was it my fault that I missed you

my life...

That morning, I was in my rented, yes I was still studying at one of the famous campuses in the city of P. Suddenly, Ryan came to contrast with the reason of longing. Yeah, he always said that. I sometimes get worried about her treatment for me. Imagine, mornin2 he has come to my contract, the reason for delivering breakfast, even though I know he misses me.

" Tu kan mas ryan habit deh, early in the morning already gedor2 contract people. Shame to know, every morning, "I pretend to be angry and pout at him. But ryan's answer can always melt my heart.

" mas miss dear, it feels like I hate to see you at night, because I can't wait to see you in the morning" he said with a smile affectionately looking at me and rubbing my reddish cheeks in shame. And of course not to forget that I am really very happy to be treated like that by mas ryan.

" oh yeah, what time are you going to college today, baby ? " mas ryan continued to question me about my college schedule today, and it just so happened to be Saturday. Maybe ryan has a plan to ask me out, I said.

" it looks like just one course, so I'm free later in the afternoon until late afternoon. Would you like to ask me out on a date, right ? " i said smiling flirtatiously. Understandably, I've been dating mas ryan for 6 years, jd maybe there is no awkward feeling anymore between the two of us. But honestly, I'm still a virgin. Because we have never had intercourse even though we have been dating for a long time. Our date is just a kiss, and I know, it's hard for ryan to keep it. Which guy is the one who resists lust. My body is not ugly - very ugly, my stature is not high, about 155cm, my BB is 50kg, my skin is white, my chest size is 36 B, maybe a little contained but still remain slim because I really keep my diet. Ryan never forbade me to eat, but I didn't want to let him down. I just want him to feel proud to have a woman like me.

In college, not a few men like me. They even tried to get close to me. But I realized, I did not want to make mas ryan disappointed in me because he was so loyal to me during this 6th. Sometimes there are men who just want to take me to lunch but I always subtly refuse. And they could only bite my finger at my refusal.

Oh yes I forgot to describe how the figure of mas ryan. mas ryan is handsome, authoritative, white, 175cm tall, his body is good because he's a gym hobby, he's, and that's why I haven't been able to turn my back on him for 6 years.

That afternoon, I was out of the room, my school hours were up. I was so excited to leave class because I remembered the promise of mas ryan who would ask me out on a date..

drrt

drrt

" yes, I miss you too" I said with a smile of my own.

" are you ready for college, baby? we're leaving now" said mas ryan.

" yes, this just came out, yes donk so. really we go where ? " i said a little kepo, because mas ryan benar2 kept it a secret from yesterday.

" later you will know baby, wait for me in front of the campus, baby, I love u ai"

"okay mas, love u too dear "..

# forgive this language that is still a bit stiff, just learned the problem. hihihi 😁.