Virgines

Wet bath

Why did this incident that months ago actually came back to fill the memory of Blah, as if it had just happened yesterday. Day after day until half a month passed. Blah always tried to dispel his longing for the figure of Romi. Blah manages to fight those bad memories, trying to find the rush so she can let Romi and all those bad memories go. But now those memories are coming back. Tormenting Blade. Make the wound go back. Making that bitter reality back burdened Blah, the fact that she was no longer virgine even at a very young age. And without a marriage or any commitment.

Once again the blade could feel a gust of romantic breath on his face. She could feel Romi's tattoos starting to kiss her lips and kiss her. Everything feels clear. And the bar is very frustrating because of that.

Someone knocked on the door.

Mommy the twins went inside.

The blade still covered his face with a blanket. And held back her crying voice.

“Sleeping bar huh?” Then mommy the twins put warm milk on the study table Blah and undo his intention to open the Blah blanket. Then mommy the twins came out again without saying anything.

The memory of his mother and father. How would they feel if they knew that BILah was no better than Abang Bilah, that bIlah was as bad as Brother Bilah.

The bar came back crying. He got up and sat down on the edge of his bed.

“how can I do the dirty thing with Romi when my family again hit by my brother's problem. When Mom and Dad were sad because of Brother's actions, I was alone with Romi and gave up all my property for Romi.” The blade back sobbing.

Unknowingly his voice rose. And someone was standing at the door. The door opened a little. Because he wants to go inside. He stood there. Water seriously. He heard every word that came out of the mouth of the Blade. He was stunned standing there until he woke up when he heard the sound of objects breaking from inside the Blade room. Then he turned around, not stepping foot into the room Blah.

The blade held the milk glass and its hands trembled violently making the glass fall to the floor.

There was nothing he could do now, no matter how hard he blew. He remains incapable. Romi the son of a bitch. Really never came back.

If only he had come back once. Blah just wanted to ask him if he could give back something he had snatched from him and one time Blah wanted to slap Romi in the face. Romi the Blah loved.

“ Romi,gue hate lo Romi. I hate.” The blade squeezed his hair and sobbed. His heart really hurts.

“Romi...” blades miss Romi very much, miss Romi hugs and kisses. And then Blah felt a lot of hatred for Romi. The feeling is fucked up.

He banged the back of his head at the foot of his study table.

He covered his mouth. Because he didn't want anyone to hear his cry.

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At two o'clock in the night. After crying for hours, the blades can end up being a little calmer. He went to the bathroom in his room. Take off her sticky clothes due to milk and turn on the shower. The water immediately splashed his face and body. The bar let water flow through his body. I wish the water could carry away her heart wound.

Then Bar fell asleep. Until morning came he was still asleep. He didn't even wake up when the housekeeper went inside and cleaned up broken glasses and mopped the floor.

Gabrian and mommy’nya back and forth to Barah's room to check his condition. But they soon came out again because the bar sounded snoring. Or maybe it's because of the Blades nose that's clogged up from crying all night and a wet midnight shower.