Waiting for your Love to Grow

Not Involving Feelings

"Why did he change his mind and tell everyone about our marriage? Why didn't Denis talk to me first. What does it mean?", this question continues to shadow Nabila since coming out of the pantry until now, where he has sat in his chair and struggled with endless work.

"Can you come in, mbak?" Suddenly Vita was already at the door with a big smile, revealing her white teeth.

Nabila turned his attention to the subordinate, smiled faintly, then nodded his head and said, "come in Vit?"

"Sit down!", Nabila ordered gently when Vita was approaching, but still standing in front of the table.

"What's vit? Oh yeah, why did you call this morning?" Ask Nabila while continuing her work.

Vita raised her head that was down. "Bak I'm sorry", he said.

Nabila turned her eyes from the papers in front of her towards Vita who was now back down. There was a frown above the base of his nose.

"I'm sorry? For what, Vit?” Tanya Nabila wanted to know.

Vita was still down but trying to steal a glance towards Nabila, while both hands were busy twisting the end of his shirt.

"Sorry mom, because I've spread the news to friends that mbak Nabila his girlfriend Mr. Denis. And I know that since then Mbak Nabila is often scorned by other employees. I did not know that Mr. Denis was the husband of Mbak Nabila", said Vita timidly.

Nabila smiled faintly, but was unknown to Vita. Then he opened and turned on the laptop on the desk pretending not to care about Vita who now slowly raised his head back.

"Sir, please don't fire me. I still have a lot of dependents. Motorcycle and mobile phone loans have not paid off, the provision of marriage is still small, I also have to help you give money to shop for mother. If I get fired, what? ", said Vita, squeezing, cupping both hands in front of her chest.

Nabila wanted to laugh at Vita's words, but tried to be detained. His eyes looked at Vita with a cold look. His hands were shortened in front of his chest while his back was now leaned against the head of the chair.

"That's your business, I don't care. Employees who like to gossip like you are already like being sanctioned or fired all of you, let kapok!", said Nabila pretending to be tight.

Vita was flabbergasted to hear what his superior said. "I want to do anything and sanction anything, but please don't fire me mbak, uhhh miss I mean", he said with teary eyes.

Nabila who felt unable to finally let go of her laughter, making Vita now look confused.

"Kok mbak, ehhhh Miss Nabila even laughed?”, Tanya Vita was a little annoyed but her face still looks clear.

"Sir, don't wear miss all. You're funny, who am I, want to fire you? Especially a trivial problem like that. Already back to work, if not, ntar I told you to fire even" said Nabila, then shook his hand.

"Thank you, ma'am, I will work diligently anyway. A long time ago, bye.", exclaimed Vita, while walking out and waving his hands to Nabila.

However, brakkkkkkkk. Vita's body that runs fast without seeing the front hit something until he fell. Nabila who saw could only be surprised, while closing both eyes with the left palm.

Vita, who had realized who he had hit, was no less shocked. He smacked his palm into his forehead, muttering inwardly, "Die me! Oh my God, I hope not fired".

"Go back to your place!", Denis ordered in a loud voice that frightened Vita. He quickly stood up and ran out of Nabila's room.

"You especially want him here", thought Nabila while throwing his face in the other direction because at this time, Denis was looking at him with a sharp gaze.

Denis walked towards the chair Nabila was sitting in, then he leaned against the table behind him. He quickly turned the chair that Nabila was sitting on, so inevitably Nabila who pretended to be busy facing him.

"If it's not a job, we'll talk in the apartment. Not good with them" said Nabila, while his view leads to other employees who are teamed with him, which was at that time stealing glances towards Denis and Nabila.

Nabila's room is indeed separate from other employees on his team. However, the room was only limited by glass walls. Therefore, his activities can easily be seen by others in that place.

"I don't care! My office! I can do anything I want" Denis said firmly, while his eyes were still faithful looking at Nabila who was uncomfortable with Denis in her room.

"Speak quickly and after that immediately leave here, I do not want other employees to think strangely" said Nabila ketus, but still try to be polite to her husband.

Denis straightened his body, then quickly and hard he pulled Nabila's hand, so that now they stand parallel, with Denis' hand clutching Nabila's waist.

"Baby, pelin! Shame!", great-grandson Nabila, while trying to remove Denis' hand from his body. But Denis just getting stronger just holding his wife's body.

"I've told you, I don't care dear" Denis said as he looked at Nabila with a difficult look to interpret, causing Nabila to turn her eyes in another direction.

"Please don't shy away from me, I know I was wrong, but don't deserve another chance?" Denis said.

"I'm afraid to give you that chance again. I felt unprepared", replied Nabila. This time the tears flowed again, after a few hours he tried to hold it by shifting to all busyness.

Denis brushed Nabila's cheeks soaked in tears, with his fingers. Then pulled the woman's head into her chest that was plane.

"I promise you, Nab, I won't let you down again". Gently Denis gives a kiss on the top of his wife's head.

"There is no need for you to promise me mas, while in your heart there is still him" said Nabila. Now her crying is becoming more.

Denis cupped both palms to Nabila's cheeks. "I need to tell you how many more times, that I don't love her, don't care about her" she said.

"But the truth is, you've slept with her, with the person you once loved, can you guarantee that feeling doesn't grow anymore?", said Nabila with eyes that look sayu into Denis eyes.

"You know, I didn't know I was sleeping with him, I didn't really get my feelings involved at the time" said Denis, who had begun to get upset with Nabila, who had a hard time believing.

"Including when sleeping with me?", asked Nabila while looking into Denis' eyes, looking for answers.

"Huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...Why are you even talking about us?", said Denis who then rubbed his face violently.

"Then?" Not yet finished Nabila spoke, suddenly someone who was already at the door that opened, making a sound that surprised the two. "Boss, the meeting's about to start, the others are waiting for you" Arsyad said.

"When you go? You can not refuse, Mr. Gugun I have asked not to pick you up today", said Denis who then kissed gently Nabila's forehead before passing from the place with his assistant.

Nabila sat her body hard into her chair, when in the sense of shadow her husband was not seen. " Are you also not involving your feelings when making love with me?", asked Nabila in his heart.

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