Virgines

The distance between heartbreak and moving on

Gibran came to the Blade's table. He saw that Blah was lying on his desk. Gabrian was stroking his back slowly.

Gibran sat at the table of the Gabrians, he looked at Barah in confusion.

“dia sleep?” ask Gibran quietly.

Gabrian.

“heh, where's my lunch.” Gibrab said ketus.

“alah hyung eat in the office ajalah.” Gabrian.

Gibran asks Gabrian to get up and he pulls Bar from his chair.

“ayo come with me.” Take Gibran ketus. The blade was surprised to find itself being forcefully pulled by Gibran.

“hyung slowly donk.” Gabrian Protest

Gibran pulled the Blade along the classroom corridor, down the stairs and towards the back of the school near the live pharmacy. Gibran brought Bar to a long bench made of wood.

Gibran took the box of supplies from the bag and then ate it voraciously ignoring the still sobbing Blade by covering his swollen face.

Gibran finished his lunch and gulped water from the bottle, which was also from the Blade bag.

For a long time, Gibran was still fiddling with his phone.

Then he began to make a sound with his characteristic ketus.

“must be really nangisin that guy?” said cynical.

Blah closed his eyes and swept back his cheeks with the palm of his hand.

The blade turned and stared intently at Gibran.

“how can you say that without knowing how rich the problem is?” ask Blah annoyed.

“mah problem everyone also has, but do not have to tear in front of all rich people that is. Attention nyari? I really want to watch out.”

Gibran's answer really made the Blade rise.

He stood up and slapped Gibran who did not avoid the hands of the Blade.

Gibran stared intently at the huffing blade due to his exploding rage.

“who are you until you are free to talk a lot about me while you never know anything.” The bar is very upset.

Gibran was silent, his eyes looking straight at Blade's face.

“do not be too deep into the hearts of others, no matter how deep you drown there, you will never know the contents of the hearts of others, let alone that person is me.” The bar came back crying.

‘how could she not be like this when the guy who just captured her virginity now disappeared without a word, Romi is like this lo? This is this fuck you? Romi, you may be lost after what you did to me.’ Inner Blade thrashing. He was eager to meet Romi and hear the reason. Even if there were a thousand reasons, then the Blade would give his whole life to listen to all those reasons.

“what do you think Romi is? Don't you know him from first grade? It's been three years, you guys. You should know more about him than I did who haven't seen him in a long time.”

“what do you know about him? Know what I feel about?”

“apa? What feelings? You want me to say that if I know how much you love Romi, hey everyone can know that you've loved each other since first grade. So what the drama needs to be, now he's gone and you're so lost. Do you feel unfair to you?”

“this is not just about feeling lost, but it's about.” The crying bar could not solve his words.

“keep talking about what? Don't you think you're the only one who feels hurt and nelangsa gini rich, maybe Romi also knows the same thing. It's useless to mourn he is rich gini, anyway he will not suddenly appear just because you continue to cry.”