was it my fault that I missed you

season 2 part 5

" dear, how long have you been with baby?" aira

" about 2 years this ma, actually the age of jihan already 22 ma, but jihan never went up to class in High School, so jihan can be as high as baby" explained jihan

" may you know your long name, son?" aira

" Jihan Anara Wijaya" jihan replied

Deg deg deg

" wijaya? is he ryan's son? god, if it is true, it means that this is Your way to lead me back to Ryan, according to the message of Mas Hans" said aira in his heart

" ma, mama why?" tanya Jihan stops aira daydreaming

" is your father Ryan?" ask aira

" yes it is, papa named Ryan Hendra Wijaya" jihan said

Aira can't hold her tears. He immediately hugged the jihan while shedding tears.

" ma" said jihan

" yes baby, I'm sorry, son. Mama wants to tell you something, son. But I beg you to trust me" said Aira

" what is ma?" jihan said while looking at the shady face while wiping the tears that had fallen

" You know, my mother's first son, Biel, he's named Jibriel Aryan Wijaya" aira said

" Wijaya? why is my last name the same? what the hell's going on?" ask jihan curiously

" you're one father son, your father is the same, Ryan Hendra Wijaya. And she was the first love of mom and mom's husband before she married her baby dad. "

" don't baby, mama's not kidding. Mama with papa Ryan never married even though only lasted 5 months, when pregnant mother sister biel. Then your mama comes and papa ryan chooses to be with your mama son, because your mama is already pregnant with you. Mama relented, she left your papa and met her baby until we got married" said Aira

" o Allah ma, jihan did not think this was all ma. But you don't hate the same Jihan ma? jihan dear same mom. Jihan felt the mother's affection for her" said jihan in tears

" from now on, consider this mother your biological mother, you are your child, you love your mother" said aira stroking soft head jihan.

" mom, why don't you marry papa ryan ma again? Papa always misses mama, jihan often heard papa mention the name of mama in every do'a after the prayers ma"

" let God answer you son" said the water smiling gently as he embraced his new daughter.

*******

After calling mama jihan's best friend, ryan felt a strange feeling.Suddenly he missed the figure of the woman who until now still has a special room in the bottom of his heart.

" ahh aira, my dear, I miss you. Where are we now, baby? we haven't seen each other in 23 years, you've been missing since that night. If I'm still given the chance to meet you, I want to apologize for all my mistakes to you aira" said Ryan, looking at a photo of his wedding with aira 24 years ago.

*****

It's been 2 days at baby's house. Today he is helping aira clean up because later in the afternoon the family will leave jogja, heading to Jakarta.

Aira has also told about who jihan is to biel and baby. Unexpectedly, biel and baby are even very enthusiastic about welcoming their new brother, Jihan.

" ji, am I calling you big brother or just a regular kayak?" ask baby

" ishh lo ni beb, don't be too formal, like it costs me to call me lo or ji or han" said jihan laughing

" oh yes, said brother bi, brother saga with brother kai want to help here sister?" ask baby to biel

Deg deg jihan heart beat faster than usual hear the name Kai. Honestly, he secretly missed the figure of kai after their first meeting a few days ago. And Jihan always hopes to be reunited with Kai at the right time.