urbanites

urban 37's

I'm in my room after dinner

it's like to skate into the lake to see the stars

I peeked out the door and there was Eth turning his back to my door, he was sitting in front of the fireplace reading a book, and Elisha seemed to be in his room

I put on my hoodie and my pants stepped slowly against the cold of the night

walking settles the precipitate so as not to disturb eth who is engrossed himself read a book

I've made it to the dock

Sitting straightened my legs and staring at the stars and moon shining brightly tonight accompanied by the calm lake water...

how much I really enjoyed it

I don't know how long I haven't held a cell phone, somehow the state of Jakarta, the state of my new home that I live after the Thanksgiving event...

I ignored everything when I was here

Should I work in the village as a rancher

This country?

This atmosphere is really fun for me...

"What is the princess?

Oh mmmm...

Why settle the end of the road behind me ?

turns out just to be here anyway...

Haha haha sorry

I don't want you to be distracted..

Did you really quit your job?

I nodded...

What are you gonna do next?

I don't know what you didn't ask me to do either...

Are you here some kind of escape?

Mmm of course not

I've been wanting to take a vacation since I worked in the office I've been craving this...

Have you ever opened your Instagram?

I cringed confused?

What happened to my instagram?

andrew your future husband filled in the comments on the holiday photos you uploaded!!!

Oh he ...

I have nothing to do with him ...

Then I stood up

And patted my filthy hands because of the dust I was sitting on this dock..

Okay, eth I'm in first...

Why did you avoid my question about Andrew?

Who is evading?

I just want to get in...

When did you get married?

I turned to look at eth's flat face and the coldness made me smile cynically

There will be no marriage...

Are you sick because of him?

Of course it has nothing to do with him

I'm exhausted on my tour in the car with your sister...

Youlove her?

Hahah hahah eth are you some kind of cop trying to interrogate a criminal?

Answer megy

I'm not kidding..

Certainly not young master..

He proposed to me in front of my father

Of course I'm overwhelmed...

Which woman doesn't like that...

I thought love would come after we got married..

But thank goodness she was stunned before I became his wife..

Even though I look like a strong woman and live in Jakarta

My thinking is still very primitive about loyalty

If men don't want to be loyal to me

Why should I force?

I don't want to be in the clip scene of sam smith i'm not the only one ...

Pretending not to know but to know...

It hurts eth...

yeah, it looks like that...

You and the others I think it's the same outside shape that's different..

Have you ever loved a megy man?

Of course it ever was...

You were rejected by that guy and what did you do?

I'm looking for another guy

I don't want to stay in one place and cry all the time

So did I feel

My feeling you think is joking is very painful...

Then via offering her feelings to me.

I can do what megy

You ignored my deep feelings for you

Even though I kissed via

It was just a kiss without any feelings

I don't like you either because of your boobs..

if my feelings were just lust

I could've fucked you in the same room in Singapore then

But you see it yourself

I take good care of you...

(I fell silent saying nothing, I just stared at him with his flat face that was explaining expressionlessly..

How do I know if he's serious or not his face is so flat.).

"Eth. I'm sorry.

I can't digest your words

Do you think it's natural that I liked my disc girl first and I met her first time in the kitchen?

And finally he came to me in my company, stretched out his hand and said his name...

I was so happy then

I immediately believed the destiny that was on my side ..

What do you think all those coincidences are megy?

I didn't love her for a moment but for years I kept my feelings for her..

Eth I came in first

(I don't want to hear her love story that's too childish in my opinion)

He then pulled my hand and made me face to face very close to him ...

"I have to go to bed tonight

I'll be back in Indonesia tomorrow

Answer memy question

What was my feeling for that woman?"

(I just kept looking at him

Even though I knew the little girl he loved was me)

"I really appreciate the love of how I saw my mother being hurt by my father...

Since then I don't want to be a bastard like my father...

Having many women in the midst of her sacred marriage

and his wife who loved him wholeheartedly

but he always ignored her because of that woman

I don't want to be like my dad, megy..."

Mathew then hugged me tightly

and I chose not to return his embrace

Megy I just want to marry the one woman I love who is destined for me

That's you!! "

(I felt so claustrophobic hearing him say one beautiful word after another about me..

But my brain has fallen too bad not to trust anyone else anymore

Especially believe what is called love

I've felt love before but what I got after I gave myself up

The man got bored and dumped me

Such is the human name of man)

I choose silence until eth releases his own embrace ...

Maybe he was tired of waiting for me to talk

I stepped into the house leaving her alone she was in the dock without ever looking at her ...

This is my path of choice

I then packed up my things and already received the ticket that Dad bought for me

I need to get to bed and go back to the real world where there is no real love for me...