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urban 48's

In the morning I should have dandan pretty go to work...

Wearing an expensive office suit

My best bags and shoes

But look at the look of yourself in the megy glass

The same dress that I used to sleep in at Mathew's

My hair is loose

No makeup

And I cried behind the wheel of my fancy car...

People must be envious to see the content of my Instagram that looks happy

Those people who were stopped must have thought I was happy to be driving this luxury car

though I want the scali to scream

Look at me

I suffered a lot..

I suffered ...

I cried without stopping without knowing where I was going...

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The Ting.tong....

The Ting..tong....

"May....!

what's the morning you come here, son...

Come on in

Messy the scale you son

Where are you from, huh?

His old hands straightened my hair and stroked my hands...

Mah... iyah?

Papah left first, huh?

Oh, pah

There are guests

Hello om...

Meet megy he's my husband

Oh hi om salva...

She's megy her favorite woman Mathew pah

Wah Mathew is good at scali choosing women

Beautiful skali she mah

Hahah really pah

She is not only beautiful but also very good ...

Just marry them, ma'am...

Hussss papah said what the hell is still early morning

Come on in megy...

the office used to be

Heart in the street om"

I just bow my head politely

(Easily the middle-aged man had many women and the mother of Salva did not want to leave him

He's a handsome old man

Similar to skali with eth, maybe the old age eth will look like that)

"Megy you mind mom asking you to take a shower first

Looks like you need that, son...

I just nodded, he said so...

All right, I'll get you some decent clothes and after you take a shower, we'll have breakfast...

I nodded again...

He pulled my hand towards the bathroom and gave me a clean new towel

Is this what it feels like to have a mother?

I hugged him and cried

He rubbed my shoulders without asking what

"Bring first, son

Tau slob....

I let go of his embrace and rushed to take a shower...

He then dried my hair with his hairdryer..

Lovely scale your hair son ..

If she had long hair, her hair would be beautiful...

I miss drying my hair...

I just smiled as she could see in this makeup mirror...

"Wear this son, he hands over his clothes and steps away from the room

Mom's waiting at the dinner table...

I nodded and smiled

I saw this dress label made by Chanel

This woman's liking is the same as mine will my fate be the same as her?

I remember again the words of my father

that surely Matthew would be like his father who had many women and would leave me

as now with salva's mother..

I put on this dress and saw my reflection in the mirror and smiled to strengthen myself...

"Well megy you're a beautiful skali

That dress fits you perfectly...

It was the mother's clothes at the beginning of the marriage, the,

Papah eth bought it

but the tubub Mother was not fit to wear it and mother made me remember the memories to keep in mind the good times

And you,, you, you're a perfect fit, son

As if the clothes were yours ...

Am I really pretty using this mom?

This old lady nodded with a smile...

Let's have breakfast, son...

I saw breakfast filling this dining table...

This mother is not this breakfast lunch dish..

Hahaha hahah

This soup and rice is a favorite of his papa eth..

Oh that's how

All right, let's eat mom

He painstakingly picked up the dish at this table and waited for me to eat the food

Yummy meg?

I nodded, unable to say, because the food filled my mouth...

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now I'm munching on an apple that Salva's mom provides after breakfast

We chose a small terrace with a cool breeze in the apartment

Ornamental plants become sweeteners of this terrace

jakarta is so cold from here

"Your mother chose a nice apartment,

I'm lucky, son

Get a view like this with its small terrace

Hmmmm maybe if it's in my apartment

There's also this kind of thing

I've been sitting around for hours

Don't you have a job, son?

Hahah hah

Our laughter was brought by the Jakarta wind...

You want to tell mom

What's the problem, son?

I shake my head

my problem was lost in the wind with my mother here,

good then, son , then ,

he rubbed my long hair and then we looked back at Jakarta and its bright clouds in the morning

"Mothers...

hmmmm?

Does your family let you marry?

Mmm, of course

Mother's family used to be very poor

Mom is just a girl marketing from cafe to cafe offering cigarettes to prospective customers

What is the name of the job, son

Sales promotion girl my dear mother...

Hahah hahah

We laughed about that too

I met papah eth at a cafe

he invited me to meet and a few months later we got married...

Mother's life has changed greatly

Mother's family needs are fulfilled because my husband is well supporting them

Mother's marriage was fine but after Matthew and Elisa were born

Mother always refused papah eth's invitation to leave the city to accompany him to work

I thought it would be very troublesome to take a small child out of town in just a few days...

my husband asked me to hire a nanny or to leave it to my family to take care of our son

But the mother insisted not to let go of a second of mother's care in the hands of others

Maybe since then our relationship has faded

papah eth began to be always busy with other women and eventually married one of them...

How did Mom feel at the time?

although I was very disappointed but

Mother is not too dizzy because there is eth and elisa makes the mother's mind gushing on them

I just think if the papah eth still meets the needs of the family

that was enough for my mother

Because I realize men won't be enough with one woman..

and my marriage to Papah eth is not because my mother loves him but because she can save my family and my mother from poverty

If you have children later

You're gonna feel the same way as Mom...

Do you love mom?

I don't know ..

he repeatedly said he loved his mother

But repeatedly my husband was with other women..

Should I trust megy?

mother is also right as a woman I will also definitely feel that her words are not sincere because of the fate of being with other women...

but...Don't you want to hear the reason om kenpa she has a lot of women?

Not megy ...

mom doesn't want to know

I don't want to add to the burden of the mind ...

I'm happy with Matthew and Elisa

They are the happiness of mother

Your mother was so afraid to love your own husband for his betrayal

But in the depths of my heart I must have felt a deep pain

Is my mom always crying?

Crying papah eth?

He nodded and his face was sad...

my hand rubbed his shoulder

Your long wait for love is over, ma'am

Look at your mother's husband now

choose to be with your mother and leave the woman...

salva's mother nodded and smiled

"megy....

I just want to live to see eth and Eli happy

it is the thing that mothers want most in the small world of mothers...

I then hugged her as if I could feel her feelings ..

I was so touched by his words...

(Must I tell my father that all I want most in my little world is one mathew.).