was it my fault that I missed you

was it my fault that I missed you
big trouble



Ryan couldn't look at his wife's face.


" god, what I've done. I'm afraid.I don't want to lose ai."


Ai drove her husband into the room. It seemed like ryan had a fever, his face was pale, and he was cold.


" i don't have to go to college today.I want to keep you all day."


" honey baby, I'm tired.I sleep first yes" said ryan


In his sleep, ryan kept on stirring..


" don't. don't. You can't do that. I beg you.. !!!" ryan said


" mum, what's wrong with you? " uajr ai hugged her husband, so they did not feel they slept until the afternoon.


After ryan died from his apartment, the schoolgirl still imagines a beautiful night with ryan.


" you are driving me crazy baby.Look at what your wife will do when she finds out I'm pregnant with your child" said the girl, smiling triumphantly.


2 weeks after the incident that night, ryan had done the usual activities. Sisil has no news at all. This morning I want to check up her womb, she has arrived at the hospital with her husband.


" rs. Aira wijaya" said the nurse


" let's go, let's go in" said ai


The doctor also checks the water content by doing USG.


" the mother's father's fetus is healthy, the movement is agile, the gender seems to be a man sir" said the doctor


" Thank God, what's important is healthy, Doc?"


" yes sir, the age is about 16 weeks. yes I have prescribed vitamins please redeemed diapotik yes sir. and 1 more mothers do not get stressed and sad, because it will interfere with fetal growth"


" thank you so many docks, we'll excuse you first" said ryan holding his wife's hand.


At home, he saw a map of a brown envelope lying in front of the door without using the name of the sender. Ai took and opened. It turned out to be a flasdishk and a testpeck that had a positive pregnancy. And there's a phone number that might be the number of the person who owns the map.


Ai hurriedly entered the house and took her laptop. After he brought it to life..


" astaghfirullah.what is this maaas.ayah, what is the sin of the servant to have to accept this.." he said sitting helplessly.


It turned out that the contents of the flash was a bed scene between sisil and ryan right on the night where ai was left alone by ryan at the hotel.


" And the tespeck belongs to him, brarti it's mas ryan's son." she cried while holding her stomach.


" unfortunate that you are a child mama, forgive mama who can not be perfect in the eyes of your father" said Nana speaking to her fetus


" well son, we're gonna get out of papa's life. Let papa be happy with the woman of his choice.mama sure mom can raise you without papa"


Ai called that number.


" hello, I'm aira, ryan's wife. Can we meet now? " she said while trying to hold back her tears


" all right, cafe flowers in 10 minutes"


Ai also buru2 went to the cafe in question. Up there, he saw the woman had arrived first.


" hi aira, how are you?" she smiled sweetly triumphantly


" my news is good, even after you damaged my household I am still fine2, do not bother, I just go straight, do you love mas ryan? " said ai


" of course aira, 10th I sacrificed my time just to be able to have it. "


" well, I'll get out of her life. Please take care of ryan, please make her happy. If you can't make her happy then I'll take it back from you!!!" his words are short.


" that's for sure ai, ryan must be happy with me."


Ai also left the cafe, he was still trying to toughen up even though his heart was broken to pieces2 for now.