
Ava and I met at Yamashita Park this weekend. Since the meeting at Shika's house, we haven't had time to meet again and haven't even talked to each other. It seems like he's still mad at me.
And I feel like this is one of those female traits that kind of makes it a little complicated. They like jealousy, even love to sulk and anger unclear and excessive. They are so confusing. Sometimes I feel so tired of serving him. Would I rather be alone?
The atmosphere of Yamashita Park this afternoon is very bright. Yamashita Park is one of the most famous places in Yokohama. There are many tourist attractions such as views overlooking the sea and the city of Yokohama, gardens filled with flowers and greenery, and summer fireworks shows.
Yamashita Park overlooks the Port of Yokohama, and offers panoramic views of the city and the Bridge along the Bay, as well as luxurious passenger and cargo ships.
This afternoon the weather is very clear. This summer felt so warm.
The wind at this moment feels so cool.
We both sat on one of the park benches. We both fell silent for a moment. And the mood is very quiet. Only sometimes heard jokes and laughter from other visitors who are passing by.
"Shin .." said Ava suddenly breaking the silence. "Wouldn't we." said Ava had not finished her words.
"Decap.." I said slowly, then I looked at him. His face was so calm. But his eyes were implied by disappointment and sadness.
"Is that what you want, Shin?" tanyanya is still trying to calm down.
I immediately turned my eyes. I was silent to see the other couples who were also dating in this park. They all look very happy. Without any burden.
Then why can't Ava and I be like them? I am also confused about myself. Is it possible that all this time I just wanted to play around with him?
I do like him.
And I admire him.
And could it be that I just feel sorry for him?
Arrgghhhhh! Damnit damnit!
What the hell am I thinking?
What would Sidho do to me? Will our friendship change later?
I wish everything could be okay. I don't want my bond with Sidho back broken.
"Shin .." Suddenly Ava clasped my finger. I looked down at his grasp. His hands are so warm. "Don't just shut up! Speak up!" he said slowly while looking at me straight.
And I look at him now. We saw each other for a moment. The mood was silent again.
"I'm sorry .." I said slowly.
"What do you mean, Shin?" tanyanya while tightening her hand grip.
I don't know, Ava. I am also very confused at this time.
I don't want to be tied to anyone.
I just want to be free.
I just want to be alone.
But ...
"Shin, I'm sorry if I'm being too selfish" Ava said suddenly. His eyes are now glazed.
"But I'm like that because I love you. I ... I might be so jealous when I see you hugging another girl. But I promise. I'm not gonna be like that anymore, Shin."
"Ava .." I said.
"Do you not like me anymore, Shin?" accus me.
Deegq ...
I was honestly surprised to hear that.
"I thought, when I asked to break up with you, you'd turn it down. But it turns out I was wrong." now Ava lowered her head while sobbing.
Ahh, I can't stand to see a girl crying. And I finally came back to him.
"Ava, I'm sorry. I should have been able to keep your feelings in check. I'm sorry ..."
"Shin .." Now he looked up and looked at me.
"I'm .." I changed my mind. "I love you, Ava." I finally said it.
Ava hugged my neck.
"I love you too, Shin" she said slowly.
I hope I won't play and hurt him. Because all this time, I've never really loved anyone. It happened because I was always disappointed with a woman's name. I don't know, I've never met the right woman.
I returned Ava's embrace. I put my hand on her waist.
A few moments later he took off his embrace. She smiled so sweetly as she looked at me. His hands are still on both of my shoulders.
"Shin, I have something for you .." he said with sparkling eyes.
"Yes, what is it?"
"Close your eyes!"
Without thinking I just closed my eyes. Suddenly I felt something very soft and warm touching my lips.
Just now Ava kissed me?
I opened my eyes and I saw Ava smiling sweetly and then looking down embarrassed.
"You said I used to owe you that, didn't you?" he said a little shy.
I was silent for a long time, then I threw a smile at him.
"G ... Oh ... Yes .." sahutku.
"Shin ..." she hugged me back in a spoiled tone. "Never say goodbye again ... Because I don't want to part with you."
"Certainly that?"
"Hc. Why are you so quiet like this today? You usually like teasing me."
"You yourself why turn into a spoiled girl like this?"
Ava took off her embrace and looked back at me and smiled.
"Do I have to explain it too?" he smiled mischievously.
"Huh, yes already if you don't want to say." I turned my eyes to pretend to be ignorant. I'm just kidding anyway..
"Eh, how are you?" he said a little annoyed.
I laughed at last. "Just kidding, Baby."
"Huh, you are!"
"I what? Saucy? That was a long time ago. That's why you like me. Aye right?" I laughed frantically. "If I was ugly, you wouldn't stick to me. Hehe ..."
"Ih ... You're bummering, Shin!" Ava hit the chest of my midwife slowly. But I grabbed his hand and held it while still laughing.
"Joking .." I said, still laughing.
Ava laughed with me. She looks so sweet when she smiles.
Next we decided to see the ship Hikawa Maru.
With a little walk towards the harbor, we can find the ship Hikawa Maru moored in the port of Yokohama since 1985. Don't forget me and Ava took a photo together with the background of the historic ship Hikawa Maru and the port city of Yokohama!
It's getting darker. Ava and I are still enjoying our date at Yamashita Park.
We both walked through Yamashita Park and saw the performance of the street artists
enjoying a little meal and resting. They often perform like this.
And suddenly someone came up to us.
"Sister Rheu!" shouted a hysterical girl while covering her mouth with both hands.
"It turns out to be Rheu Mitzuru!"
Who yeah? But I don't recognize him.
"Relse ... I'm one of your biggest fans. I am also a fan of VCPD. Big brother is really cool!" said hysterical. "May I take a picture with my sister?"
I immediately glanced at Ava and she smiled and nodded.
"Ah, Alright .." I said to the girl. Then he immediately opened the camera menu on his phone. And he immediately took our picture.
"Thank you very much, brother" he said very excitedly.
"Sama-sama." I said kindly.
Then the girl left us immediately.
"Well, somebody's got big fans" Ava joked.
I just laughed and embraced it. Then we rush to go near the ocean to see the beauty of the Fireworks Festival.
While sitting in the Yamashita garden area, we can enjoy fireworks that alternate coloring the night sky Yokohama. Watch the beauty of fireworks at night with the ocean as a mirror!