face which I'm sure is still a little pale.
"Where are you?" Ask Brother Dio flat.
"Udah mengingan," I answered while nodding.
"I don't think you can," he said.
"Yes during the illness I don't hold a cell phone" I said honestly.
"Why?" Ask again.
"Again want to focus on health, so do not want to be disturbed" replied I from ceplos.
"Include Me? So all this time I've been bothering you?" Accused with a jutek face.
"Kok Kak Dio said that?" Search me.
"You're the one who said it yourself" Sung.
"Don't misunderstand, brother, I if sick from the first never touch a cell phone. Not just to Brother, to Syahnaz even Dad if you are working and can not connect I ask Kak Niko." I'm trying to explain.
Brother Dio snorted in annoyance, "Yes," he replied briefly.
I glanced at Kak Dio who looked annoyed, his face was also cold, making him feel guilty.
"Sister Dio I'm sorry if I offended you, I'm sorry about what happened that night." I'm lirih.
"Are you really related to that guy?" Inquiringly.
"I have absolutely nothing to do with Bian kak, we know because of the event." My light.
"But he said before the event you were also close, it is also impossible for you to be rubbed with him if there is no cause." insisted Kak Dio.
"Before that event we've met, but it's normal. I also don't know why digosipin, maybe because among other participants I often talk to him." I clearly.
"I also got info, HUT peak event yesterday you are also the same way he?" Asked Brother Dio with a sharp look at me.
I gasped to hear Kak Dio's question, "When I accidentally met Kak, it just so happened, because it was night he finally nganter I came home." I'm trying to explain.
"Why didn't you ever tell me?" Brother Dio cornered me.
"Because I don't think it matters, don't tell it to Brother," I tried to defend myself.
"Reason! You don't want to say because you're afraid of being caught cheating!" Accuse Brother Dio.
"I'm not cheating on you!" Sentakku.
"Not cheating but often go along with other guys. You always protest when I walk with Shelly, when she's obviously my friend. But look at yourself!" Diabolically.
I started to glaze over, why even run there anyway. I know I'm wrong, but I'm not really cheating. Why is it so sick to be accused like this.
"Sister, I'm sorry if I wasn't honest. But I'm the same Bian there's nothing to do. If the bandingin brother Bian and Selly, obviously different. I never accidentally met with Bian, pure coincidence that was just a few times, while brother and sister Selly? Almost every day you're together, even Brother has more time for Selly than I do!" My protest did not accept.
"Just like Ray, you obviously cheated on me and lied to me. What difference?" challenge Brother DioDio with a sharp look at me.
I smiled wryly, "Sir Dio is selfish, Big Brother is looking for justification about his brother, and wrong others." My misery.
"I'm not really myself Ra, I realize yesterday was wrong, the proof is I changed, I've never been the same way Selly. But you?" Brother Dio kept cornering me.
"I also said I won't see Bian again!" My heart is looking at him sharply. I am also upset about being accused of continuing.
"I don't like you calling that brengseek boy's name!" Sumpul Kak Dio's.
"That's so, Brother Dio, just name it, don't do anything!" I defended myself.
"So I don't like it!" The cynic.
"Okay, Brother Dio came here just to get mad at me? Doesn't my sister miss me? I don't know how I felt after I found out yesterday. Brother has no attention to me!" Ketusku.
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